Prateek Gupta

Hey" it is needless to say this word here, I bet no one expects posts from a person who prefer daydreams over reality. So, actually there is nothing new with me I've been Avoiding boredom and Avoiding accountability. How did I get here? Everything hurts. My mind is foggy as hell. I hate everyone and everything. I need to bite my tongue and save face as best I can. Avoid people. Next Month I'm off to Mumbai for a few days Drinking lots of water because the trainer said so also I don't want myself to be turning into a Junk Food eating werewolf. I cleaned my room. Sweating and with drawling and hating myself. Shame and guilt flooding my thoughts. I should finally write that final excerpt for my client Will I ever learn? something is wrong with me. My place is clean now. I still feel stable. I’m gonna read now until I fall asleep. Keep chugging back some water. It’ll be about a week or so before I feel good again. That’s what I get. Atoning for my sins.  I still remember s

do you guys ever try not to do something, its tricky isn't it "Self-Control - A Stigma". I guess if we all had perfect Self-Control we would be these movie gods and rockstars but that is the thing we are not and to most of the extent that is fine. The point still remains the same why can't we control ourselves, Ironically the movie "Fight Club" (oh, yes i am movie nerd) is not about Physical Fighting it is about what you want ti choose a Chick or a Broccoli, Reading a Book or Reality TV. It showed us that the Self-Control is the epitome to ultimate spirituality we face everyday. Like Meditation is Free, Fasting is Free, Showing Gratitude for things is Free, Spirituality is Free but Consumerism isn't Free. It is a Trap actually Consumerism is the exact opposite. It contains Strong animalistic desires Sex, Sugar, Porn and Junk Food of any kind and We can actually escape this trap of Consumerism and Ego. WE CAN BECOME FREE, if we only just try... LOSIN

Social lubricant. It’s not possible to have an awkward moment when you're with me, not even after this ultimate question. “Like what the fuck is going on!?” a straight depressive face at a Clubbing Event in Colaba, Mumbai. duderino ! can't stop it. I was born with it. obviously the sane one understood it the second I told them but some people just like to be a little judgy but can't do anything to stop them too. One of my most endearing traits is that I think to an ultimate extent. I mean if you're with me you'll always see my weird fingers doing something, yeah, its that Anxious Lubrication happening to my body at all times. About Anger Management: I realize that anger is a natural emotion that we can’t always control feeling but we certainly have the power to choose how we are going to respond to that anger. If we scream, holler, stomp our feet and throw a good old fashioned temper tantrum what are we gonna solve besides dragging everyone else down with us?

"Hey" it is needless to say this word here, I bet no one expects posts from a person who prefer daydreams over reality. So, actually there is nothing new with me I've been Avoiding boredom and Avoiding accountability. How did I get here? Everything hurts. My mind is foggy as hell. I hate everyone and everything. I need to bite my tongue and save face as best I can. Avoid people. Next Month I'm off to Mumbai for a few days Drinking lots of water because the trainer said so also I don't want myself to be turning into a Junk Food eating werewolf. I cleaned my room. Sweating and with drawling and hating myself. Shame and guilt flooding my thoughts. I should finally write that final excerpt for my client Will I ever learn? something is wrong with me. My place is clean now. I still feel stable. I’m gonna read now until I fall asleep. Keep chugging back some water. It’ll be about a week or so before I feel good again. That’s what I get. Atoning for my sins. 

So, Everyone’s concept of cool is different, i started the post with 'So' it is grammatically incorrect wait is it!? Nobody cares. As i was saying everyone's concept of being cool is extremely different, for some Money is cool, for some having a nerdy collection of something is cool but Basically, people who live in the moment are actually the Coolest people. Interesting people that live their own life and say what they want that’s my idea of cool. So, can people change with time ? It’s kind of a mystery. Sometimes I get in these moods and get all hyped up like nothing is wrong, be all healthy, think long-term, logical. boring decisions on the road to SUCCESS! Then the next day I’m back to my normal ‘Fun World’ paradigm. Do we'll strive to be better? Or do we just enjoy the ride and go with the flow? Can there be a balance? Tell me this. If one guy lives his life eating oats and brown bread with peanut butter with a caffeine drink in hand every morning and he’s happy.

