Prateek Gupta

It’s gonna take me a while to get back in the swing of things, but it is good to be writing again. Somewhere along the way, I stopped doing those things I am the most passionate about. I am not certain when or why that happened. I only know that it has been an extended period of time since I have done those things I used to be the most passionate about, writing, making beats and serious photography. The simple explanation could be that I got bored with it all. That may still be true but I think perhaps that it is more than that. I seem to have forgotten that there is a big difference between simply existing and actually living. If I am going to find my passions again, I need to start exploring more avenues in life. I need to find out what does excite me about living again. I may choose the wrong paths along the way, but that is what learning to live again is all about. Where the heck do I start? Is there a magic secret to it all? One thing I do know about myself is that when I do

All my lights are off. Besides my glowing Laptop, it’s nearly pitch black in my humble bedroom. I’m wearing this Bloodshot Tee that I bought in Mumbai. I like this t-shirt because it makes me look like I'm a fan of comic series but seriously telling you that it's a lie I'm a fan of Jason David Frank that's why I wear it. Man, Quarantine is hard, just when i thought that my venture was going good, Coronavirus came for it hard and pushed it further but still here Alive and Kicking I'm that mechanic trucker boy from the wrong side of the tracks. My nose and hands are still cold though. It’s much quieter in my Area. I actually like it, for once people are following the Lockdown which is a good thing, and this silence living far away from any busy streets. hmm, Good. Saving the Money and living with Frugality is the new cool now. I’m awake and the world might be asleep now at 12:40 am. It’s so quiet that I can hear the ringing in my ears. It reminds me of all the havo

I'm typing this at the most random of moments of sit down and write something. I know myself, I have always been a procrastinator but this month of June is really good in terms of everything content, its fun and with a few adventure activities plus traveling makes it even more interesting. Last week i learned that when i focus on anything specific it really doesn't turn out good. Anyway one thing is really getting great this month we're almost finished in setting up our studio for both video and audio purposes and the good news is this that it will be free for everyone who needs a place to record something or finish up their final product. update: Next Month i will be on a lengthy break to focus on something else in other words live my life !.!.! More On That Later. Music Forever and Always. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:08 AM Delhi, India. Follow my blog with Bloglovin

Hey, its been more than 2 months since i was here on this link. I don't know why but i just didn't felt the need to publish any journal, for the record I've been in a good place lately like everything is FANTABULOUS !.!.! working out a lot, eating healthy, cutting the sodas and fizzy beverages have really helped me both physically and mentally. Today, May 15th  and this is the period where my college finals are going on so, i had a day off. Finally, in a really longtime i used my Netflix subscription to watch the Season 1 of '13 Reasons Why' my promotional email list was filled with netflix features last year and it was one of them, anyway who even looks at them. Until you hear someone talking about them, in my case it was my friend who said to me ?? "Did you saw the trailer of 13 Reason Why season 2???" I replied "what is that ??? i haven't even watched the season 1 yet..." tell me about it. His Words when i asked about it - "You Got

Oh ! Hello Its 28th March today and i go to college everyday to take lectures meet my friends and to laugh at my crew in Theater in short i just like to laugh and have fun... i take notes of everything happening around me my phone is filled with weird and random notes the only thing which runs in my mind is how i can i improve myself ? i want to STAY CONSISTENT with whatever i am doing not the wrong things though.... i do whatever i want i don't take myself seriously i am emotionally disconnected i want to be a PRO at whatever i am doing... I Don't know where this post is going or what its original purpose was but it feels good to be positive again. YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:03 AM Delhi, India and Remember to Keep Living because WE NEED YOU. #ItsOkNotToBeOk Suicide Hotlines:  bit.ly/suicide-hotlines

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Hello, Everyone ! Turned 21 years old last week, thank you for the wishes. It is Valentines Day and i felt that i should write to the most amazing feeling you can experience in life which is "LOVE" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Love, My dear, it is not that i fear falling in love, i am in love with many things in this world. I love animals, i love my family, i love my friends, i love sunsets, i love Drew Barrymore(celebrity crush) 😉😉😉, i love a lot of things. what i do fear, however, is falling so deeply in love with someone and investing my life into theirs only to discover that they do not feel the same about me. To me, that is how you die while still breathing and you can never recover from that no matter how hard you try. The scariest part about that is that you're never going to know if you're falling for the wrong person. This is what i'm afraid of, Ot

