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Who was that Girl ???

I haven’t had any reason to write in a while. I’m in this weird, content state of indifference. Stable. A down-to-earth, “dumb” state of ‘happiness’. I don’t really have anything to complain about. Passion? I’m not passionate anymore. What’s fucked up is that I don’t care that I’m not passionate anymore. Maybe I was never passionate in the first place. Maybe all these years my pretentiousness & ego got the best of me and blinded me from what I really am: a Business Guy I mean i don't have a fancy list of accomplishments but i have done some things. Sometimes my pompous, irrational ego gets the best of me and I think of myself as this suffering artist with all this passion. Its like everyone’s got a plan until they get punched in the face right !?  Also, I’m gonna wake up tomorrow and have a completely new, perspective on all of this passion thing. Now coming onto the title of the post I have a lot of extra aimless and senseless material which is of no use, i will be t

Things I want to tell my Teen Self

No matter how much we want to control our Life we can't always know what is going to happen. The Change is scary and Life will always surprise you with "Oh, this is your new truth Live It !" you cannot do anything you have to accept that. If i talk about myself and generally everyone my age we're so used to take so many things for granted like this blue sky, freedom, our home, our parents and much more. There is absolutely no harm in being yourself but if your personality is negative then some changes can be made ! so, there are few things i want to tell my teenage self . here we go: * Embrace your introverted self. * Do not take anything for granted. * It is okay to be a late bloomer. * People move on and so should you. * Make friends who last beyond school. * You don't have to do something just because all the cool kids are doing it. *Always be optimistic about your future. * People give far fewer sh*** about what you look like so don't bother. *

Elections

I don't believe none of the leaders the media is mentioning today everybody is crying and calling out each other for attention they don't care about the people or the country they actually only care about if their political party is in power or their pockets are filled with more election funds.so lets see what are they actually standing up for also I am not gonna mention them by their names: 1. The One:  'A Narcissist can't die because then the Entire world would end' this sentence describes our Current Prime Minister really well in my opinion he cannot answer one single question in a proper debate and yet he wants movies to be made on him. 5 years back when he came in power and made a lot of promises and by saying A Lot i really mean "A LOT". The Bias Pre-Electoral Polls are rooting for him, Bias Media is rooting for him wherever he goes all he talks about is the failures of Governments before 2014 but not a single word about the promises he made to

Diligent March

Its been over a month now since i last posted a excerpt from my life here... actually i was really busy this whole time. I pursued professional writing during this time, traveled a bit, celebrated Holi and most importantly: Lived my life. B ack in February of this year I was at an improv class of my theatre where we were working on different techniques of improv acting obviously i am not an actor or an on screen performer i am more into the scripting and writing stuff but its a class so you have to do what your mentors tells you to do... they gave me a task to present a weird situation at a public bus terminal... It was Comedic in Genre and everyone knows i have resting depressed face. so i took a quick minute to thought about it and did my gig... it wasn't too bad our theatre coach said "Sometimes it is good if you're not leading a performance to a comedic ending" means it is okay if you're not funny sometimes just focus on doing your part right forget about aud

Stigma

Hey There ! 2019 you came. Its true we've come a long way by the way How's Everyone ??? please do tell me how you all are on the instagram ( @prattg63 ) my dm's are open for anybody who wants to talk about anything they want. Well, for me The Mumps canceled every plan I had to celebrate new year. For a whole week, My face was looking like Thanos(from Infinity War) face with a weird allergy to my jawline. Now, its totally fine but for that whole week i was so horrified of myself  like what the hell has happened to my face, till i researched  about it on google, atlast that was a good relief because my doctor was not even telling what it was. I get it, i should change my doctor but another reason why i was so afraid of it because i thought its a bad case of my OCD Medication reaction. It has never happened to me but I've heard that its the most probable case so, for that reason first time in 7 months Lexapro and Zoloft are on the shelves umm I've decided not to tak

Accurate

Hey Everyone... Longtime No See... well I've been busy the last 15 days. 15 days is actually a really longtime in journal days, its like a whole fad has gone by or something. anyway, Inspiration doesn't come easy as you think it does, I had some experiences in the past where i learnt this in the hardest way possible. The Time when all of my ideas fell apart sometimes i feel happy about that time because i knew that i was only letting myself down,  i totally hate it when i let other people down. I’m in a good place right now, and to answer why i am not with my commercial writing clan anymore because: Rather than express whatever angst and malaise that gets dealt my way by writing profane drafts, scripts and posts littered with curse words and crude allegories. I'd rather love to spend time imagining how immensely beautiful this life has the perfect potential of being. Sincerely, I'm done with those people who always tried to take credit of the work i did in my unaccount

