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Stigma

Hey There ! 2019 you came. Its true we've come a long way by the way How's Everyone ??? please do tell me how you all are on the instagram ( @prattg63 ) my dm's are open for anybody who wants to talk about anything they want. Well, for me The Mumps canceled every plan I had to celebrate new year. For a whole week, My face was looking like Thanos(from Infinity War) face with a weird allergy to my jawline. Now, its totally fine but for that whole week i was so horrified of myself  like what the hell has happened to my face, till i researched  about it on google, atlast that was a good relief because my doctor was not even telling what it was. I get it, i should change my doctor but another reason why i was so afraid of it because i thought its a bad case of my OCD Medication reaction. It has never happened to me but I've heard that its the most probable case so, for that reason first time in 7 months Lexapro and Zoloft are on the shelves umm I've decided not to tak

Boxing Day

When you get invested in something so much, you can't help it but do that thing again and again. Well, this Christmas I stayed at home and slept my way through boxing day took a break from everything i was doing, watched a lot of netflix and movies. Guess what ??? i have a lot of stuff to recommend now Go Watch: The Fix, Maniac, Ozark(Season 2), Jonah Hill's directorial debut mid90s and Karen Gillan directorial debut The Party's Just Beginning all of these are incredible and are of different genres so, pick one of them or watch everything. Also I realized there are always some disadvantages of your passion, i like writing aimlessly as you all know lot of my stuff doesn't even make sense but i just wanna write, i like it too much. I've been reading stack of some old writing notes these days, it is allowing me to gather my thoughts again. The things that i could do the rest of my life without any dread are Writing, Journaling, Directing and Non-Fiction. Haha that'

Accurate

Hey Everyone... Longtime No See... well I've been busy the last 15 days. 15 days is actually a really longtime in journal days, its like a whole fad has gone by or something. anyway, Inspiration doesn't come easy as you think it does, I had some experiences in the past where i learnt this in the hardest way possible. The Time when all of my ideas fell apart sometimes i feel happy about that time because i knew that i was only letting myself down,  i totally hate it when i let other people down. I’m in a good place right now, and to answer why i am not with my commercial writing clan anymore because: Rather than express whatever angst and malaise that gets dealt my way by writing profane drafts, scripts and posts littered with curse words and crude allegories. I'd rather love to spend time imagining how immensely beautiful this life has the perfect potential of being. Sincerely, I'm done with those people who always tried to take credit of the work i did in my unaccount

traits

I had the best sleep this morning I woke up feeling great. It was exactly 7:18am, perfect timing to start the day and get back on track. As I go through these motions and fill up my day after my Communication Exam i had this thought: People who say "I don't give a f*#k what other people think about me" usually care about it the most its so easy to say that one sentence but the fluid inside the cerebrum of your brain experience a heavy storm of hurt thoughts during that time and leaves an impact to live with. Inevitably, human nature requires a feeling of belonging. Noone wants to feel that way ever. Luckily as I've gotten older I’ve slowly learned to care more about the important character traits in people. The Important Ones are: Honest, considerate and kind and these traits are totally winning over the funny, famous and hot ones. Because all these funny, famous and hot ones always want more attention, more followers and more fame today was one of those days where i

Key

Bad Dreams i don't know how to get them out of my head, my 15 year old self didn't wanted me to be a Writer, he must've thought it would be a hard life pay is not going to be good and you can't always come up with good stuff but now at the age of 21 I think I'm ballin even though i have less fortune but still it opened a great variety of branches for me and everybody knows that every career is hard in one form or other and if you find that one thing which you Love it than you just Love It. Getting into  what i love about writing  so much ??? is simple first and foremost i get to be free, i get to see people and change their character to anything i want. I wake up every morning with this same motto: Another day another story to tell life is running its course let the chips fall wherever they may. Writing taught me that life is a movie only time will tell what is going to happen next don't live in the past be here now don't worry about the future just get exc

unflattering description

Words play an active role in everyone lives, well surely it does have a lot of importance in my life last week, i got reviewed by my editor and it was terrible. There is still a lot of work needed to be done, my editor; she is really good at what she does and always tells me if i'm going wrong that is actually what i admire the most about her. She wrote a one-liner about my unpublished manuscript stating "Writer is presenting an unflattering description !" and after i got the e-mail i saw UNFLATTERING DESCRIPTION was written in bold and my spirits went down. but, that is the thing you get down and some things come to cheer you up. The bad is the enemy of the best, I have a good life i got better since last year i remember when I was sad. I really don't like talking about being sad. I think the term "depression" is overused, If it’s circumstantial, then you’re just sad. And there’s so much more stigma about being sad than being depressed. obviously I didn&