After lucking out on Internet, somewhere down the road you get all this pressure to better yourself and take your 'career' to the next level. So, a little question arises here... What's next ??? like in an increasing point of view everyone expects you to grow like crazy but it isn't as easy as they think it is. Inspiration for anything comes out after a lot of thinking and commercial writing these days is just all about clickbaiting and adding a nice thumbnail to your work. I am worried about the future of some prospects in the writing world but i will not follow this trending easy way of making good bucks through writing. I am gonna do things which will come naturally to me because the things that i could do the rest of my life without any dread are Writing, Journaling, Directing and Non-Fiction. Work is fantastic There is no honor in easy. There is no happiness in comfort Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:23 PM Delhi, India

Before starting i just wanna say this: I Respect humble people to the fullest, that's a great trait to have. Seriously, keep spreading the positive vibes as much as you can. These days i am thinking a lot and I get really stressed out because I don’t tell anyone what I’m thinking. So to make everything feel a little better, I started to act more like an extrovert, and guess what it is really helping me, anyway Regarding the posts on this journal I’m just getting overwhelmed because I don’t know where to start anymore, my Confidence is like a Skyscraper for now... Work- GOLD, Studies- GOLD, Relationships- GOLD, Friendships- PLATINUM i am living like there are no worries at all. Finally, I am glad that i understood that its not easy to run away from everything, owning up to your mistakes is one thing and living the Good Life is other. One more thing your boy is more motivated than ever I've started to work on my Body. Never Let Insecurities Run Your Life Happy Republic Day !

What's up ? Prateek here... Nothing's new with me i am back again after a 5 day break, by the way i wasn't on a break in my other ventures they're all running at their own pace. I've been guest writing for my fellow web developer friends, but i don't know it feels unnatural to me like if i work for someone else even if they pay me good enough, its just don't feel right to sell my ideas to them. I guess there are always some disadvantages of your passion, i like writing aimlessly as you all know lot of my stuff doesn't even make sense but  i just wanna write, i like it too much. I've also been reading stack of books these days, it is allowing me to gather my thoughts again. Haha that's about it ! Change Something Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:38 PM Delhi, India

To live with the Knowledge of remembering the statistics and reach of your work is a REWARD. I am getting so much compliments these days the latest one of them was given by a good friend he said "Prateek You're Insightful !!!" i said thank you lets get some fizzy beverages bro... he replied oh yes why not ??? The Experiences i lived are by far the most phenomenal moments of my life. Sometimes the things aren't comfortable and fun, but you can always learn from them thats your REWARD. Do The Work, Walk More, Read More, Eat More and Get Involved In Things. LIVE LIFE !.!.!.! Thoughts from Just Another Manic Monday. "The lower you fall, the higher you'll fly" - Fight Club Seriously, Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:03 PM Delhi, India

I binge watched the whole Harry Potter series today, Saturdays are for the boys and when i woke up in the morning it was me, my laptop and a set of very interesting 8 parts special edition blu-ray quality movie collection of "The Boy Who Lived" Harry Potter, some of you may think what kind of a person am i ??? then i have only one answer for all of you "Judge Me! All You Want but I Don't Mind" because my theory on a addiction of this type is, When you get invested in something so much, you can't help it. It's all natural if its make you happy than it is perfectly fine and please do not took this the wrong way because obviously there are always more important things to do, i was only binge watching the whole movie series because i didn't had much work to do till the evening came where i had to go to my work temple to celebrate "Lohri" festival with them. BONFIRE NIGHTS !.!.! It does not do to dwell on our dreams and forget to live. Th

Dear New Year, Hello, New Year minus the six days i know its really late to welcome you but i had something to say about the last revolution Mother Earth completed around the Sun i.e Year 2017, it was the greatest year of my life. In February of last year i turned 20 years old and created more Ventures which i am really proud of, In August i had my dream vacation on the Nicobar Islands, College life is absolutely fantastic, Made few bucks on my own co-founded a Team of Internet Enthusiasts, Assisted a Writer on her Debut Book, did some business trips for the DOM, wrote for some big Creators, In December finally started working on that Secret Contentment, Worked for Comic Con and most importantly i did loose some of my Social Anxiety !.!.! Almost Every Project i focused on in 2017 turned out pretty Incredible. On that Remarkable year 2017 note i want to start this year with more positivity and less laziness let me give a huge shout-out to you 2018 because i want to do more work, achi