Cathartic

The hardest part of being a writer is still the first read allowing yourself to be that vulnerable. well that was some way to start this post anyway someone asked me "Do you have Low Self-Esteem ?" and i was not even shocked because i took no time in replying by saying "NO !" to that person, I know that i have a resting depressed face but saying that i have Low Self Esteem is just the next level of Judging people especially when you don't even know me that well !.!.! We all feel nervous or afraid to do things at times but i'm pretty sure the decisions i have made have done a lot of good things for me. Achieving your goals always help to increase your self-esteem. I have always encouraged criticism about me and my opinions but saying the mean things like these causes so much low-confidence Seriously please don't say that to anyone. Negative things can bring people down so much. The only way to cope with these types of situations is by avoiding things and

vital times

this is a post for my friends and acquaintances from miles around, i know its been a long time since i've put a short post out, but i swear it won't be long now till the weird kid reappears, in the fall of 2018 you would see my words, yeah it's alright now, this dream of mine came true, i hope the sad posts i write means some more to you, yeah it's alright now, the time is here at last, i know it's long since overdue but, PG is back ! I'd rather pick flowers instead of fights - Adam Young Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:42 PM Delhi, India

The Constant Battle

monologue 63 Inner Voice: You better complete all these assignments before the Diwali week !! Me: I'll do it in the night. Inner Voice: Okay ! I believe you. 7 hours later Inner Voice: So, its 11 PM now where your assignment at ? Me: Shut up ! you are such a pain in the tush aren't you ? Stop bugging me ! Inner Voice: Hey ! language...  It's your goal not mine. Me: Okay, I will do it ! after finishing my night pages. Inner Voice: Well I haven't recorded any night pages work from you in Weeks. Which pages are you talking about ??? Me: Oh ! let's talk about that... You haven’t been around for Months and now you're back at it again Interfering and stuff ?? Inner Voice:  I’m always here. You just don’t always hear me. Me: just go away !.!.! in the morning Inner Voice: Where are you headed ? Me: Yo, you're back i finished 3 of the assignments last night. You Happy Now ??? ' Inner Voice: Just 3 your goal was to do

accord

When I'm at Writing workshops, watching movies or at general public conventions i observe people and their relationships in like how do they carry it ?  after a Lot of observing and roughly studying There is one thing that i kind of have a grasp upon, that you can't make somebody feel the way you do about them that's impossible. I know that its heartbreaking and rough but it is actually a Cold-Hard Fact. You always have to be honest with the other person and most importantly you have to be honest to yourself its all about the Honesty, thats how we can all really be. Don't lie right!? and at sometimes its okay to lie because its the important things that matter, if we talk about relationships some people who come into our life could really bring the different side in ourselves it can be bright or dark it doesn't matter the thing is that this side exists and it was inside you for all these years you don't have to hate it, it came out for the betterment of your so

regardless

'Decisions' we make them everyday, decisions leads us from one day to another, decisions change our way of living but most of them goes unnoticed like 'what should i wear today ?'  'what route should i take today to reach work and also to get a glimpse of my crush while heading to work ?' or 'what should i have for dinner ?' then in weeks or maybe months an important decision knocks at your door which can change your life forever.  Hello, we're in the month of september already this means autumn season is just around the corner, Trees will be shedding their leaves at this fall of the month which is a perfect reminder of the nature to us that we should get ready with our cameras because we're all in a treat for some great captures. My Phone Camera will be busy this month *cheap plug please follow @gallery63photography  on Instagram. As a Playwright everything is going great and thanks to all of you for sending me positive thoughts about m

Unfortunately

Dear Shipping Company, Do you even know ??? how hard it is to write something... All the thinking and planning and rewriting of everything you wrote for somebody important to read. All the nights and days spent thinking about the right words to put in and thinking about how to say them because the story you want to tell means so much to you. when you know that your next month expenses depends upon that work but your company can't do just one job which is to deliver on time, even though your customer has paid for everything you asked for and came by himself to drop the courier to your office 12 days before the date of delivery but you don't care about any of that other than yourself and now, he has lost that one gig because of you. Yes, you failed him to put in the script for the project in time, thanks for assisting me with the issue while you were just jumbling me at your consumer care service. Hope You Guys will do better next time. (not gonna put any names, you know who y

Delirious - The Poem

Oh ! hey everyone i compiled something... *----------------------^63^--------------------------------* Just a second, i'm gonna laugh because i'm delirious , I need to put my effort into something serious, and i need another break from all this ghost writing please, Stay fresh Stay the best and Stay quality. Quit all these thoughts, that are really bugging me, Meditate my way to the seniority, Quit the xanax and other anti-depressants for real fam, Bonnie wright will probably be single then, Me at a party and we be friends, Life is short and i'm not getting younger, I wanna get rich like JP and Corden, 80 k a month , sounds pretty golden, May be get a wife and kids for extra motive, I will publish the book, please don't rush me, I need to practice a little more, just trust me, Are you mad ??? that i'm good with words, Then I'm so sorry because you're second and I'm first. !.!.! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:29 AM

