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Accountability

"Hey" it is needless to say this word here, I bet no one expects posts from a person who prefer daydreams over reality. So, actually there is nothing new with me I've been Avoiding boredom and Avoiding accountability. How did I get here? Everything hurts. My mind is foggy as hell. I hate everyone and everything. I need to bite my tongue and save face as best I can. Avoid people. Next Month I'm off to Mumbai for a few days Drinking lots of water because the trainer said so also I don't want myself to be turning into a Junk Food eating werewolf. I cleaned my room. Sweating and with drawling and hating myself. Shame and guilt flooding my thoughts. I should finally write that final excerpt for my client Will I ever learn? something is wrong with me. My place is clean now. I still feel stable. I’m gonna read now until I fall asleep. Keep chugging back some water. It’ll be about a week or so before I feel good again. That’s what I get. Atoning for my sins. 

Elections

I don't believe none of the leaders the media is mentioning today everybody is crying and calling out each other for attention they don't care about the people or the country they actually only care about if their political party is in power or their pockets are filled with more election funds.so lets see what are they actually standing up for also I am not gonna mention them by their names: 1. The One:  'A Narcissist can't die because then the Entire world would end' this sentence describes our Current Prime Minister really well in my opinion he cannot answer one single question in a proper debate and yet he wants movies to be made on him. 5 years back when he came in power and made a lot of promises and by saying A Lot i really mean "A LOT". The Bias Pre-Electoral Polls are rooting for him, Bias Media is rooting for him wherever he goes all he talks about is the failures of Governments before 2014 but not a single word about the promises he made to

unflattering description

Words play an active role in everyone lives, well surely it does have a lot of importance in my life last week, i got reviewed by my editor and it was terrible. There is still a lot of work needed to be done, my editor; she is really good at what she does and always tells me if i'm going wrong that is actually what i admire the most about her. She wrote a one-liner about my unpublished manuscript stating "Writer is presenting an unflattering description !" and after i got the e-mail i saw UNFLATTERING DESCRIPTION was written in bold and my spirits went down. but, that is the thing you get down and some things come to cheer you up. The bad is the enemy of the best, I have a good life i got better since last year i remember when I was sad. I really don't like talking about being sad. I think the term "depression" is overused, If it’s circumstantial, then you’re just sad. And there’s so much more stigma about being sad than being depressed. obviously I didn&

The Comeback

Since the dawn of the recorded human history, something like 115 billion people have been born into this world, And not a single of them Made it except the two men who invented Soft Drinks and Telescope(because i love both of these things). There are approximately 7.4 billion people on this Earth right now and around 65 million people die every year. there is this quote i read once in a book: "We live alone, We die alone and Everything around us is just an Illusion" the above quote still keep me up at night thinking if We all die alone, Why am i supposed to spend my life Working, Sweating and Struggling ? just to create an illusion. Because no amount of friends, no Girl, no college assignments about writing journalized reports or finding an answer of a physics numerical going to do anything for me to avoid my fate. I think i have better things to do with my time and three of my friends agreed with me on this. END (but we never really capitalized on any of this) Oh I Fo

dumb encounters

That moment where you think you're making a clever decision but in reality that is actually an embarrassing moment building itself to hit you back in the future. Haha, not funny its story of my life and most of the people can relate to it pretty accurately - So, i think everyone knows those smarty pants people who're not actually the clever person in real, this one guy in my college said to me "Hey, you should join the dumb guys club !" a total a**hole move, at the very same moment his girlfriend came into the picture and she said to him "OH !!! the club you started !!!" Everyone laughed so hard  at him including me... they instantly got into a verbal fight in front of the whole lobby filled with our college mates... now, this is a supreme example of dumb things you start with people  just because someone isn't interested in supporting your total douche baggery at the college. I just want to say that You Only Live Once, Go For It !!! (It here means GOAL

Achieve

Just so you know 2 years back I was filled with depressed thoughts all the time in 2015 before all of this blog life In every situation I used to think about the negative aspects of all the things I do. In High school i always thought about making more money, be rich someday and then just run away from everything. I guess now i understood that its not easy to run away from everything, owning up to your mistakes is one thing and living the Good Life is other.  Now about achieving things First, I don't want to be the greatest second, if i didn't make enough money in the future then its fine. Third, Making sure that i'll Just do my own Favorite things ! and make happiness my profit of living the life. There is always a balance in life. Taking It Easy, Since 2016 !!!! DEUCES...... Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:09 PM Delhi, India

Anger

I never had much issues with ANGER in the past because at every point of my life there were people(they still are) who bullied me because of my dark skin tone but whenever there was a need to prove myself right, I have tried my best to follow the problem and have taken the actions according to it.... Lessons learned They use to hate me but now I am dealing with the foreign clients, now today looking back at all the incidents happened with me in the past lead me to this conclusion: "ANGER isn't my thing I just cannot be Angry at someone who just doesn't like me or my work that's totally their opinion in the end their is nothing to whine about or to complain about" Success requires sacrifices and suffering You gotta want it !!! DEUCES !.!.!.! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:02 AM Delhi, India

Scrolling

I had a plan ready for today... Saturdays are for the boys !!! so, me and one of my friend/teammate went to watch "VALERIAN and the City of Thousand Planets" i must say it was a mediocre in terms of the typical futuristic fantasy thriller concept, but the visual effects were totally PHENOMENAL. Overall we had a good experience today, checkout the detailed review of VALERIAN on TheVitalClash.com   right now. After this whole movie the day was Boring didn't had much to do.... same, scrolling through my Instagram, Snapchat and Twitter. I Looked into some articles about Self-Control which helped me to take a break from Fizzy Drinks and Junk Food.!.!.! Sit Chill Laugh and Get Back to Work Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 1:33 am Delhi, India

Blank

Its been 25 Minutes now.. I am blank ! I am suppose to be writing a play script for an Independent Media Agency but i am not working. what am i doing ??? Scrolling my Instagram and twitter to find some inspiration ... Blitzed out of my mind but no f'ing idea how to conclude the dialogues in this script. I am listening to anxiety relieving  music and compiling this post which somehow makes me happy(aka atleast i did something) Witgods aren't with me today seriously, No idea on how to finish this incompleted script... on the other hand these instagram memes are making me laugh !.!.! Sixty Three Problems - Zero Solution Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 1:32 am Delhi, India

Another One

Boredom, My Own Thoughts and My Imaginations are the reason why i get distracted so easily yesterday another one of those nights No Sleep aka "INSOMNIA" another session of a good flix with my hp Generation 7... this time i saw a not so good movie namely "Role Models" not funny thoughts came into existence it is a comedy movie but i didn't get it and i don't know why ??? There was something odd with the comedic timing of all the characters actually they were same like every other movie of Comedy genre.... resulting in increasing of BOREDOM.... then i thought about how my day was.... it was freaking same... so, i realized i need to go out again... I am DEEP I am being me.!.!.!.! You're free, you're able, you're capable so do what you want !!! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:38 AM Delhi, India