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It's an encouraging thing when you pour yourself into something and people go out of their way to let you know that they enjoy it. like even priceless.

Just for once I want my life to be like a 90s movie.

As I said earlier I have a lot of extra aimless and senseless material which is of no use, i will be throwing all of that here from now on. because why not ?! below is one excerpt, i wrote randomly:

-Twenty Two-
I looked in the mirror in the morning and what did I see?
A average dark twenty-two year old looking back at me.
How is that possible, how can it be?
Wasn’t it yesterday I was nineteen?
was living my best life, without all the worries.

With twenty-five just a stone’s throw away
I begin to wonder how to keep it all at bay
Then I realize some aren’t blessed to see that day
Life is short and I'm not getting younger,
I wanna get rich like JP and Corden,
100k a month , sounds pretty golden.

Another decade? to see... I think I’ll be okay.


update* on the book: move is mine …

Anyway

Hey, Everyone its been a very Longtime Welcome to my world it's a psychedelic trance.

So, What do you want to do? If you don’t know then you don’t get to complain about your job. I should add this only applies to single people without any dependents. If you have a family to feed, then you should feed them the best way you can.  Anyway, you quit your job. figure out what you wanna do. As my favorite person in the world my Editor put it, “the playing field is level.” I watch a lot of movies. I eat. I sleep. I code. I read books. I exercise. I hang out with my friends. I help my friends with their projects.  I go to the malls for shopping. I write. I listen to music. I scroll through my socials. Time is actually very easy to “waste”. But i don’t understand that concept. John Lennon said that any time enjoyed isn’t wasted. I really do enjoy most of the time that I "waste". So, why don’t I work more? Because burn out is real. There’s a balance in all things. Most people &quo…

Moreover

beer and fizzy sodas and gatorade and water and coffee and green tea and brown bread and cookies and chips and popcorns and baked biscuits and orange juice and smoothies and oatmeal and pistachios and cashews and almonds and apricot and hazelnut and yogurt and bananas and apples and carrots and kale and broccoli and butter and fries and toast and cheese and pasta and cereal and chocolates and weed and adderall and xanax and aspirins and pain killers and becosules and cellulose and bourbon cookies and daily dairy and supplements and protein powder and shake mix and vitamins and minerals and nutrients and energy and calories and fat and cholestrol and blood and pressure and force and momentum and power and work done and confidence and lifestyle and fun and money and writing and phonography and loving and self care and sex and pleasure and personality and happiness and sadness and anxiety and depression and confusion and drama and crying and sleeping and waking up and walking and readin…

Humble

Before starting i just wanna say this: I Respect humble people to the fullest, that's a great trait to have. Seriously, keep spreading the positive vibes as much as you can. These days i am thinking a lot and I get really stressed out because I don’t tell anyone what I’m thinking. So to make everything feel a little better, I started to act more like an extrovert, and guess what it is really helping me, anyway Regarding the posts on this journal I’m just getting overwhelmed because I don’t know where to start anymore, my Confidence is like a Skyscraper for now... Work- GOLD, Studies- GOLD, Relationships- GOLD, Friendships- PLATINUM i am living like there are no worries at all. Finally, I am glad that i understood that its not easy to run away from everything, owning up to your mistakes is one thing and living the Good Life is other. One more thing your boy is more motivated than ever I've started to work on my Body.

Never Let Insecurities Run Your Life

Happy Republic Day !!!

New Year

Dear New Year,

Hello, New Year minus the six days i know its really late to welcome you but i had something to say about the last revolution Mother Earth completed around the Sun i.e Year 2017, it was the greatest year of my life. In February of last year i turned 20 years old and created more Ventures which i am really proud of, In August i had my dream vacation on the Nicobar Islands, College life is absolutely fantastic, Made few bucks on my own co-founded a Team of Internet Enthusiasts, Assisted a Writer on her Debut Book, did some business trips for the DOM, wrote for some big Creators, In December finally started working on that Secret Contentment, Worked for Comic Con and most importantly i did loose some of my Social Anxiety !.!.! Almost Every Project i focused on in 2017 turned out pretty Incredible. On that Remarkable year 2017 note i want to start this year with more positivity and less laziness let me give a huge shout-out to you 2018 because i want to do more work, achie…

Affection

Looking back at some of the posts on this journal sometimes really embarrasses me it feels like that i should take all of them down and go hide somewhere for a while,  but Social Media controls my life and nobody cares statement most of the time makes that Reminiscent smile come to my face and it all cools down like i never had any of those thoughts. Anyway that's just me and my problems but today i am gonna tell all of you a short story of Affection, here how it goes:

An artist starts to fall in love with a girl he had met, He is trying hard to impress her, even if it takes up his time at work, but it'll seems like it's worth it. And before he knows it, the girl he is in love with is turning into someone famous. She leaves the town and she now lives in a Big City in her own Villa. 
Now that she is gone, he doesn't know what to do in life anymore, it's like the Inspiration inside him is gone but a year pass by, he does not see her anymore, despite the fact that she …

Christmas

I recorded myself on a camera for the first time in a while, everyone here will now think how is that a big deal now ??? trust me, its a big deal for me, Anxious folks will understand that better. I watched it afterwards and i fell asleep because of my voice tone but my friendly therapist said "its a good progress, atleast you did a little effort this time around to work on your introverted attitude" I laughed during the whole conversation with him that video is really funny to me who knows ??? maybe i'll put it on Youtube. Anyway its the season of joy "Its Christmas Time" on December 24th , i went out and had a great time, Energy Drinks, Fizzy Beverages were absolutely amazing and The cafe where we had food was incredible, Overall an evening of giddy fun. Just so to let you all know that I am writing this post in a Car and my buddies are playing loud music right now because we're stuck in the middle of highway with this massive gurugram traffic jam.

