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Cathartic

The hardest part of being a writer is still the first read allowing yourself to be that vulnerable. well that was some way to start this post anyway someone asked me "Do you have Low Self-Esteem ?" and i was not even shocked because i took no time in replying by saying "NO !" to that person, I know that i have a resting depressed face but saying that i have Low Self Esteem is just the next level of Judging people especially when you don't even know me that well !.!.! We all feel nervous or afraid to do things at times but i'm pretty sure the decisions i have made have done a lot of good things for me. Achieving your goals always help to increase your self-esteem. I have always encouraged criticism about me and my opinions but saying the mean things like these causes so much low-confidence Seriously please don't say that to anyone. Negative things can bring people down so much. The only way to cope with these types of situations is by avoiding things and

regardless

'Decisions' we make them everyday, decisions leads us from one day to another, decisions change our way of living but most of them goes unnoticed like 'what should i wear today ?'  'what route should i take today to reach work and also to get a glimpse of my crush while heading to work ?' or 'what should i have for dinner ?' then in weeks or maybe months an important decision knocks at your door which can change your life forever.  Hello, we're in the month of september already this means autumn season is just around the corner, Trees will be shedding their leaves at this fall of the month which is a perfect reminder of the nature to us that we should get ready with our cameras because we're all in a treat for some great captures. My Phone Camera will be busy this month *cheap plug please follow @gallery63photography  on Instagram. As a Playwright everything is going great and thanks to all of you for sending me positive thoughts about m

Avoiding

There are some things and phases in life which you want to avoid and ignore as much as possible but because of that you think about those specific things too much and that hits you. After August 16th of this month my habit of procrastinating came to an end and i finally finished my manuscript and the web series which i was writing for well actually assisting someone in writing but its all good i'll get the credits the money never really mattered to me anyway. Coming to Avoiding the things during the Last Weekend a psychiatrist diagnosed me with Minor Effects of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder(OCD) so, now i am a 'Little Bit of OCD'. I'll be honest i was avoiding the symptoms of it for a longtime whether it was during the convos with some people or getting into the little details of not so important things. I was out for some phonography today and i didn't know why i felt so unnatural and forced while i was taking pictures nothing turned out good enough to post on I