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Comfy

The Last Post was pretty disturbing right!? I woke up today and felt why did i post that, last night when i wrote it, I poured my heart out into that post because that's how I really feel about being dark skinned well, its another day, another story to tell let the chips fall wherever they may.

I'm being way too comfy with my life these days I should probably work more instead of finding different kind of excuses not to work everyday. Finding the perfect motivation is so hard because when you will find it maybe at that time your life would've moved on, but like the last post this is called LOSING THE HOPE and setting myself free I have a mini-micro-nano online Business, I have fun, I have friends and I am happy.

I am out here learning from every encounter and journey i had been a part of. This is what education and self improvement means to me questioning everything, being vulnerable,unnerving, uncertain and human.

One more thing Please do not judge me on the basis of my …

being darker

I am this dark ugly dude, you know what I'm saying I'm a realist. I see handsome boys its plain and simple I'm no handsome boy. But I got a kind of this uplifted average dark ugly male personality, most importantly regardless of this color i can do whatever the frick i want. Get some brands rolling and go all out that's my style. For me being darker is life, it's the truth, it's what God gave me, it's what i received from my parents and yes, generally people do not like dark skinned individuals in a room it disturbs them. Especially in India.

Indians have a nerve to be the racist, actually Indians are the most racist people on the planet, Indians berate their very own country mates from North East India, well that's a whole other topic. but as a Dark-Skinned guy myself I once conducted a study where i asked random people "why there was a need to remind a dark skinned guy/girl that he/she is dark ??" by passing dark skin slurs at him/her. I me…

Who was that Girl ???

I haven’t had any reason to write in a while. I’m in this weird, content state of indifference. Stable. A down-to-earth, “dumb” state of ‘happiness’. I don’t really have anything to complain about. Passion? I’m not passionate anymore. What’s fucked up is that I don’t care that I’m not passionate anymore. Maybe I was never passionate in the first place. Maybe all these years my pretentiousness & ego got the best of me and blinded me from what I really am: a Business Guy I mean i don't have a fancy list of accomplishments but i have done some things. Sometimes my pompous, irrational ego gets the best of me and I think of myself as this suffering artist with all this passion. Its like everyone’s got a plan until they get punched in the face right !? 
Also, I’m gonna wake up tomorrow and have a completely new, perspective on all of this passion thing.
Now coming onto the title of the post I have a lot of extra aimless and senseless material which is of no use, i will be throwing …

Writing Down The Habits

Goals are byproducts of habits. Don’t write down goals. Write down habits.

“Write it down, make it happen.”

* Not drinking alcohol at all.
* Not smoking weed at all.
* Cutting OCD medication everyday to more smaller quantities.
* Not consuming bread, junkfood, fizzy beverages and any kind of non vegetarian diet at all.
* Consistently attending the classes and their respective practical sessions.
* Consistently Writing Night Pages and Morning Pages Everyday.
* Reading for at least One and a half hour every day.
* Exercising for at least half hour every day.
* Coordinating with the Team Everyday for the work.

As a result of the mental clarity achieved with the first 3 habits, I’ll have more energy and drive to ‘just keep working and preparing for other important stuff As the reading and writing goes I’ll have more ideas to execute. In other news Children knows nothing about what goes in the world, I mean just like me ! jk.

I saw it the most hyped movie ever after the "Infinity War…

Anyway

Hey, Everyone its been a very Longtime Welcome to my world it's a psychedelic trance.

So, What do you want to do? If you don’t know then you don’t get to complain about your job. I should add this only applies to single people without any dependents. If you have a family to feed, then you should feed them the best way you can.  Anyway, you quit your job. figure out what you wanna do. As my favorite person in the world my Editor put it, “the playing field is level.” I watch a lot of movies. I eat. I sleep. I code. I read books. I exercise. I hang out with my friends. I help my friends with their projects.  I go to the malls for shopping. I write. I listen to music. I scroll through my socials. Time is actually very easy to “waste”. But i don’t understand that concept. John Lennon said that any time enjoyed isn’t wasted. I really do enjoy most of the time that I "waste". So, why don’t I work more? Because burn out is real. There’s a balance in all things. Most people &quo…

Stigma

Hey There ! 2019 you came. Its true we've come a long way by the way How's Everyone ??? please do tell me how you all are on the instagram (@prattg63) my dm's are open for anybody who wants to talk about anything they want. Well, for me The Mumps canceled every plan I had to celebrate new year. For a whole week, My face was looking like Thanos(from Infinity War) face with a weird allergy to my jawline. Now, its totally fine but for that whole week i was so horrified of myself  like what the hell has happened to my face, till i researched  about it on google, atlast that was a good relief because my doctor was not even telling what it was. I get it, i should change my doctor but another reason why i was so afraid of it because i thought its a bad case of my OCD Medication reaction. It has never happened to me but I've heard that its the most probable case so, for that reason first time in 7 months Lexapro and Zoloft are on the shelves umm I've decided not to take t…

traits

I had the best sleep this morning I woke up feeling great. It was exactly 7:18am, perfect timing to start the day and get back on track. As I go through these motions and fill up my day after my Communication Exam i had this thought: People who say "I don't give a f*#k what other people think about me" usually care about it the most its so easy to say that one sentence but the fluid inside the cerebrum of your brain experience a heavy storm of hurt thoughts during that time and leaves an impact to live with. Inevitably, human nature requires a feeling of belonging. Noone wants to feel that way ever. Luckily as I've gotten older I’ve slowly learned to care more about the important character traits in people. The Important Ones are: Honest, considerate and kind and these traits are totally winning over the funny, famous and hot ones. Because all these funny, famous and hot ones always want more attention, more followers and more fame today was one of those days where …