Continuous train of thought that circulated in my mind while i stared at my laptop i was thinking of new ideas for my upcoming projects but couldn't really execute anyone of them because I had something on my mind. I want to talk about heartbreak and how devastated it can be, you know some people are more sensitive than the others its definitely not the millennial problem it has been going on for ages, like Shakespeare is proof that people kill themselves over heartbreak its definitely one of  the most real pain that human heart suffers. And I just wanna say if you’re going through some sort of heartbreak than just keep freaking going ! try keep bettering yourself. You will seem to notice that this person who broke your heart has actually done a lot good for your life in the long run of being in future relationships. I mean you have to understand that you cannot base your happiness on that one person at all, you need to find your happiness inside your heart. Today when I was wri

It took me long enough to come to the realization that if your life is so cool you're fly or your websites and content are popping over internet. No one freaking cares people have so much interesting things to worry about. People always point out your weaknesses they comment over your dark skin. Seriously, talking i'm fed up with the dark skin slurs people pass everyday i mean really don't you have anything better to do with your time come on get over it there is a life over it. Last week when i was off from desk work due to personal reasons my very own editor rejected 17 proposal drafts sent by me so, About work the thing which bothers me the most right now is that i am not critical of my ideas. I need to change something with myself, write constantly create exclusive content which i was doing in the past and actually the work i did in the past is also paying me well so, i guess i just have to be genuine once again. I am rocking in the FREE world, Literally. Thanks

Its been over a month now since i last posted a excerpt from my life here... actually i was really busy this whole time. I pursued professional writing during this time, traveled a bit, celebrated Holi and most importantly: Lived my life. B ack in February of this year I was at an improv class of my theatre where we were working on different techniques of improv acting obviously i am not an actor or an on screen performer i am more into the scripting and writing stuff but its a class so you have to do what your mentors tells you to do... they gave me a task to present a weird situation at a public bus terminal... It was Comedic in Genre and everyone knows i have resting depressed face. so i took a quick minute to thought about it and did my gig... it wasn't too bad our theatre coach said "Sometimes it is good if you're not leading a performance to a comedic ending" means it is okay if you're not funny sometimes just focus on doing your part right forget about aud

When you get invested in something so much, you can't help it but do that thing again and again. Well, this Christmas I stayed at home and slept my way through boxing day took a break from everything i was doing, watched a lot of netflix and movies. Guess what ??? i have a lot of stuff to recommend now Go Watch: The Fix, Maniac, Ozark(Season 2), Jonah Hill's directorial debut mid90s and Karen Gillan directorial debut The Party's Just Beginning all of these are incredible and are of different genres so, pick one of them or watch everything. Also I realized there are always some disadvantages of your passion, i like writing aimlessly as you all know lot of my stuff doesn't even make sense but i just wanna write, i like it too much. I've been reading stack of some old writing notes these days, it is allowing me to gather my thoughts again. The things that i could do the rest of my life without any dread are Writing, Journaling, Directing and Non-Fiction. Haha that'

this is a post for my friends and acquaintances from miles around, i know its been a long time since i've put a short post out, but i swear it won't be long now till the weird kid reappears, in the fall of 2018 you would see my words, yeah it's alright now, this dream of mine came true, i hope the sad posts i write means some more to you, yeah it's alright now, the time is here at last, i know it's long since overdue but, PG is back ! I'd rather pick flowers instead of fights - Adam Young Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:42 PM Delhi, India

When I'm at Writing workshops, watching movies or at general public conventions i observe people and their relationships in like how do they carry it ?  after a Lot of observing and roughly studying There is one thing that i kind of have a grasp upon, that you can't make somebody feel the way you do about them that's impossible. I know that its heartbreaking and rough but it is actually a Cold-Hard Fact. You always have to be honest with the other person and most importantly you have to be honest to yourself its all about the Honesty, thats how we can all really be. Don't lie right!? and at sometimes its okay to lie because its the important things that matter, if we talk about relationships some people who come into our life could really bring the different side in ourselves it can be bright or dark it doesn't matter the thing is that this side exists and it was inside you for all these years you don't have to hate it, it came out for the betterment of your so

Oh ! hey everyone i compiled something... *----------------------^63^--------------------------------* Just a second, i'm gonna laugh because i'm delirious , I need to put my effort into something serious, and i need another break from all this ghost writing please, Stay fresh Stay the best and Stay quality. Quit all these thoughts, that are really bugging me, Meditate my way to the seniority, Quit the xanax and other anti-depressants for real fam, Bonnie wright will probably be single then, Me at a party and we be friends, Life is short and i'm not getting younger, I wanna get rich like JP and Corden, 80 k a month , sounds pretty golden, May be get a wife and kids for extra motive, I will publish the book, please don't rush me, I need to practice a little more, just trust me, Are you mad ??? that i'm good with words, Then I'm so sorry because you're second and I'm first. !.!.! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:29 AM

