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the magic

Every journey starts with that first step, even knowing that there may be several course corrections along the way. It’s not enough to dream and plan. At some point, you have to take action, even if you’re not quite sure where you’re headed. I have spent 2 years now dreaming about converting my non-fiction manuscript into a book but I don't know where I'm going wrong because its just not happening. The Editor assigned to me by a literary agent is giving up on me now, I just can't find the perfect balance in the storyline and realism it leads upto. One thing I do know about myself is that when I don’t have new challenges, I tend to get bored. When that happens, I just sort of go on autopilot. I go through the motions, where the excitement dissipates quickly. For me, it is like trekking the same forest over and over again. Even though you see new things each time you go, eventually it just gets old. Step one for me will be taking some random online classes to check out thin…

dreamy dilemma

Watched and Reviewed some movies on Rottom this past week, I guess it could be a new frontier, if i continue it. To add even more focus and less distractions I tried to cut unhealthy beverages this week fully So that’s one more easy way to shape your environment and thus shape your habits, Half of 2019 has gone by, there was literally nothing to do except read,write or for a change go outside. It was awesome. I am writing again out of sheer boredom, I am also changing the path aka trying conventional things for once in my life, and I think its fine if you’re actually getting something done. Just writing out these words counts as doing something in my future book. And since I got this buzz on, I’m having a fun time while I do it. The thing about alcohol, is that is takes us to this place of unlimited possibilities. I mean when you're on alcohol everything sounds like a good idea. It’s wonderful but completely irrational and you don’t realize that until the next day. For a brief mo…

Comfy

The Last Post was pretty disturbing right!? I woke up today and felt why did i post that, last night when i wrote it, I poured my heart out into that post because that's how I really feel about being dark skinned well, its another day, another story to tell let the chips fall wherever they may.

I'm being way too comfy with my life these days I should probably work more instead of finding different kind of excuses not to work everyday. Finding the perfect motivation is so hard because when you will find it maybe at that time your life would've moved on, but like the last post this is called LOSING THE HOPE and setting myself free I have a mini-micro-nano online Business, I have fun, I have friends and I am happy.

I am out here learning from every encounter and journey i had been a part of. This is what education and self improvement means to me questioning everything, being vulnerable,unnerving, uncertain and human.

One more thing Please do not judge me on the basis of my …

Realist

I want to live on the other side, I want to live on the edge, man. Looks like fun, Everything is so happy and seriously, talking I don't how long I am going to feel this way, its great! So, for a very longtime I had a crush on this girl and yesterday I went to her and straight up said, HEY ! whats up... she was so surprised because i have never ever talked to her at work, I'm always very quiet. She thought it was funny we had a conversation it went very smoothly, obviously nothing happened but i really do think that she might be wondering what has happened to me. I mean its crazy, even i didn't know what happened to me yesterday. I daydream a lot. Like all the time. because of that I lose attention talking to other people. but I'm a realist I always confess everything here on this journal, and I also think that girl, whom i talked to do not read this at all. Why I'm being so fidgety here I'm never like this. Lost in Thoughts.

I'm so done with this College …

FREE

It took me long enough to come to the realization that if your life is so cool you're fly or your websites and content are popping over internet. No one freaking cares people have so much interesting things to worry about. People always point out your weaknesses they comment over your dark skin. Seriously, talking i'm fed up with the dark skin slurs people pass everyday i mean really don't you have anything better to do with your time come on get over it there is a life over it.

Last week when i was off from desk work due to personal reasons my very own editor rejected 17 proposal drafts sent by me so, About work the thing which bothers me the most right now is that i am not critical of my ideas. I need to change something with myself, write constantly create exclusive content which i was doing in the past and actually the work i did in the past is also paying me well so, i guess i just have to be genuine once again.

I am rocking in the FREE world, Literally.