World Book Fair

"There is no friend as loyal as a book" - Unknown

This quote actually came true today, New Delhi World Book Fair was in its 6th day and i was planning on to visit this exhibition after i heard about it on the New Years Eve, me and my buddies planned about it a week ago that we'll definitely visit the Book Fair on 12th January because other days were pretty packed and busy on all of our schedules but last night everybody switched up ditched our plan so, i had to ask some of my other buddies because i had the passes booked for the day and guess what ?! long story short they were not even interested in books. I could've defended the point that Book Fair isn't only about the books it is much more than that, KNOWLEDGE ! bro but i didn't and i don't even know why ??? anyway Today i had a lot of fun at World Book Fair ALONE, i really liked it just me, books and interactions with people who really appreciates the books. Took part in some quizzes, got rewarded wi…

Lazy Simulation

2018 is driving me crazy, i am staring at my laptop screen for straight 40 minutes now and still there is no hint of inspiration which i am hoping to come out, i guess writing my journal makes me happy, you know getting that frustration out which came into existence because of not working for the past 4 days. I mean seriously, The Last String of holidays turned my work ethic into lazy excuses and some idiotic justifications. By the way college started so, a little hope of new Contentment is born even though i am still in that pain of going to college after a lengthy winter break but No Matter how i feel, i should get up, dress up, show up and Never Give Up ! in terms of work i think i need to:

Keep Up With The Pace Again Just In Case All The Magic Dies.

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Prateek Gupta

12:02 AM

Delhi, India.

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Brad's Status

Watching a great movie makes me so calm. Thank you to The Director of movie "Brad's Status" Mike White. Honestly, it is an incredible movie i can say i finally watched a mid-life crisis which is beyond the perfection of  movie making. A Good story is totally a different criteria to rate a movie but the depth in itself "Brad's Status" presents is absolutely epic. I didn't have much to write about so i repeated myself by putting some words from Brad's Status Review i wrote last night on TheVitalClash.com. Make sure you give that a quick read before you watch "Brad's Status" I am leaving the link to the Review below.

Accept The Discomfort.

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Prateek Gupta

12:39 AM

Delhi, India

Brad's Status Review: thevitalclash.com/2017/12/brads-status-review

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Stressed Out

Hello ! judging by the title i am assuming that you'll know this song by Twenty One Pilots called "Stressed Out".It came out in year 2015 if i'm right, the vibe from that song was on my mind today, i couldn't help it the lyrics from this song are very much Relatable and Logical. It presents a definite truth like when we were kids we used to dream of outer space but actually now it seems like they're all laughing at us. Those times when we used to ride our Bicycles to our friends home, having an uniquely awesome handshake of our own and not caring about what the world will think about us. This song really has a Meaning and i mean a good one a really good one. I really hate being a responsible civilian sometimes. nobody cares...

and

now we're STRESSED OUT !

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Prateek Gupta

12:08 AM

Delhi, India





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Reminiscent

"It's all over now and i'm standing pretty In the dust that is a city"

Hello to you all All things are bright and beautiful shoutout to all the dreams you're chasing because the journey which leads to them is so much fun. Back at it again here on short posts writing streak Today, got my old smartphone back and thankfully my collection of random written notes is backed up it feels like i found a long lost treasure. Big Goals are hitting the cerebrum of the brain, seriously a few moments ago i started thinking about why did i really got lazy when my links were in their prime of getting the traffic ??? suddenly, Sensory strip hit my brain back up with the Contentment which put that Reminiscent smile up on my face.

Habits can be changed.

Make it happen !.!.!

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Prateek Gupta

12:16 AM

Delhi, India


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nothing

Here i am, i've been good you know Examinations, wandering around here and there, and freaking winter days are getting short literally, year 2017 is waving goodbye's to all of us faster than we think. Its December already and i haven't even started my secretively breakthrough contentment which i talk about a lot. Anyway, lets not touch that contentment topic again i've been happy with what i am doing ??? - as it is nothing. A lot of things have been new and great lately, I did some anxious interviews with strangers and after watching them i can say, S.A is getting its cure gently. Although, i am still finding different ways and activities to work on it. I know that i should post more here.!.!.! but my schedule isn't helping me at this point.