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Living with the knowledge of remembering the statistics of your work is a Reward. The Month of February is proving to be a manic month for me, the things aren't comfortable but they're fun for sure. Taking a break from commercial writing is actually a major Discomfort, but accepting this discomfort is a Reward. Starting to feel bore by now... I'm sorry these are the thoughts from a manic tuesday... okay ! let's get into the the title of the post: "SMALL ACTS OF FREEDOM" by Gurmehar Kaur is her debut release which is all about the fierceness of love,the power of  family and the little acts that begets big revolutions - I pre-ordered the book back in January 2018, i kinda agree with most of her opinions about the whole system and the way she fought the battle on social media against ABVP last year was incredible. In her book starting with the Introduction on how it all started was a facebook post she uploaded after the Ramjas College Scuffle created by some m

2018 is driving me crazy, i am staring at my laptop screen for straight 40 minutes now and still there is no hint of inspiration which i am hoping to come out, i guess writing my journal makes me happy, you know getting that frustration out which came into existence because of not working for the past 4 days. I mean seriously, The Last String of holidays turned my work ethic into lazy excuses and some idiotic justifications. By the way college started so, a little hope of new Contentment is born even though i am still in that pain of going to college after a lengthy winter break but No Matter how i feel, i should get up, dress up, show up and Never Give Up ! in terms of work i think i need to: Keep Up With The Pace Again Just In Case All The Magic Dies. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:02 AM Delhi, India. -------

Hey! Everyone.... "MUSIC" - what kind of music or who is your favorite band that you guys listen to ??? (Comment down below). I Love music and I want to thank music for always clearing my mind when it was needed to be cleared the most... I am a big Professional Wrestling buff and i love Entrance themes/Pay Per View songs because they're always so catchy... My Favorite wrestling theme will be Jay "Christian" Reso theme song "JUST CLOSE YOUR EYES" the lyrics of this track is MAJESTIC and kind of relate to every phase of your life experience.... other than wrestling themes i like OWL CITY's stuff so much and also EDM is an integral part of my daily MUSIC playlist with the beats and tracks of Independent Artists and Popular Names such as Lindsey Stirling, Dave Days, Zara Larrson, Story of the Year and more....One great thing about MUSIC is that when it hits you, you feel no pain. Tonight I didn't had anything to write about so, i just tried to

Hey ! Everyone So I Received A Comment On The Main Site Last Week and It was: "Hello, I check your blogs like every week. Your humoristic style is awesome, keep up the good work!" - Sergio Gomez this is the thing i live for i mean really a big thanks for appreciating and it is kind of weird that you're finding humor in my writings most of the time they're depressing for people and some people also target me about my grammatical mistakes its alright people i know i am not a literature scholar or something.... i am another 20 year old lad doing his own thing so that after 5 years i will not blame myself for not trying or experimenting with my multiple gigs. My life is vibrant and very powerful at this point of time everything is working out i am busy achieving new goals everyday !.!.!.! umm PEACE out .......!!! Be Rushed Be Unfocused You Will Find Your Way. [works for me] Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 1:09 am Delhi, India

Another day passed i am right back to latency oh my god it is perplexing another one of those days where i asked myself what's up ??? how's it going.... my inner self answered i don't know i wanted to go out so badly today but i couldn't maybe because i am the most laziest person on earth... i always think why my hardworking days never repeat themselves in February of 2017 i was talking about how i am always on grind till my gig is perfect... well that spirit is long gone i need to find it back !.!.! my lifestyle includes heavy junk food and veggies with lots of fizzy beverages & still at this point i think that i will hit the GYM someday and will work on my obesified(new word ) body. Thats About it... READ WALK WRITE CODE FOOD MONEY !!!! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:27 am Delhi, India

I Couldn't Sleep tonight just another one of those nights its 2:02 am and i am on my computer writing this post i don't really know whats happening i am not even trying to sleep haha !! dumb state of happiness clings on again i am thinking a lot been lately so many ideas and weird imaginations are taking me into another realm where i can say that there is a soulful projectile peace of mind after midnight... Theory: Do More -> Get More !!!! documentaries cracking up minds been running from reality and the truth so am i good ??? umm yes !! maybe not i need to spent more time with real people from now on.!.!.! Emotional Roller Coaster is Another Amusing Ride It will be Over Soon. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 2:09 AM Delhi, India

HOYEHH...  everybody how are you guys doing ??? i admit last post was kind a depressing one but you know what that post gave me a push to work even harder and because of that today turned out to be a good productive day i finally did some of my pending writing gigs ahoy it was a good day....  i feel great in other ways i did some polarized type of work but it is good that i did something today.... i am grateful that my needs are fulfilled by time to time... atlast you're always on your own !.!.!.! Making My Life Better with One Short Post At a Time.... Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 10:43 PM Delhi, India Twitter: https://twitter.com/PrattG63