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Procrastination

hey people,

its safe to say that i've successfully ventured past my life of procrastinating things even though i'm posting this here after a whole month of my absence now i'm actually looking forward to keep my web ventures alive and focusing on my life more as a playwright, the way it should've all been in the month of August. Yeah, obviously i'm late, as i said "I'm a Serious Procrastinator" last month i even thought of to put a final farewell ramble here but dropped the idea because i was too lazy to even write that, I keep saying I’m writing a book and i am serious about it I’ve written a lot of chapters here and there but for some reason they do not tend to make any sense, there is still a lot of hardwork left to do on that .

In other news, the little notes in my diary always keep nagging me to add some discipline to my work. For which i've had some serious conversations with my editor but she said "you wanted to be free, you're fre…

13 Reasons Why 2

Almost 15 hours of Intensifying binge viewing in the last 2 days... can I call myself an Idiot ??? yeah, sure i will call myself an Idiot but what to do when Fiction which features real life issues is my calling. I finished '13 Reasons Why' Season 2 last night and after that my mind was so tired so i slept and today went on to live my day. There is something to the show and in general that i wanted to write about so, here i am.

Firstly, this is IMPORTANT: Please never hesitate to come to me for advice, love and acceptance. I hope to be your friend and a source of comfortability in your life just like everything we're all here together and let's be honest sh*t gets hard and we all get lonely at some point. Just don't be afraid to confront that side because I, your Friends and your Family will be here by your side. Once that hard point of your life is over imagine how Happy you would be.

Now coming on to the show Season two takes a look at that bigger picture. Where…

Hot Day !

"Life isn’t about someday or yesterday. It isn’t about what could have been or what may someday be. It’s about today, right now, this very moment. It’s about falling in love with the world around us every day." - Nope, the lines written in the inverted commas aren't true by the way today was a very hot day and i had to do some very important work on a project outside my man cave, by this i mean i love to do the work but i can't take those hot air slaps and the level of humiliation this warmth season is giving me. Other reason i don't like working outside in the summer is that i am SUPER SWEATY.

My body produce so much sweat that i could fill a bucket of it everyday, oh yeah... it is that disgusting and all of this happens even if i'm standing in the shed of a tree or something else. It was a very disturbing day for sure and i don't like to blame consequences but today it was 1000 %  this hot day's fault.

Reflection is a Wonderful Friend and Let's…

Moreover

beer and fizzy sodas and gatorade and water and coffee and green tea and brown bread and cookies and chips and popcorns and baked biscuits and orange juice and smoothies and oatmeal and pistachios and cashews and almonds and apricot and hazelnut and yogurt and bananas and apples and carrots and kale and broccoli and butter and fries and toast and cheese and pasta and cereal and chocolates and weed and adderall and xanax and aspirins and pain killers and becosules and cellulose and bourbon cookies and daily dairy and supplements and protein powder and shake mix and vitamins and minerals and nutrients and energy and calories and fat and cholestrol and blood and pressure and force and momentum and power and work done and confidence and lifestyle and fun and money and writing and phonography and loving and self care and sex and pleasure and personality and happiness and sadness and anxiety and depression and confusion and drama and crying and sleeping and waking up and walking and readin…

Lucid Life

Highlight: A major "party plan" got canceled today. 

On a Positive Note:

Another day another story to tell life is running its course let the chips fall wherever they may. I am enjoying this ride and these days i am living the life to the fullest i've never been happier like this really all the good things are happening to me. For the first time it feels like everything is sorted out. The key to keep writing is to keep living i don't care anymore about the people who hate me for no valid reason i am doing my thing. I am happy and i am loving every bit of work i am doing plus getting excited about the future with no worries at all. It feels great that my mad past is over and glad that happiness is all around me. Last Year i did an experiment with my future and it turned out to be right i am hyped over everything haha!.!.! at last living that LUCID LIFE... I have finally learned that if you strategize something right than it will happen at the right time. You just need…

BETTER

"Hello ! You're Awesome great to see people in our generation still enjoying writing, reading and compiling words. Keep it up. man !!!" these were the golden words from a stranger's mouth when we had a conversation around 2 months back at an event for some Content Company. Conversations like this helps you get "BETTER" in your work and most importantly you feel "BETTER" from the inside. As most of the people just criticize people so much and they pass hatred to other people all the time... huge shout out to that stranger for helping me getting Better... from today let's appreciate everyone on all the good things they do. here's to being BETTER from now on.