Walking with a friend in dark is better than walking alone in the light - Helen Keller

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Prateek Gupta

11:13 PM

Delhi, India

*kicked*

It was nice all day. waking up after a good night nap having a great lemonade in the morning, sometimes it feels really good to take a break from everything you're doing to make yourself busy. Right now its after 1 am in the night and my INSOMNIA kicked in again really i just can't help it. A past negative reel from my life is on my mind again.... writing my thoughts out here is making me happy. I want to sneak out of the house tonight which is not really a good thought to be having right now, Mind is jaded but still i don't have any idea why i can't sleep !.!.!.! Double Thoughts for a quick 24 hour session of the life -What a GREAT day.... and at the same time What a Shi**y night....

We Live We Love We Lie

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Prateek Gupta

1:09 AM

Delhi, India

Achieve

Just so you know 2 years back I was filled with depressed thoughts all the time in 2015 before all of this blog life In every situation I used to think about the negative aspects of all the things I do. In High school i always thought about making more money, be rich someday and then just run away from everything. I guess now i understood that its not easy to run away from everything, owning up to your mistakes is one thing and living the Good Life is other.
 Now about achieving things First, I don't want to be the greatest second, if i didn't make enough money in the future then its fine. Third, Making sure that i'll Just do my own Favorite things ! and make happiness my profit of living the life. There is always a balance in life.
Taking It Easy, Since 2016 !!!!
DEUCES......
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Prateek Gupta
11:09 PM
Delhi, India

Scrolling

I had a plan ready for today... Saturdays are for the boys !!! so, me and one of my friend/teammate went to watch "VALERIAN and the City of Thousand Planets" i must say it was a mediocre in terms of the typical futuristic fantasy thriller concept, but the visual effects were totally PHENOMENAL. Overall we had a good experience today, checkout the detailed review of VALERIAN on TheVitalClash.comright now. After this whole movie the day was Boring didn't had much to do.... same, scrolling through my Instagram, Snapchat and Twitter. I Looked into some articles about Self-Control which helped me to take a break from Fizzy Drinks and Junk Food.!.!.!

Sit Chill Laugh and Get Back to Work
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Prateek Gupta
1:33 am
Delhi, India

Not Funny

Back in April of this year I was at an improv class of my theatre where we were working on different techniques of improv acting obviously i am not an actor or an on screen performer i am more into the scripting and writing stuff but its a class so you have to do what your mentors tells you to do.... they gave me a task to present a weird situation at a public bus terminal... so i took a quick minute to think about it and did my gig... it wasn't too bad our theatre coach said "Sometimes it is good if you're not leading a performance to a comedic ending" means it is okay if you're not funny sometimes just focus on doing your part right forget about audience for a moment and don't try to think what your audience perspective will be.... only then you can only be perfect at a Gig. Always be interesting not funny.!.!.!.!
Do The Work, Commit & Stay Foolish.
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Prateek Gupta
12:08 am
Delhi, India

FALLEN

Since I Couldn't Sleep tonight again or nor do I have any important work that is needed  to be done i decided to watch a flix. "FALLEN" i put on my headphones with the laptop on my lap... it turned out to be good 74 Minute break from my Insomnia and Complicated life coming back to FALLEN this movie is soulfully beautiful if you're an avid reader of mystery and bible stories then this movie will definitely get your attention... Satan ,The God, the purpose, love, hate and care for each other this movie is heartfelt fictional thriller. Based on Lauren Kate novel (same name) FALLEN is a fantasy and a story of Paranormal Romance i loved how all the characters were really getting the attention without missing the plot of the storyline. This movie is a must watch.....

You will never be one Clever Person... so, just be insightful !!!

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Prateek Gupta

1:44 am

Delhi, India

Pleasing

My Life depends on my 15 Minutes Work a Day Schedule so, let me tell everyone what's my 15 Minutes of Work a Day actually consist of Almost 3 years ago when i didn't knew what i should do with my life I mean - ZERO hopes sometimes i still ask this question but at that time everything was going wrong for me... nothing really seemed to interest me at all .... I was Broke with myself.... I was like the King of Problems where i decided to go with my Love of Wrestling and Sports Entertainment  writing which after 6 months of its existence did pretty good(aka i made some internet money)  after that one deal after other and between all of these it actually turned into a team leading it to more views and more business now we do promotions and have over 80 blogs independently inside our network which really is a milestone for myself..... In Other Words I put my team in position and now they're killing it !.!.!.! its all about the team work....(vital beats coming soon on soundcloud…

Reward

To live with the Knowledge of remembering the statistics and reach of your work is a REWARD. I am getting so much compliments these days the latest one of them was given by a good friend he said "Prateek You're Insightful !!!" i said thank you lets get some fizzy beverages bro... he replied oh yes why not ??? The Experiences i lived are by far the most phenomenal moments of my life... sometimes the things aren't comfortable and fun... but you can learn from them thats your REWARD. Do The Work, Walk More, Read More, Eat More and Get Involved In Things .... LIVE LIFE !.!.!.! - Vital Beats Coming Soon On Soundcloud and YouTube........

Bring Your Mysterious Thoughts To Life

Seriously,

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Prateek Gupta

9:03 PM

Delhi, India