Prateek Gupta

Nothing like a few days of sunlight, water, and 9 hours of sleep to heal your soul. I feel brand new again. Scheduled some stuff, made some phone calls, getting things done. Up and down and around we go! Life! I saw a movie by myself yesterday. I’ll do this every now and then. Like its obvious because of Lockdown in Delhi saw a cheesy flick called “A Time to Dance” at 6:30pm. Late Night I went to a close by eatery for the usual Junk Food takeaway. I just needed my junk food and to be gone. After an awkward minute of them finally getting my order and me whipping out my card and entering the chip into the fucking thing I said, “thanks man” fake smiling as best I could and then walked away.  Sometimes I do act like this (Like All The Time) and I don't even know why. I probably don't have the Energy to talk to them, Other reasons might be because of this City Life, Skylines, Radiations Wi-fi and most probably Other People in General. Also being born with Anxiety Issues cater to tha

Hey" it is needless to say this word here, I bet no one expects posts from a person who prefer daydreams over reality. So, actually there is nothing new with me I've been Avoiding boredom and Avoiding accountability. How did I get here? Everything hurts. My mind is foggy as hell. I hate everyone and everything. I need to bite my tongue and save face as best I can. Avoid people. Next Month I'm off to Mumbai for a few days Drinking lots of water because the trainer said so also I don't want myself to be turning into a Junk Food eating werewolf. I cleaned my room. Sweating and with drawling and hating myself. Shame and guilt flooding my thoughts. I should finally write that final excerpt for my client Will I ever learn? something is wrong with me. My place is clean now. I still feel stable. I’m gonna read now until I fall asleep. Keep chugging back some water. It’ll be about a week or so before I feel good again. That’s what I get. Atoning for my sins.  I still remember s