I like getting BETTER

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Prateek Gupta

12:59 AM

Delhi, India


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Flow

"Flow" is the most magical word  in my opinion, I mean you can use flow with almost every kind of activity, work, errand and topic. Like Music. Forever and always. Flow gives a self-identity to the work you're doing. If i talk about myself I Focus on everything, my day consists of many moods and activities(laziness included) and i do everything with the FLOW, sometimes i get Outraged about specific things like doing an application mathematics numerical or arranging my cupboard which is full of nerdy stuff and textbooks. yet, you shouldn't forget doing something without the FLOW. Get Lost In The Oblivion !.!.!.!

“The lower you fall, the higher you'll fly.”

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Prateek Gupta

1:09 AM

Delhi, India.



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Sense

Oh... hello ! just found out that i abandoned this journal again but right now there is this weird urge to write about Entertainment Industry scenario in India(mainly Bollywood) few months back a bollywood movie of Ranbir Kapoor released namely "JAGGA JASOOS" i didn't really bother seeing that movie back then but today i saw it...(Ranbir fans i am about to hurt you right now) WORSE movie ever i mean come on ! DISNEY is putting their money on the line to produce this nonsense simply that storyline sucked, I know some super talented people who would kill to get that opportunity to work with the leading producers in... DISNEY banner is the boss of World Media if you get associated with disney then no one can question your talent !!! the movie could've been so much better if they tooked this to a more comical way... and one more thing casting directors should stop going for big names when it comes to cast artists in lead roles because their(Ranbir) work is s**t. If Boll…

1. 2. 3. Highlight

Some things just makes me so calm like Game of Thrones Season 7 premiered today and almost everyone in my circle was watching it and talking about it Ed Sheeran was in it and blah blah blah blah ..... but i was griding like everyday writing some stuff down. Improvising a sketch script and working on a little manuscript. The Content Grind makes me so happy because most of the time I am a lazy person who eats and drinks fizzy beverages. At this point i want to keep my plans Wonderful and just being a normal person sticking on to his PLAN.!.!.!.!.! LIGHTS CAMERA ACTION --- live your life .....

Highlight of My Life: Internet .

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Prateek Gupta

1:36 am

Delhi, India

Even

HOYEHH...  everybody how are you guys doing ??? i admit last post was kind a depressing one but you know what that post gave me a push to work even harder and because of that today turned out to be a good productive day i finally did some of my pending writing gigs ahoy it was a good day....  i feel great in other ways i did some polarized type of work but it is good that i did something today.... i am grateful that my needs are fulfilled by time to time... atlast you're always on your own !.!.!.!

Making My Life Better with One Short Post At a Time....

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Prateek Gupta

10:43 PM

Delhi, India


Twitter: https://twitter.com/PrattG63

Ways

Life is so amazingly better these days everything i am doing is opening new ways for me i am glad that i started writing and it made me so much confident and knowledgeable. 21 Months back i didn't had any passions i wasn't sure what to do with myself that was one of the loneliest and negative period of time for me but thanks to inspirational and entertaining podcasts who were there to support me during that time my motivation came from those podcasts and Now Today Work is Beautiful i kind of have an online business i have friends i have important things to do..... this is life !.!.!.!.!
Enjoy Your Struggle While You're in it Because One Day You will Miss It So Much....
making world a special place with one short post at a time... :)
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Prateek Gupta
11:58 PM
Delhi, India

Mess

Don't take yourself too seriously it will ruin the project you're working on and it kind of did yesterday one of the collaborator don't want to work with us anymore and that is a huge low blow to the inaugration of the network seriously f**k off !!! it was my idea i did all the hardwork and i am not gonna ruin my 2 years of hardwork because of that d bag... it will come without him i was being patient with the situation that aroused during the work/i was thinking about the long term but that was a real buster... anyway i am being real and doing my best !~!~!~!
"Read Write Code Money Repeat" 
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Prateek Gupta
6:03 PM
Delhi, India.