MERRY…

Conversations

I compile words for different people to support myself in day to day life. Amount of CONVERSATIONS i go through with different strangers is enormous but i am sure of myself that most of the time the conversations i had were AWKWARD and its not normal AWKWARD it gets seriously super AWKWARD because of me. Yes, i am the reason behind these AWKWARD Convos and i have mentioned this problem a lot in the previous posts of this blog. Please do not judge me on the basis of my grammar i am out of touch. By the way I will be attending International Conclave, Chandigarh this weekend because i need to grow my business horizons. in short, its time to

GET MONEY GET PAID !.!.! Thanks For Reading
Prateek Gupta
12:01 AM
Delhi, India.

BINGE

Hello !!! Another day, another post, another version of "AWKWARDISM"(not really a word) from the past week i am just binge watching movies back to back it's like an Addiction worse than any Drug and Even worse than the biggest drug out there SUGAR... I am watching movies without reading about their Genre or Ratings my way to pick up movies.... "Oh ! Julianne Moore is in the lead role let's watch it" "movie based on books during World War 2 - let's watch it" and this list goes on & on ... Please Enlighten me !! is it just me or everyone does that... I need a remedy to STAY CALM.

Movies I Watched Last Week:
The Book Thief, The Big Sick, The English Teacher, Till We Meet Again, Snatched, Sliver, Boys In The Trees and Last but not the least My Cousin Rachel. all of them turned out pretty great.

Go For The Jackpot.

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Prateek Gupta

12:44 AM

Delhi, India

Achieve

Just so you know 2 years back I was filled with depressed thoughts all the time in 2015 before all of this blog life In every situation I used to think about the negative aspects of all the things I do. In High school i always thought about making more money, be rich someday and then just run away from everything. I guess now i understood that its not easy to run away from everything, owning up to your mistakes is one thing and living the Good Life is other.
 Now about achieving things First, I don't want to be the greatest second, if i didn't make enough money in the future then its fine. Third, Making sure that i'll Just do my own Favorite things ! and make happiness my profit of living the life. There is always a balance in life.
Taking It Easy, Since 2016 !!!!
DEUCES......
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Prateek Gupta
11:09 PM
Delhi, India

Anger

I never had much issues with ANGER in the past because at every point of my life there were people(they still are) who bullied me because of my dark skin tone but whenever there was a need to prove myself right, I have tried my best to follow the problem and have taken the actions according to it.... Lessons learned They use to hate me but now I am dealing with the foreign clients, now today looking back at all the incidents happened with me in the past lead me to this conclusion:

"ANGER isn't my thing I just cannot be Angry at someone who just doesn't like me or my work that's totally their opinion in the end their is nothing to whine about or to complain about"

Success requires sacrifices and suffering You gotta want it !!!

DEUCES !.!.!.!

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Prateek Gupta

12:02 AM

Delhi, India

MUSIC

Hey! Everyone....

"MUSIC" - what kind of music or who is your favorite band that you guys listen to ??? (Comment down below). I Love music and I want to thank music for always clearing my mind when it was needed to be cleared the most... I am a big Professional Wrestling buff and i love Entrance themes/Pay Per View songs because they're always so catchy... My Favorite wrestling theme will be Jay "Christian" Reso theme song "JUST CLOSE YOUR EYES" the lyrics of this track is MAJESTIC and kind of relate to every phase of your life experience.... other than wrestling themes i like OWL CITY's stuff so much and also EDM is an integral part of my daily MUSIC playlist with the beats and tracks of Independent Artists and Popular Names such as Lindsey Stirling, Dave Days, Zara Larrson, Story of the Year and more....One great thing about MUSIC is that when it hits you, you feel no pain. Tonight I didn't had anything to write about so, i just tried to Go…

Not Funny

Back in April of this year I was at an improv class of my theatre where we were working on different techniques of improv acting obviously i am not an actor or an on screen performer i am more into the scripting and writing stuff but its a class so you have to do what your mentors tells you to do.... they gave me a task to present a weird situation at a public bus terminal... so i took a quick minute to think about it and did my gig... it wasn't too bad our theatre coach said "Sometimes it is good if you're not leading a performance to a comedic ending" means it is okay if you're not funny sometimes just focus on doing your part right forget about audience for a moment and don't try to think what your audience perspective will be.... only then you can only be perfect at a Gig. Always be interesting not funny.!.!.!.!
Do The Work, Commit & Stay Foolish.
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Prateek Gupta
12:08 am
Delhi, India

