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Lockdown Encounters: Day Infinity

Nothing like a few days of sunlight, water, and 9 hours of sleep to heal your soul. I feel brand new again. Scheduled some stuff, made some phone calls, getting things done. Up and down and around we go! Life! I saw a movie by myself yesterday. I’ll do this every now and then. Like its obvious because of Lockdown in Delhi saw a cheesy flick called “A Time to Dance” at 6:30pm. Late Night I went to a close by eatery for the usual Junk Food takeaway. I just needed my junk food and to be gone. After an awkward minute of them finally getting my order and me whipping out my card and entering the chip into the fucking thing I said, “thanks man” fake smiling as best I could and then walked away.  Sometimes I do act like this (Like All The Time) and I don't even know why. I probably don't have the Energy to talk to them, Other reasons might be because of this City Life, Skylines, Radiations Wi-fi and most probably Other People in General. Also being born with Anxiety Issues cater to tha

13 Reasons Why 2

Almost 15 hours of Intensifying binge viewing in the last 2 days... can I call myself an Idiot ??? yeah, sure i will call myself an Idiot but what to do when Fiction which features real life issues is my calling. I finished '13 Reasons Why' Season 2 last night and after that my mind was so tired so i slept and today went on to live my day. There is something to the show and in general that i wanted to write about so, here i am. Firstly, this is IMPORTANT : Please never hesitate to come to me for advice, love and acceptance. I hope to be your friend and a source of comfortability in your life just like everything we're all here together and let's be honest sh*t gets hard and we all get lonely at some point. Just don't be afraid to confront that side because I, your Friends and your Family will be here by your side. Once that hard point of your life is over imagine how Happy you would be. Now coming on to the show Season two takes a look at that bigger picture. W

Hot Day !

"Life isn’t about someday or yesterday. It isn’t about what could have been or what may someday be. It’s about today, right now, this very moment. It’s about falling in love with the world around us every day." - Nope, the lines written in the inverted commas aren't true by the way today was a very hot day and i had to do some very important work on a project outside my man cave, by this i mean i love to do the work but i can't take those hot air slaps and the level of humiliation this warmth season is giving me. Other reason i don't like working outside in the summer is that i am SUPER SWEATY. My body produce so much sweat that i could fill a bucket of it everyday, oh yeah... it is that disgusting and all of this happens even if i'm standing in the shed of a tree or something else. It was a very disturbing day for sure and i don't like to blame consequences but today it was 1000 %  this hot day's fault. Reflection is a Wonderful Friend and Let

13 Reasons Why

Hey, its been more than 2 months since i was here on this link. I don't know why but i just didn't felt the need to publish any journal, for the record I've been in a good place lately like everything is FANTABULOUS !.!.! working out a lot, eating healthy, cutting the sodas and fizzy beverages have really helped me both physically and mentally. Today, May 15th  and this is the period where my college finals are going on so, i had a day off. Finally, in a really longtime i used my Netflix subscription to watch the Season 1 of '13 Reasons Why' my promotional email list was filled with netflix features last year and it was one of them, anyway who even looks at them. Until you hear someone talking about them, in my case it was my friend who said to me ?? "Did you saw the trailer of 13 Reason Why season 2???" I replied "what is that ??? i haven't even watched the season 1 yet..." tell me about it. His Words when i asked about it - "You Got

Quotes

* “This is your life and its ending one moment at a time.”  -  Fight Club * "Life doesn't give us purpose, we give Life a purpose" -  Flash * "Every morning i look myself in the Mirror and ask myself a Question 'What If, if this is it ???' " - Jay 'Christian' Reso * "Our Lives are defined by opportunities, Even the ones we miss" - Brad Pitt * "Reality is a Lovely Place, but i wouldn't want to live there" - Owl City * "Life is a struggle, When you're a muggle" - Slytherin Clan * "Sometimes Young Minds Overflow" - Alice Miles * "When You Dream Big You Eventually Attract Big Things" - Gina Carano * "I never dreamed about success, I worked for it" - KSI * "Wrestling fans Oh we're kind of a unique breed" - Lita Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 1:58 AM Delhi, India Instagram:  @prattg63 -------------------

Positive

Oh ! Hello Its 28th March today and i go to college everyday to take lectures meet my friends and to laugh at my crew in Theater in short i just like to laugh and have fun... i take notes of everything happening around me my phone is filled with weird and random notes the only thing which runs in my mind is how i can i improve myself ? i want to STAY CONSISTENT with whatever i am doing not the wrong things though.... i do whatever i want i don't take myself seriously i am emotionally disconnected i want to be a PRO at whatever i am doing... I Don't know where this post is going or what its original purpose was but it feels good to be positive again. YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:03 AM Delhi, India and Remember to Keep Living because WE NEED YOU. #ItsOkNotToBeOk Suicide Hotlines:  bit.ly/suicide-hotlines