accord

When I'm at Writing workshops, watching movies or at general public conventions i observe people and their relationships in like how do they carry it ?  after a Lot of observing and roughly studying There is one thing that i kind of have a grasp upon, that you can't make somebody feel the way you do about them that's impossible. I know that its heartbreaking and rough but it is actually a Cold-Hard Fact. You always have to be honest with the other person and most importantly you have to be honest to yourself its all about the Honesty, thats how we can all really be. Don't lie right!? and at sometimes its okay to lie because its the important things that matter, if we talk about relationships some people who come into our life could really bring the different side in ourselves it can be bright or dark it doesn't matter the thing is that this side exists and it was inside you for all these years you don't have to hate it, it came out for the betterment of your so

regardless

'Decisions' we make them everyday, decisions leads us from one day to another, decisions change our way of living but most of them goes unnoticed like 'what should i wear today ?'  'what route should i take today to reach work and also to get a glimpse of my crush while heading to work ?' or 'what should i have for dinner ?' then in weeks or maybe months an important decision knocks at your door which can change your life forever.  Hello, we're in the month of september already this means autumn season is just around the corner, Trees will be shedding their leaves at this fall of the month which is a perfect reminder of the nature to us that we should get ready with our cameras because we're all in a treat for some great captures. My Phone Camera will be busy this month *cheap plug please follow @gallery63photography  on Instagram. As a Playwright everything is going great and thanks to all of you for sending me positive thoughts about m

Avoiding

There are some things and phases in life which you want to avoid and ignore as much as possible but because of that you think about those specific things too much and that hits you. After August 16th of this month my habit of procrastinating came to an end and i finally finished my manuscript and the web series which i was writing for well actually assisting someone in writing but its all good i'll get the credits the money never really mattered to me anyway. Coming to Avoiding the things during the Last Weekend a psychiatrist diagnosed me with Minor Effects of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder(OCD) so, now i am a 'Little Bit of OCD'. I'll be honest i was avoiding the symptoms of it for a longtime whether it was during the convos with some people or getting into the little details of not so important things. I was out for some phonography today and i didn't know why i felt so unnatural and forced while i was taking pictures nothing turned out good enough to post on I

The Comeback

Since the dawn of the recorded human history, something like 115 billion people have been born into this world, And not a single of them Made it except the two men who invented Soft Drinks and Telescope(because i love both of these things). There are approximately 7.4 billion people on this Earth right now and around 65 million people die every year. there is this quote i read once in a book: "We live alone, We die alone and Everything around us is just an Illusion" the above quote still keep me up at night thinking if We all die alone, Why am i supposed to spend my life Working, Sweating and Struggling ? just to create an illusion. Because no amount of friends, no Girl, no college assignments about writing journalized reports or finding an answer of a physics numerical going to do anything for me to avoid my fate. I think i have better things to do with my time and three of my friends agreed with me on this. END (but we never really capitalized on any of this) Oh I Fo

of june

I'm typing this at the most random of moments of sit down and write something. I know myself, I have always been a procrastinator but this month of June is really good in terms of everything content, its fun and with a few adventure activities plus traveling makes it even more interesting. Last week i learned that when i focus on anything specific it really doesn't turn out good. Anyway one thing is really getting great this month we're almost finished in setting up our studio for both video and audio purposes and the good news is this that it will be free for everyone who needs a place to record something or finish up their final product. update: Next Month i will be on a lengthy break to focus on something else in other words live my life !.!.! More On That Later. Music Forever and Always. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:08 AM Delhi, India. Follow my blog with Bloglovin

Fallen Kingdom

this a excerpt from my review of Jurassic World: Fallen Kingdom, with the Multi-starrer Avengers: Infinity War and Ryan Reynolds Deadpool 2 in the last two crazy months A casual glance at the 2018 movie roster might make you wonder what decade you're living in. Ocean's 8, Jurassic World, Tom Cruise in Mission Impossible 6 and for God's sake, and we've already had the umpteenth Star Wars installment "Solo" umm... also Dwayne Johnson trying to save his family from a burning building in Skyscraper - which is about to get release in the same week as of Ant-Man and The Wasp, Oh My Nerd God !!! thank you so much for all of these but not to miss out on the Tom Hardy's up and coming Marvel VENOM but did i forgot something oh yeah ! Fantastic Beasts: The Crimes of Grindelwald i gotta stop because there are so many more but for this post i need to talk about Jurassic World: Fallen Kingdom or else i will not get paid. so, lets begin because i saw it today and i&#

Unfortunately

Dear Shipping Company, Do you even know ??? how hard it is to write something... All the thinking and planning and rewriting of everything you wrote for somebody important to read. All the nights and days spent thinking about the right words to put in and thinking about how to say them because the story you want to tell means so much to you. when you know that your next month expenses depends upon that work but your company can't do just one job which is to deliver on time, even though your customer has paid for everything you asked for and came by himself to drop the courier to your office 12 days before the date of delivery but you don't care about any of that other than yourself and now, he has lost that one gig because of you. Yes, you failed him to put in the script for the project in time, thanks for assisting me with the issue while you were just jumbling me at your consumer care service. Hope You Guys will do better next time. (not gonna put any names, you know who y

