Prateek Gupta

The longer you go without working out, the more muscle mass you loose, the more weight you gain, the less likely you’ll start working out again. Same goes with posting journals the longer you go without posting the more anxious you get about actually posting one, the less likely you’ll start posting again. It’s like living in a world full of everything and nothing. So, my day started and i randomly decided that this whole week will be a super cheat week and is going to be filled with Fizzy Beverages, Beer, Burger King, and all the other poisonous things you can think of. Complete Freaking Freedom. About Writing my manuscripts are almost at final stages and more on this subject is coming later, but once in a blue moon I always have a day like this where I seem to get my life in order in merely a few hours. I always think that this might transfer over to tomorrow but it rarely does. Right back to latency; it is perplexing. I promise that i will achieve all these things one day: St

monologue 63 Inner Voice: You better complete all these assignments before the Diwali week !! Me: I'll do it in the night. Inner Voice: Okay ! I believe you. 7 hours later Inner Voice: So, its 11 PM now where your assignment at ? Me: Shut up ! you are such a pain in the tush aren't you ? Stop bugging me ! Inner Voice: Hey ! language...  It's your goal not mine. Me: Okay, I will do it ! after finishing my night pages. Inner Voice: Well I haven't recorded any night pages work from you in Weeks. Which pages are you talking about ??? Me: Oh ! let's talk about that... You haven’t been around for Months and now you're back at it again Interfering and stuff ?? Inner Voice:  I’m always here. You just don’t always hear me. Me: just go away !.!.! in the morning Inner Voice: Where are you headed ? Me: Yo, you're back i finished 3 of the assignments last night. You Happy Now ??? ' Inner Voice: Just 3 your goal was to do

Inspiration doesn't come easy as you think it does, I had some experiences in the past where i learn this in the hardest way possible. In this inspiration part when all of my ideas fell apart sometimes i feel happy that i am only letting myself down, because i hate it when i let other people down. I mean its just a whole another story where i had took some projects from people who are the best in the business if they're ever compared  to me and i didn't get the work done in time. I had a detailed conversation about this with one of my friends and he said "nobody is perfect, prateek you should find peace boy" i guess he is right because nobody knows what's up ahead for me or for them ??? maybe we all will end up again working and collaborating with each other. Life is just a wavelength and the distortion it suffers are the problems. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:12 AM Delhi, India