Moreover

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What's Up

What's up!? Prateek here... Nothing is really new with i've been writing poetry, short stories and what not i started my day with sticking onto my No Caffeine routine which is good and i feel proud of myself for doing that than i went to college took the classes and came home on usual time like most of the days. At home after scrolling through my social media feed and getting bored of writing i spent better half of my evening watching a movie (movie: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button) Starring Brad Pitt a fantasy drama total work of fiction story of a man who starts aging backwards with bizarre consequences. which was really great the Art of Storytelling at its best through the cinematic medium. If you haven't watched it, Go Watch it and feel the emotions which'll definitely takeover your mind for a bit. If you really want to Live your dream life make the sacrifices now and follow your plan. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 10:52PM Delhi, India

career

After lucking out on Internet, somewhere down the road you get all this pressure to better yourself and take your 'career' to the next level. So, a little question arises here... What's next ??? like in an increasing point of view everyone expects you to grow like crazy but it isn't as easy as they think it is. Inspiration for anything comes out after a lot of thinking and commercial writing these days is just all about clickbaiting and adding a nice thumbnail to your work. I am worried about the future of some prospects in the writing world but i will not follow this trending easy way of making good bucks through writing. I am gonna do things which will come naturally to me because the things that i could do the rest of my life without any dread are Writing, Journaling, Directing and Non-Fiction. Work is fantastic There is no honor in easy. There is no happiness in comfort Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:23 PM Delhi, India

Humble

Before starting i just wanna say this: I Respect humble people to the fullest, that's a great trait to have. Seriously, keep spreading the positive vibes as much as you can. These days i am thinking a lot and I get really stressed out because I don’t tell anyone what I’m thinking. So to make everything feel a little better, I started to act more like an extrovert, and guess what it is really helping me, anyway Regarding the posts on this journal I’m just getting overwhelmed because I don’t know where to start anymore, my Confidence is like a Skyscraper for now... Work- GOLD, Studies- GOLD, Relationships- GOLD, Friendships- PLATINUM i am living like there are no worries at all. Finally, I am glad that i understood that its not easy to run away from everything, owning up to your mistakes is one thing and living the Good Life is other. One more thing your boy is more motivated than ever I've started to work on my Body. Never Let Insecurities Run Your Life Happy Republic Day !

Unnatural

What's up ? Prateek here... Nothing's new with me i am back again after a 5 day break, by the way i wasn't on a break in my other ventures they're all running at their own pace. I've been guest writing for my fellow web developer friends, but i don't know it feels unnatural to me like if i work for someone else even if they pay me good enough, its just don't feel right to sell my ideas to them. I guess there are always some disadvantages of your passion, i like writing aimlessly as you all know lot of my stuff doesn't even make sense but  i just wanna write, i like it too much. I've also been reading stack of books these days, it is allowing me to gather my thoughts again. Haha that's about it ! Change Something Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:38 PM Delhi, India

Bonfire Pottermore

I binge watched the whole Harry Potter series today, Saturdays are for the boys and when i woke up in the morning it was me, my laptop and a set of very interesting 8 parts special edition blu-ray quality movie collection of "The Boy Who Lived" Harry Potter, some of you may think what kind of a person am i ??? then i have only one answer for all of you "Judge Me! All You Want but I Don't Mind" because my theory on a addiction of this type is, When you get invested in something so much, you can't help it. It's all natural if its make you happy than it is perfectly fine and please do not took this the wrong way because obviously there are always more important things to do, i was only binge watching the whole movie series because i didn't had much work to do till the evening came where i had to go to my work temple to celebrate "Lohri" festival with them. BONFIRE NIGHTS !.!.! It does not do to dwell on our dreams and forget to live. Th

World Book Fair

"There is no friend as loyal as a book" - Unknown This quote actually came true today, New Delhi World Book Fair was in its 6th day and i was planning on to visit this exhibition after i heard about it on the New Years Eve, me and my buddies planned about it a week ago that we'll definitely visit the Book Fair on 12th January because other days were pretty packed and busy on all of our schedules but last night everybody switched up ditched our plan so, i had to ask some of my other buddies because i had the passes booked for the day and guess what ?! long story short they were not even interested in books. I could've defended the point that Book Fair isn't only about the books it is much more than that, KNOWLEDGE ! bro but i didn't and i don't even know why ??? anyway Today i had a lot of fun at World Book Fair ALONE, i really liked it just me, books and interactions with people who really appreciates the books. Took part in some quizzes, got rewarded w