Moreover

beer and fizzy sodas and gatorade and water and coffee and green tea and brown bread and cookies and chips and popcorns and baked biscuits and orange juice and smoothies and oatmeal and pistachios and cashews and almonds and apricot and hazelnut and yogurt and bananas and apples and carrots and kale and broccoli and butter and fries and toast and cheese and pasta and cereal and chocolates and weed and adderall and xanax and aspirins and pain killers and becosules and cellulose and bourbon cookies and daily dairy and supplements and protein powder and shake mix and vitamins and minerals and nutrients and energy and calories and fat and cholestrol and blood and pressure and force and momentum and power and work done and confidence and lifestyle and fun and money and writing and phonography and loving and self care and sex and pleasure and personality and happiness and sadness and anxiety and depression and confusion and drama and crying and sleeping and waking up and walking and reading

Brad's Status

Watching a great movie makes me so calm. Thank you to The Director of movie "Brad's Status" Mike White. Honestly, it is an incredible movie i can say i finally watched a mid-life crisis which is beyond the perfection of  movie making. A Good story is totally a different criteria to rate a movie but the depth in itself "Brad's Status" presents is absolutely epic. I didn't have much to write about so i repeated myself by putting some words from Brad's Status Review i wrote last night on TheVitalClash.com . Make sure you give that a quick read before you watch "Brad's Status" I am leaving the link to the Review below. Accept The Discomfort. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:39 AM Delhi, India Brad's Status Review:  thevitalclash.com/2017/12/brads-status-review ------------

Reminiscent

"It's all over now and i'm standing pretty In the dust that is a city" Hello to you all All things are bright and beautiful shoutout to all the dreams you're chasing because the journey which leads to them is so much fun. Back at it again here on short posts writing streak Today, got my old smartphone back and thankfully my collection of random written notes is backed up it feels like i found a long lost treasure. Big Goals are hitting the cerebrum of the brain, seriously a few moments ago i started thinking about why did i really got lazy when my links were in their prime of getting the traffic ??? suddenly,  Sensory strip hit my brain back up with the Contentment which put that Reminiscent smile up on my face. Habits can be changed. Make it happen !.!.! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:16 AM Delhi, India gallery63 photography: https://instagram.com/gallery63photography --------------

Christmas

I recorded myself on a camera for the first time in a while, everyone here will now think how is that a big deal now ??? trust me, its a big deal for me, Anxious folks will understand that better. I watched it afterwards and i fell asleep because of my voice tone but my friendly therapist said "its a good progress, atleast you did a little effort this time around to work on your introverted attitude" I laughed during the whole conversation with him that video is really funny to me who knows ??? maybe i'll put it on Youtube. Anyway its the season of joy "Its Christmas Time" on December 24th , i went out and had a great time, Energy Drinks, Fizzy Beverages were absolutely amazing and The cafe where we had food was incredible, Overall an evening of giddy fun. Just so to let you all know that I am writing this post in a Car and my buddies are playing loud music right now because we're stuck in the middle of highway with this massive gurugram traffic jam. MERR

Hey Alice

It's an expensive kind of feeling when you do something by yourself  I've been in a great place lately Competition,Life, Projects, Money and Confidence everything is on point. Six months ago i met this girl Alice on the internet she is a writer by profession. She helped me a lot in almost every single one of my projects, Yesterday we talked on the phone like always and she told me that her manuscript finally got a publisher, she said "I Feel Like I Could Fly, I am So Happy" !!! This is the best feeling anyone could ever have  this very moment you can say that a person is perfectly happy, because he/she does so much work to start from zero to create something amazing. Hey Alice, I am excited for all the good things which are about to come for you i simply do not have any words to convey on how much happy i am about your success. As They Say: DREAMS don't turn to DUST !.!.! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 2:19 AM Chandigarh, Punjab INDIA. btw I will

dumb encounters

That moment where you think you're making a clever decision but in reality that is actually an embarrassing moment building itself to hit you back in the future. Haha, not funny its story of my life and most of the people can relate to it pretty accurately - So, i think everyone knows those smarty pants people who're not actually the clever person in real, this one guy in my college said to me "Hey, you should join the dumb guys club !" a total a**hole move, at the very same moment his girlfriend came into the picture and she said to him "OH !!! the club you started !!!" Everyone laughed so hard  at him including me... they instantly got into a verbal fight in front of the whole lobby filled with our college mates... now, this is a supreme example of dumb things you start with people  just because someone isn't interested in supporting your total douche baggery at the college. I just want to say that You Only Live Once, Go For It !!! (It here means GOAL

*kicked*

It was nice all day. waking up after a good night nap having a great lemonade in the morning, sometimes it feels really good to take a break from everything you're doing to make yourself busy. Right now its after 1 am in the night and my INSOMNIA kicked in again really i just can't help it. A past negative reel from my life is on my mind again.... writing my thoughts out here is making me happy. I want to sneak out of the house tonight which is not really a good thought to be having right now, Mind is jaded but still i don't have any idea why i can't sleep !.!.!.! Double Thoughts for a quick 24 hour session of the life -What a GREAT day.... and at the same time What a Shi**y night.... We Live We Love We Lie Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 1:09 AM Delhi, India