13 Reasons Why 2

Almost 15 hours of Intensifying binge viewing in the last 2 days... can I call myself an Idiot ??? yeah, sure i will call myself an Idiot but what to do when Fiction which features real life issues is my calling. I finished '13 Reasons Why' Season 2 last night and after that my mind was so tired so i slept and today went on to live my day. There is something to the show and in general that i wanted to write about so, here i am. Firstly, this is IMPORTANT : Please never hesitate to come to me for advice, love and acceptance. I hope to be your friend and a source of comfortability in your life just like everything we're all here together and let's be honest sh*t gets hard and we all get lonely at some point. Just don't be afraid to confront that side because I, your Friends and your Family will be here by your side. Once that hard point of your life is over imagine how Happy you would be. Now coming on to the show Season two takes a look at that bigger picture. W

Quotes

* “This is your life and its ending one moment at a time.”  -  Fight Club * "Life doesn't give us purpose, we give Life a purpose" -  Flash * "Every morning i look myself in the Mirror and ask myself a Question 'What If, if this is it ???' " - Jay 'Christian' Reso * "Our Lives are defined by opportunities, Even the ones we miss" - Brad Pitt * "Reality is a Lovely Place, but i wouldn't want to live there" - Owl City * "Life is a struggle, When you're a muggle" - Slytherin Clan * "Sometimes Young Minds Overflow" - Alice Miles * "When You Dream Big You Eventually Attract Big Things" - Gina Carano * "I never dreamed about success, I worked for it" - KSI * "Wrestling fans Oh we're kind of a unique breed" - Lita Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 1:58 AM Delhi, India Instagram:  @prattg63 -------------------

What's Up

What's up!? Prateek here... Nothing is really new with i've been writing poetry, short stories and what not i started my day with sticking onto my No Caffeine routine which is good and i feel proud of myself for doing that than i went to college took the classes and came home on usual time like most of the days. At home after scrolling through my social media feed and getting bored of writing i spent better half of my evening watching a movie (movie: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button) Starring Brad Pitt a fantasy drama total work of fiction story of a man who starts aging backwards with bizarre consequences. which was really great the Art of Storytelling at its best through the cinematic medium. If you haven't watched it, Go Watch it and feel the emotions which'll definitely takeover your mind for a bit. If you really want to Live your dream life make the sacrifices now and follow your plan. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 10:52PM Delhi, India

Valentines

Hello, Everyone ! Turned 21 years old last week, thank you for the wishes. It is Valentines Day and i felt that i should write to the most amazing feeling you can experience in life which is "LOVE" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Love, My dear, it is not that i fear falling in love, i am in love with many things in this world. I love animals, i love my family, i love my friends, i love sunsets, i love Drew Barrymore(celebrity crush) 😉😉😉, i love a lot of things. what i do fear, however, is falling so deeply in love with someone and investing my life into theirs only to discover that they do not feel the same about me. To me, that is how you die while still breathing and you can never recover from that no matter how hard you try. The scariest part about that is that you're never going to know if you're falling for the wrong person. This is what i'm afraid of, Ot

Humble

Before starting i just wanna say this: I Respect humble people to the fullest, that's a great trait to have. Seriously, keep spreading the positive vibes as much as you can. These days i am thinking a lot and I get really stressed out because I don’t tell anyone what I’m thinking. So to make everything feel a little better, I started to act more like an extrovert, and guess what it is really helping me, anyway Regarding the posts on this journal I’m just getting overwhelmed because I don’t know where to start anymore, my Confidence is like a Skyscraper for now... Work- GOLD, Studies- GOLD, Relationships- GOLD, Friendships- PLATINUM i am living like there are no worries at all. Finally, I am glad that i understood that its not easy to run away from everything, owning up to your mistakes is one thing and living the Good Life is other. One more thing your boy is more motivated than ever I've started to work on my Body. Never Let Insecurities Run Your Life Happy Republic Day !

Unnatural

What's up ? Prateek here... Nothing's new with me i am back again after a 5 day break, by the way i wasn't on a break in my other ventures they're all running at their own pace. I've been guest writing for my fellow web developer friends, but i don't know it feels unnatural to me like if i work for someone else even if they pay me good enough, its just don't feel right to sell my ideas to them. I guess there are always some disadvantages of your passion, i like writing aimlessly as you all know lot of my stuff doesn't even make sense but  i just wanna write, i like it too much. I've also been reading stack of books these days, it is allowing me to gather my thoughts again. Haha that's about it ! Change Something Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:38 PM Delhi, India

manic Monday

To live with the Knowledge of remembering the statistics and reach of your work is a REWARD. I am getting so much compliments these days the latest one of them was given by a good friend he said "Prateek You're Insightful !!!" i said thank you lets get some fizzy beverages bro... he replied oh yes why not ??? The Experiences i lived are by far the most phenomenal moments of my life. Sometimes the things aren't comfortable and fun, but you can always learn from them thats your REWARD. Do The Work, Walk More, Read More, Eat More and Get Involved In Things. LIVE LIFE !.!.!.! Thoughts from Just Another Manic Monday. "The lower you fall, the higher you'll fly" - Fight Club Seriously, Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:03 PM Delhi, India