Prateek Gupta

Oh Hey Journal, I am so sorry that I abandoned you again !.! Seriously telling you I have spent the vast majority of the last 6 months or so, planted in my command center, working. Don’t get me wrong, that is actually a good thing. I am blessed to absolutely love my work, which tends to lead to me spending way too much time working. I am determined to find a healthy work-life balance. or Whatever that is. Does it actually exist? So, where the heck did my motivation go for actually Living life outside of work? I honestly don’t have a clue where to start. I just know that it is beyond time for me to start taking action because I am certainly not going to find whatever it is that I seem to be searching for without taking some actual steps to get out of the rut I seem to be in. “The courage and strength that you so desperately seek is right there within you. Close your eyes and feel it. It has been there all along…” - Owl City  This process is definitely going to be baby steps for me. Even

Hey, you don’t recognize me as a conscious being, but I exist and am constantly around the like buttons on your vlogs, and I want to speak up for once, after listening to your some of your recent podcasts with Pierson  so, real quick… I lurk and pay attention everything you do and have been since I discovered you during 2017 Summer. And from then to now you ended up becoming a huge inspiration that I never really thought I’d find or need since I’m very emotionally self sufficient and independent, and just assume I’d always value my own time and making meaningful contributions way before connecting. You’ve proved me wrong there. I know that I must feed my brain by embracing my creativity and striving to be more articulate and assertive in catering my own path. Along with learning in this unconventional way. I view you as comedic smart in multiple ways, and it’s an amazing thing to watch in the vlogs, and especially the year 2020 with your songs becoming my spotify playlist starters.

MLM or Multi Level Marketing is all about recruiting sales people who will hopefully recruit other sales people, and so on. is it a scam ??? Yes it is a "sweet" scam where in the end you will think that you have ruined your Friendships, Relationships and your Willpower to do anything basically your Whole Life gets ruined. It works by word of mouth sales and the oral sales or "SELLING OF LIES" totally based on relationship (i.e. selling to your friends and family), in the hopes that you’ll not only sell to them, but encourage them to join as a seller as well. They preach making money in this way with ultimately very little effort, and it all sounds very tempting on the surface, sure but eventually your life will be ruined and will broke into so many pieces that you would not be able to fix it again. Don't want to nameshame anyone here but there's a fuck load of companies out there who had ruin a lot of lives and now in these crazy times of COVID-19 looking t

It’s gonna take me a while to get back in the swing of things, but it is good to be writing again. Somewhere along the way, I stopped doing those things I am the most passionate about. I am not certain when or why that happened. I only know that it has been an extended period of time since I have done those things I used to be the most passionate about, writing, making beats and serious photography. The simple explanation could be that I got bored with it all. That may still be true but I think perhaps that it is more than that. I seem to have forgotten that there is a big difference between simply existing and actually living. If I am going to find my passions again, I need to start exploring more avenues in life. I need to find out what does excite me about living again. I may choose the wrong paths along the way, but that is what learning to live again is all about. Where the heck do I start? Is there a magic secret to it all? One thing I do know about myself is that when I do

Social lubricant. It’s not possible to have an awkward moment when you're with me, not even after this ultimate question. “Like what the fuck is going on!?” a straight depressive face at a Clubbing Event in Colaba, Mumbai. duderino ! can't stop it. I was born with it. obviously the sane one understood it the second I told them but some people just like to be a little judgy but can't do anything to stop them too. One of my most endearing traits is that I think to an ultimate extent. I mean if you're with me you'll always see my weird fingers doing something, yeah, its that Anxious Lubrication happening to my body at all times. About Anger Management: I realize that anger is a natural emotion that we can’t always control feeling but we certainly have the power to choose how we are going to respond to that anger. If we scream, holler, stomp our feet and throw a good old fashioned temper tantrum what are we gonna solve besides dragging everyone else down with us?