FALLEN

Since I Couldn't Sleep tonight again or nor do I have any important work that is needed  to be done i decided to watch a flix. "FALLEN" i put on my headphones with the laptop on my lap... it turned out to be good 74 Minute break from my Insomnia and Complicated life coming back to FALLEN this movie is soulfully beautiful if you're an avid reader of mystery and bible stories then this movie will definitely get your attention... Satan ,The God, the purpose, love, hate and care for each other this movie is heartfelt fictional thriller. Based on Lauren Kate novel (same name) FALLEN is a fantasy and a story of Paranormal Romance i loved how all the characters were really getting the attention without missing the plot of the storyline. This movie is a must watch.....

You will never be one Clever Person... so, just be insightful !!!

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Prateek Gupta

1:44 am

Delhi, India

Relate

"I know i just wanted to make some money but now its much more than that" me looking in my past and thinking was this really me ??? Being philosophical about this situation my mind wasn't expanding itself as it should have suppose to be.... I was caught in petty small things with myself. Someone responded to me on twitter last night he said "I can relate to every word in every post of yours.. good work mate !" I said "thank you so much for reading" and Seriously, Thank you to each and everyone of you... who come here everyday and support me !.!.! Ending this on a Polarizing note....
Accept The Discomfort.
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Prateek Gupta
12:17 AM
Delhi, India

Hope

I read somewhere Necessary fact of Life - "Hope" but I don't agree with it here is my different perspective-->>> So, Hope is like the cousin of Expectations and when you're expecting things to happen then you're literally setting yourself up for failures. In past i used to hoped a lot like I hoped my day will go better or i hoped that my work will get more hits and so on the HOPE list didn't stop. Now i prefer to go with the flow and just live my life - Get Money Get Paid I force myself to work harder on my own terms. It's working like a Gold Making Machine for me.... Lose The Hope and set yourself free !!!! plug- Vital Beats Coming Soon on Soundcloud.....
Go With The Flow, Be Insightful !
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Prateek Gupta
Delhi, India

Reward

To live with the Knowledge of remembering the statistics and reach of your work is a REWARD. I am getting so much compliments these days the latest one of them was given by a good friend he said "Prateek You're Insightful !!!" i said thank you lets get some fizzy beverages bro... he replied oh yes why not ??? The Experiences i lived are by far the most phenomenal moments of my life... sometimes the things aren't comfortable and fun... but you can learn from them thats your REWARD. Do The Work, Walk More, Read More, Eat More and Get Involved In Things .... LIVE LIFE !.!.!.! - Vital Beats Coming Soon On Soundcloud and YouTube........

Bring Your Mysterious Thoughts To Life

Seriously,

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Prateek Gupta

9:03 PM

Delhi, India

Realest

The power of your thoughts takes no time to turn against and because of this it can be extremely weird sometimes speculating our past life. Cure to control your power of thoughts is consuming Good LITERATURE. Many of us used to hate Literature in our school time but as they say there is always a phase for everything Literature and Fiction came back in my life and changed it for good.
umm.... ( i don't have much to write about)
Someone Commented on Medium that i should go to a psychiatrist my post are heavily focused on Social Anxiety and Depression may be he is right but i don't think so because thats how i am since day one. I know all of this doesn't makes any sense..... !.!.!.!.! But this is the most realest thing i do.... being awkward and weird !!!
Compiling Words Just For Fun !
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Prateek Gupta
1:19 am
Delhi, India

Vibrant

Hey ! Everyone So I Received A Comment On The Main Site Last Week and It was:

"Hello, I check your blogs like every week. Your humoristic style is awesome, keep up the good work!" - Sergio Gomez

this is the thing i live for i mean really a big thanks for appreciating and it is kind of weird that you're finding humor in my writings most of the time they're depressing for people and some people also target me about my grammatical mistakes its alright people i know i am not a literature scholar or something.... i am another 20 year old lad doing his own thing so that after 5 years i will not blame myself for not trying or experimenting with my multiple gigs. My life is vibrant and very powerful at this point of time everything is working out i am busy achieving new goals everyday !.!.!.! umm PEACE out .......!!!

Be Rushed Be Unfocused You Will Find Your Way. [works for me]

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Prateek Gupta

1:09 am

Delhi, India

The Realm

I Couldn't Sleep tonight just another one of those nights its 2:02 am and i am on my computer writing this post i don't really know whats happening i am not even trying to sleep haha !! dumb state of happiness clings on again i am thinking a lot been lately so many ideas and weird imaginations are taking me into another realm where i can say that there is a soulful projectile peace of mind after midnight... Theory: Do More -> Get More !!!! documentaries cracking up minds been running from reality and the truth so am i good ??? umm yes !! maybe not i need to spent more time with real people from now on.!.!.!

Emotional Roller Coaster is Another Amusing Ride It will be Over Soon.

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Prateek Gupta

2:09 AM

Delhi, India