Inspiration doesn't come easy as you think it does, I had some experiences in the past where i learn this in the hardest way possible. In this inspiration part when all of my ideas fell apart sometimes i feel happy that i am only letting myself down, because i hate it when i let other people down. I mean its just a whole another story where i had took some projects from people who are the best in the business if they're ever compared  to me and i didn't get the work done in time. I had a detailed conversation about this with one of my friends and he said "nobody is perfect, prateek you should find peace boy" i guess he is right because nobody knows what's up ahead for me or for them ??? maybe we all will end up again working and collaborating with each other. Life is just a wavelength and the distortion it suffers are the problems. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:12 AM Delhi, India

Hello ! judging by the title i am assuming that you'll know this song by Twenty One Pilots called "Stressed Out".It came out in year 2015 if i'm right, the vibe from that song was on my mind today, i couldn't help it the lyrics from this song are very much Relatable and Logical. It presents a definite truth like when we were kids we used to dream of outer space but actually now it seems like they're all laughing at us. Those times when we used to ride our Bicycles to our friends home, having an uniquely awesome handshake of our own and not caring about what the world will think about us. This song really has a Meaning and i mean a good one a really good one. I really hate being a responsible civilian sometimes. nobody cares... and now we're STRESSED OUT ! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:08 AM Delhi, India -----------

"It's all over now and i'm standing pretty In the dust that is a city" Hello to you all All things are bright and beautiful shoutout to all the dreams you're chasing because the journey which leads to them is so much fun. Back at it again here on short posts writing streak Today, got my old smartphone back and thankfully my collection of random written notes is backed up it feels like i found a long lost treasure. Big Goals are hitting the cerebrum of the brain, seriously a few moments ago i started thinking about why did i really got lazy when my links were in their prime of getting the traffic ??? suddenly,  Sensory strip hit my brain back up with the Contentment which put that Reminiscent smile up on my face. Habits can be changed. Make it happen !.!.! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:16 AM Delhi, India gallery63 photography: https://instagram.com/gallery63photography --------------

I recorded myself on a camera for the first time in a while, everyone here will now think how is that a big deal now ??? trust me, its a big deal for me, Anxious folks will understand that better. I watched it afterwards and i fell asleep because of my voice tone but my friendly therapist said "its a good progress, atleast you did a little effort this time around to work on your introverted attitude" I laughed during the whole conversation with him that video is really funny to me who knows ??? maybe i'll put it on Youtube. Anyway its the season of joy "Its Christmas Time" on December 24th , i went out and had a great time, Energy Drinks, Fizzy Beverages were absolutely amazing and The cafe where we had food was incredible, Overall an evening of giddy fun. Just so to let you all know that I am writing this post in a Car and my buddies are playing loud music right now because we're stuck in the middle of highway with this massive gurugram traffic jam. MERR

Here i am, i've been good you know Examinations, wandering around here and there, and freaking winter days are getting short literally, year 2017 is waving goodbye's to all of us faster than we think. Its December already and i haven't even started my secretively breakthrough contentment which i talk about a lot. Anyway, lets not touch that contentment topic again i've been happy with what i am doing ??? - as it is nothing. A lot of things have been new and great lately, I did some anxious interviews with strangers and after watching them i can say, S.A is getting its cure gently. Although, i am still finding different ways and activities to work on it. I know that i should post more here.!.!.! but my schedule isn't helping me at this point. Walking with a friend in dark is better than walking alone in the light - Helen Keller Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:13 PM Delhi, India  

Ayo ! self diagnosed ADD victim and a positively Depressed nerd is back again. I don't have anytime to update my journal these days Seriously, i diary the events happening around me but there is not much time to compile them into something fresh. Creativity and Enthusiasm are still at a high note but Aimless words, Morning pages and indulgent activities are making it hard to give them that miraculous touch like the past times. My friendly therapist suggested me that i should get back to taking some addys(adderall) monthly. I am choosing not to take them anymore because of the past history(lol you know it !!), I really learned my lesson well. READ WALK WRITE.... deuces !.!.! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:49 AM Delhi, India --------

"Hello ! You're Awesome great to see people in our generation still enjoying writing, reading and compiling words. Keep it up. man !!!" these were the golden words from a stranger's mouth when we had a conversation around 2 months back at an event for some Content Company. Conversations like this helps you get "BETTER" in your work and most importantly you feel "BETTER" from the inside. As most of the people just criticize people so much and they pass hatred to other people all the time... huge shout out to that stranger for helping me getting Better... from today let's appreciate everyone on all the good things they do. here's to being BETTER from now on. I like getting BETTER Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:59 AM Delhi, India --------------------- BETTER