1.    What was his first name in 1998 ? Answer: It's actually very comedic that my Birth Name was "Nekchand" Gupta later on my parents changed it and thanks to god that they did now my name is Prateek Gupta. 2.    Who is Deeksha Diwan ? Answer:  She is basically my guardian angel since June of 2018, the only lifeline I have left in the artistic world my lovely editor/business manager/content corporate/deal cracker/excellent idea pitcher to be honest I cannot imagine my work life without her. 3.    How much work has he done on his novel this week ? Answer: Not much, but I constantly do my morning pages. I have 2 WIP's and wrote for 3 clients this week. so, I am proud of myself.    4.   What is the other career Prateek had before Freelance Content Writing ? Answer:  I was a customer service executive for a bit, then joined a theater group as a playwright but left it because as my parents would suggest "it was coming in the way of my st

1.      What was his first name in 1998 ? 2.      Who is Deeksha Diwan ? 3.      How much work has he done on his novel this week ?         4.    What is the other career Prateek had before Freelance Content Writing ?               5.      Between being an artist part-time or doing a conventional 9-5 job. Prateek would                      choose: 6.      Thoughts on Marriage ? 7.      His complete drug history ? 8.      What is it like being a darkie ? 9.      Why does he like moovies so much ? 10.      Friends, Books or Telescope ? Answers In Next Post on 12th September... Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 10:27 PM Delhi, India

From the past two months after my exams and that one of a kind internship I was really having some trouble with my sleeping, Insomnia hits every night and the best thing in the world i.e "Music" isn't helping me with my sleep, because of this particular reason I started using sleeping apps which lead me to ASMRs (Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response) where I have now learnt a lot about the Voices within which I'm going to elaborate below: * Voice of Hope  The voice of hope still believes in fairy tales and happily ever after. It is often quickly smothered by the voice of reason, and ridiculed by the voice of darkness and doubt. But somehow, no matter what happens in life, this voice continues to survive.Yes, sometimes the light dims to barely a spark, but something keeps it alive, keeps it believing. * Voice of Darkness and Doubt The voice of darkness and doubt often believes that it is the voice of reason, that it is simply knocking some sense into me, forc

"Hey" it is needless to say this word here, I bet no one expects posts from a person who prefer daydreams over reality. So, actually there is nothing new with me I've been Avoiding boredom and Avoiding accountability. How did I get here? Everything hurts. My mind is foggy as hell. I hate everyone and everything. I need to bite my tongue and save face as best I can. Avoid people. Next Month I'm off to Mumbai for a few days Drinking lots of water because the trainer said so also I don't want myself to be turning into a Junk Food eating werewolf. I cleaned my room. Sweating and with drawling and hating myself. Shame and guilt flooding my thoughts. I should finally write that final excerpt for my client Will I ever learn? something is wrong with me. My place is clean now. I still feel stable. I’m gonna read now until I fall asleep. Keep chugging back some water. It’ll be about a week or so before I feel good again. That’s what I get. Atoning for my sins. 

No matter how much we want to control our Life we can't always know what is going to happen. The Change is scary and Life will always surprise you with "Oh, this is your new truth Live It !" you cannot do anything you have to accept that. If i talk about myself and generally everyone my age we're so used to take so many things for granted like this blue sky, freedom, our home, our parents and much more. There is absolutely no harm in being yourself but if your personality is negative then some changes can be made ! so, there are few things i want to tell my teenage self . here we go: * Embrace your introverted self. * Do not take anything for granted. * It is okay to be a late bloomer. * People move on and so should you. * Make friends who last beyond school. * You don't have to do something just because all the cool kids are doing it. *Always be optimistic about your future. * People give far fewer sh*** about what you look like so don't bother. *

It took me long enough to come to the realization that if your life is so cool you're fly or your websites and content are popping over internet. No one freaking cares people have so much interesting things to worry about. People always point out your weaknesses they comment over your dark skin. Seriously, talking i'm fed up with the dark skin slurs people pass everyday i mean really don't you have anything better to do with your time come on get over it there is a life over it. Last week when i was off from desk work due to personal reasons my very own editor rejected 17 proposal drafts sent by me so, About work the thing which bothers me the most right now is that i am not critical of my ideas. I need to change something with myself, write constantly create exclusive content which i was doing in the past and actually the work i did in the past is also paying me well so, i guess i just have to be genuine once again. I am rocking in the FREE world, Literally. Thanks

this is a post for my friends and acquaintances from miles around, i know its been a long time since i've put a short post out, but i swear it won't be long now till the weird kid reappears, in the fall of 2018 you would see my words, yeah it's alright now, this dream of mine came true, i hope the sad posts i write means some more to you, yeah it's alright now, the time is here at last, i know it's long since overdue but, PG is back ! I'd rather pick flowers instead of fights - Adam Young Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:42 PM Delhi, India

hey people, its safe to say that i've successfully ventured past my life of procrastinating things even though i'm posting this here after a whole month of my absence now i'm actually looking forward to keep my web ventures alive and focusing on my life more as a playwright, the way it should've all been in the month of August. Yeah, obviously i'm late, as i said "I'm a Serious Procrastinator" last month i even thought of to put a final farewell ramble here but dropped the idea because i was too lazy to even write that, I keep saying I’m writing a book and i am serious about it I’ve written a lot of chapters here and there but for some reason they do not tend to make any sense, there is still a lot of hardwork left to do on that . In other news, the little notes in my diary always keep nagging me to add some discipline to my work. For which i've had some serious conversations with my editor but she said "you wanted to be free, you're

