Prateek Gupta

“The first draft of anything is shit.” - Ernest Hemingway To me, the reason I have trouble sitting down and writing is because I have nothing to write about. I'm forcing myself, i should just live life and write when I want to. When it comes naturally. I'm just a human being. Fucking true facts right here. the daily sequence of events is spot on. Endless circles of “but this first…” Depression is just this phase everyone goes through in life, either short or long, severe or mild, and can be a result of many different things, circumstances, brain chemistry, nature, nurture, negative thoughts, diet, drug abuse, etc. and can usually be treated with clean living (exercise, diet, sleep) and cognitive behavioral therapy (fancy term for attitude adjustment) and/or medications, as well as a healthy balance of work (that you’re preferably proud of and at least don’t hate), family, and friends. Wow I should write a textbook or something. That is if I did write regularly. What’s it be

"Hey" it is needless to say this word here, I bet no one expects posts from a person who prefer daydreams over reality. So, actually there is nothing new with me I've been Avoiding boredom and Avoiding accountability. How did I get here? Everything hurts. My mind is foggy as hell. I hate everyone and everything. I need to bite my tongue and save face as best I can. Avoid people. Next Month I'm off to Mumbai for a few days Drinking lots of water because the trainer said so also I don't want myself to be turning into a Junk Food eating werewolf. I cleaned my room. Sweating and with drawling and hating myself. Shame and guilt flooding my thoughts. I should finally write that final excerpt for my client Will I ever learn? something is wrong with me. My place is clean now. I still feel stable. I’m gonna read now until I fall asleep. Keep chugging back some water. It’ll be about a week or so before I feel good again. That’s what I get. Atoning for my sins. 

Hey Everyone... Longtime No See... well I've been busy the last 15 days. 15 days is actually a really longtime in journal days, its like a whole fad has gone by or something. anyway, Inspiration doesn't come easy as you think it does, I had some experiences in the past where i learnt this in the hardest way possible. The Time when all of my ideas fell apart sometimes i feel happy about that time because i knew that i was only letting myself down,  i totally hate it when i let other people down. I’m in a good place right now, and to answer why i am not with my commercial writing clan anymore because: Rather than express whatever angst and malaise that gets dealt my way by writing profane drafts, scripts and posts littered with curse words and crude allegories. I'd rather love to spend time imagining how immensely beautiful this life has the perfect potential of being. Sincerely, I'm done with those people who always tried to take credit of the work i did in my unaccount

Bad Dreams i don't know how to get them out of my head, my 15 year old self didn't wanted me to be a Writer, he must've thought it would be a hard life pay is not going to be good and you can't always come up with good stuff but now at the age of 21 I think I'm ballin even though i have less fortune but still it opened a great variety of branches for me and everybody knows that every career is hard in one form or other and if you find that one thing which you Love it than you just Love It. Getting into  what i love about writing  so much ??? is simple first and foremost i get to be free, i get to see people and change their character to anything i want. I wake up every morning with this same motto: Another day another story to tell life is running its course let the chips fall wherever they may. Writing taught me that life is a movie only time will tell what is going to happen next don't live in the past be here now don't worry about the future just get exc

this is a post for my friends and acquaintances from miles around, i know its been a long time since i've put a short post out, but i swear it won't be long now till the weird kid reappears, in the fall of 2018 you would see my words, yeah it's alright now, this dream of mine came true, i hope the sad posts i write means some more to you, yeah it's alright now, the time is here at last, i know it's long since overdue but, PG is back ! I'd rather pick flowers instead of fights - Adam Young Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:42 PM Delhi, India

Oh ! hey everyone i compiled something... *----------------------^63^--------------------------------* Just a second, i'm gonna laugh because i'm delirious , I need to put my effort into something serious, and i need another break from all this ghost writing please, Stay fresh Stay the best and Stay quality. Quit all these thoughts, that are really bugging me, Meditate my way to the seniority, Quit the xanax and other anti-depressants for real fam, Bonnie wright will probably be single then, Me at a party and we be friends, Life is short and i'm not getting younger, I wanna get rich like JP and Corden, 80 k a month , sounds pretty golden, May be get a wife and kids for extra motive, I will publish the book, please don't rush me, I need to practice a little more, just trust me, Are you mad ??? that i'm good with words, Then I'm so sorry because you're second and I'm first. !.!.! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:29 AM

What's up!? Prateek here... Nothing is really new with i've been writing poetry, short stories and what not i started my day with sticking onto my No Caffeine routine which is good and i feel proud of myself for doing that than i went to college took the classes and came home on usual time like most of the days. At home after scrolling through my social media feed and getting bored of writing i spent better half of my evening watching a movie (movie: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button) Starring Brad Pitt a fantasy drama total work of fiction story of a man who starts aging backwards with bizarre consequences. which was really great the Art of Storytelling at its best through the cinematic medium. If you haven't watched it, Go Watch it and feel the emotions which'll definitely takeover your mind for a bit. If you really want to Live your dream life make the sacrifices now and follow your plan. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 10:52PM Delhi, India

"Flow" is the most magical word  in my opinion, I mean you can use flow with almost every kind of activity, work, errand and topic. Like Music. Forever and always. Flow gives a self-identity to the work you're doing. If i talk about myself I Focus on everything, my day consists of many moods and activities(laziness included) and i do everything with the FLOW, sometimes i get Outraged about specific things like doing an application mathematics numerical or arranging my cupboard which is full of nerdy stuff and textbooks. yet, you shouldn't forget doing something without the FLOW. Get Lost In The Oblivion !.!.!.! “The lower you fall, the higher you'll fly.” Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 1:09 AM Delhi, India. --------

I had a plan ready for today... Saturdays are for the boys !!! so, me and one of my friend/teammate went to watch "VALERIAN and the City of Thousand Planets" i must say it was a mediocre in terms of the typical futuristic fantasy thriller concept, but the visual effects were totally PHENOMENAL. Overall we had a good experience today, checkout the detailed review of VALERIAN on TheVitalClash.com   right now. After this whole movie the day was Boring didn't had much to do.... same, scrolling through my Instagram, Snapchat and Twitter. I Looked into some articles about Self-Control which helped me to take a break from Fizzy Drinks and Junk Food.!.!.! Sit Chill Laugh and Get Back to Work Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 1:33 am Delhi, India