Lazy Simulation

2018 is driving me crazy, i am staring at my laptop screen for straight 40 minutes now and still there is no hint of inspiration which i am hoping to come out, i guess writing my journal makes me happy, you know getting that frustration out which came into existence because of not working for the past 4 days. I mean seriously, The Last String of holidays turned my work ethic into lazy excuses and some idiotic justifications. By the way college started so, a little hope of new Contentment is born even though i am still in that pain of going to college after a lengthy winter break but No Matter how i feel, i should get up, dress up, show up and Never Give Up ! in terms of work i think i need to: Keep Up With The Pace Again Just In Case All The Magic Dies. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:02 AM Delhi, India. -------

New Year

Dear New Year, Hello, New Year minus the six days i know its really late to welcome you but i had something to say about the last revolution Mother Earth completed around the Sun i.e Year 2017, it was the greatest year of my life. In February of last year i turned 20 years old and created more Ventures which i am really proud of, In August i had my dream vacation on the Nicobar Islands, College life is absolutely fantastic, Made few bucks on my own co-founded a Team of Internet Enthusiasts, Assisted a Writer on her Debut Book, did some business trips for the DOM, wrote for some big Creators, In December finally started working on that Secret Contentment, Worked for Comic Con and most importantly i did loose some of my Social Anxiety !.!.! Almost Every Project i focused on in 2017 turned out pretty Incredible. On that Remarkable year 2017 note i want to start this year with more positivity and less laziness let me give a huge shout-out to you 2018 because i want to do more work, achi

Affection

Looking back at some of the posts on this journal sometimes really embarrasses me it feels like that i should take all of them down and go hide somewhere for a while,  but Social Media controls my life and nobody cares statement most of the time makes that Reminiscent smile come to my face and it all cools down like i never had any of those thoughts. Anyway that's just me and my problems but today i am gonna tell all of you a short story of Affection, here how it goes: An artist starts to fall in love with a girl he had met, He is trying hard to impress her, even if it takes up his time at work, but it'll seems like it's worth it. And before he knows it, the girl he is in love with is turning into someone famous. She leaves the town and she now lives in a Big City in her own Villa.  Now that she is gone, he doesn't know what to do in life anymore, it's like the Inspiration inside him is gone but a year pass by, he does not see her anymore, despite the fact t

Wavelength

Inspiration doesn't come easy as you think it does, I had some experiences in the past where i learn this in the hardest way possible. In this inspiration part when all of my ideas fell apart sometimes i feel happy that i am only letting myself down, because i hate it when i let other people down. I mean its just a whole another story where i had took some projects from people who are the best in the business if they're ever compared  to me and i didn't get the work done in time. I had a detailed conversation about this with one of my friends and he said "nobody is perfect, prateek you should find peace boy" i guess he is right because nobody knows what's up ahead for me or for them ??? maybe we all will end up again working and collaborating with each other. Life is just a wavelength and the distortion it suffers are the problems. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:12 AM Delhi, India

Brad's Status

Watching a great movie makes me so calm. Thank you to The Director of movie "Brad's Status" Mike White. Honestly, it is an incredible movie i can say i finally watched a mid-life crisis which is beyond the perfection of  movie making. A Good story is totally a different criteria to rate a movie but the depth in itself "Brad's Status" presents is absolutely epic. I didn't have much to write about so i repeated myself by putting some words from Brad's Status Review i wrote last night on TheVitalClash.com . Make sure you give that a quick read before you watch "Brad's Status" I am leaving the link to the Review below. Accept The Discomfort. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:39 AM Delhi, India Brad's Status Review:  thevitalclash.com/2017/12/brads-status-review ------------

Stressed Out

Hello ! judging by the title i am assuming that you'll know this song by Twenty One Pilots called "Stressed Out".It came out in year 2015 if i'm right, the vibe from that song was on my mind today, i couldn't help it the lyrics from this song are very much Relatable and Logical. It presents a definite truth like when we were kids we used to dream of outer space but actually now it seems like they're all laughing at us. Those times when we used to ride our Bicycles to our friends home, having an uniquely awesome handshake of our own and not caring about what the world will think about us. This song really has a Meaning and i mean a good one a really good one. I really hate being a responsible civilian sometimes. nobody cares... and now we're STRESSED OUT ! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:08 AM Delhi, India -----------

Reminiscent

"It's all over now and i'm standing pretty In the dust that is a city" Hello to you all All things are bright and beautiful shoutout to all the dreams you're chasing because the journey which leads to them is so much fun. Back at it again here on short posts writing streak Today, got my old smartphone back and thankfully my collection of random written notes is backed up it feels like i found a long lost treasure. Big Goals are hitting the cerebrum of the brain, seriously a few moments ago i started thinking about why did i really got lazy when my links were in their prime of getting the traffic ??? suddenly,  Sensory strip hit my brain back up with the Contentment which put that Reminiscent smile up on my face. Habits can be changed. Make it happen !.!.! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:16 AM Delhi, India gallery63 photography: https://instagram.com/gallery63photography --------------