Oh ! hey everyone i compiled something... *----------------------^63^--------------------------------* Just a second, i'm gonna laugh because i'm delirious , I need to put my effort into something serious, and i need another break from all this ghost writing please, Stay fresh Stay the best and Stay quality. Quit all these thoughts, that are really bugging me, Meditate my way to the seniority, Quit the xanax and other anti-depressants for real fam, Bonnie wright will probably be single then, Me at a party and we be friends, Life is short and i'm not getting younger, I wanna get rich like JP and Corden, 80 k a month , sounds pretty golden, May be get a wife and kids for extra motive, I will publish the book, please don't rush me, I need to practice a little more, just trust me, Are you mad ??? that i'm good with words, Then I'm so sorry because you're second and I'm first. !.!.! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:29 AM

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I compile words for different people to support myself in day to day life. Amount of CONVERSATIONS i go through with different strangers is enormous but i am sure of myself that most of the time the conversations i had were AWKWARD and its not normal AWKWARD it gets seriously super AWKWARD because of me. Yes, i am the reason behind these AWKWARD Convos and i have mentioned this problem a lot in the previous posts of this blog. Please do not judge me on the basis of my grammar i am out of touch. By the way I will be attending International Conclave, Chandigarh this weekend because i need to grow my business horizons. in short, its time to GET MONEY GET PAID !.!.! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:01 AM Delhi, India.

Today i am going to talk about something really serious. So, if you do not know me and you want to make a opinion about me regarding my writings and work than its perfectly fine.... and please for the last time i am telling that i am not on drugs !!! I don't do drugs.... ofcourse i have a informative knowledge about drugs but seriously i have never done drugs except medicinal or prescribed drugs. I am totally against the DRUGS it ruins every part of your life....<done>. and one more thing I am going to binge watch EXTINCT the whole season in one night last time it was pretty fun !!!! and believe me its better than GAME OF THRONES !.!.!.!.! Check It Out on: byutv.org/EXTINCT Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:13 PM Delhi,India

Just so you know 2 years back I was filled with depressed thoughts all the time in 2015 before all of this blog life In every situation I used to think about the negative aspects of all the things I do. In High school i always thought about making more money, be rich someday and then just run away from everything. I guess now i understood that its not easy to run away from everything, owning up to your mistakes is one thing and living the Good Life is other.  Now about achieving things First, I don't want to be the greatest second, if i didn't make enough money in the future then its fine. Third, Making sure that i'll Just do my own Favorite things ! and make happiness my profit of living the life. There is always a balance in life. Taking It Easy, Since 2016 !!!! DEUCES...... Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:09 PM Delhi, India

I never had much issues with ANGER in the past because at every point of my life there were people(they still are) who bullied me because of my dark skin tone but whenever there was a need to prove myself right, I have tried my best to follow the problem and have taken the actions according to it.... Lessons learned They use to hate me but now I am dealing with the foreign clients, now today looking back at all the incidents happened with me in the past lead me to this conclusion: "ANGER isn't my thing I just cannot be Angry at someone who just doesn't like me or my work that's totally their opinion in the end their is nothing to whine about or to complain about" Success requires sacrifices and suffering You gotta want it !!! DEUCES !.!.!.! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:02 AM Delhi, India

Boredom, My Own Thoughts and My Imaginations are the reason why i get distracted so easily yesterday another one of those nights No Sleep aka "INSOMNIA" another session of a good flix with my hp Generation 7... this time i saw a not so good movie namely "Role Models" not funny thoughts came into existence it is a comedy movie but i didn't get it and i don't know why ??? There was something odd with the comedic timing of all the characters actually they were same like every other movie of Comedy genre.... resulting in increasing of BOREDOM.... then i thought about how my day was.... it was freaking same... so, i realized i need to go out again... I am DEEP I am being me.!.!.!.! You're free, you're able, you're capable so do what you want !!! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:38 AM Delhi, India