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“The first draft of anything is shit.” - Ernest Hemingway To me, the reason I have trouble sitting down and writing is because I have nothing to write about. I'm forcing myself, i should just live life and write when I want to. When it comes naturally. I'm just a human being. Fucking true facts right here. the daily sequence of events is spot on. Endless circles of “but this first…” Depression is just this phase everyone goes through in life, either short or long, severe or mild, and can be a result of many different things, circumstances, brain chemistry, nature, nurture, negative thoughts, diet, drug abuse, etc. and can usually be treated with clean living (exercise, diet, sleep) and cognitive behavioral therapy (fancy term for attitude adjustment) and/or medications, as well as a healthy balance of work (that you’re preferably proud of and at least don’t hate), family, and friends. Wow I should write a textbook or something. That is if I did write regularly. What’s it be

Aham Brahmasmi!

Thriller TV Shows and Movies will always have my time vested in them. The Season 2 of "Sacred Games"  released on Independence Day and wow, I'm really impressed with the storyline, The Hard Work of the artists is showing. Exemplary performances by the Actors, Directors and most importantly the Writers, based upon the original characters created by Vikram Chandra for his book of same name "Sacred Games". For The Ultimate Sunday Binge Watch it is very well worth it. Dense, dark, brutal, edgy and sense of realism is mind-boggling. I can say that Season 2 is much much better than Season 1, it shows that the art of film making isn't dead in India. As for the people who're avoiding it because of abusive language and nudity, I respect your decision but I have to say that the context of the show can go beyond your mind, complexity of script and small open secrets hiding nowhere but in front of your eyes might interest you in reconsidering it to watch. You bas

the magic

Every journey starts with that first step, even knowing that there may be several course corrections along the way. It’s not enough to dream and plan. At some point, you have to take action, even if you’re not quite sure where you’re headed. I have spent 2 years now dreaming about converting my non-fiction manuscript into a book but I don't know where I'm going wrong because its just not happening. The Editor assigned to me by a literary agent is giving up on me now, I just can't find the perfect balance in the storyline and realism it leads upto. One thing I do know about myself is that when I don’t have new challenges, I tend to get bored. When that happens, I just sort of go on autopilot. I go through the motions, where the excitement dissipates quickly. For me, it is like trekking the same forest over and over again. Even though you see new things each time you go, eventually it just gets old. Step one for me will be taking some random online classes to check out thing

dreamy dilemma

Watched and Reviewed some movies on Rottom this past week, I guess it could be a new frontier, if i continue it. To add even more focus and less distractions I tried to cut unhealthy beverages this week fully So that’s one more easy way to shape your environment and thus shape your habits, Half of 2019 has gone by, there was literally nothing to do except read,write or for a change go outside. It was awesome. I am writing again out of sheer boredom, I am also changing the path aka trying conventional things for once in my life, and I think its fine if you’re actually getting something done. Just writing out these words counts as doing something in my future book. And since I got this buzz on, I’m having a fun time while I do it. The thing about alcohol, is that is takes us to this place of unlimited possibilities. I mean when you're on alcohol everything sounds like a good idea. It’s wonderful but completely irrational and you don’t realize that until the next day. For a brief mom

Comfy

The Last Post was pretty disturbing right!? I woke up today and felt why did i post that, last night when i wrote it, I poured my heart out into that post because that's how I really feel about being dark skinned well, its another day, another story to tell let the chips fall wherever they may. I'm being way too comfy with my life these days I should probably work more instead of finding different kind of excuses not to work everyday. Finding the perfect motivation is so hard because when you will find it maybe at that time your life would've moved on, but like the last post this is called LOSING THE HOPE and setting myself free I have a mini-micro-nano online Business, I have fun, I have friends and I am happy. I am out here learning from every encounter and journey i had been a part of. This is what education and self improvement means to me questioning everything, being vulnerable,unnerving, uncertain and human. One more thing Please do not judge me on the basis o

Realist

I want to live on the other side, I want to live on the edge, man. Looks like fun, Everything is so happy and seriously, talking I don't how long I am going to feel this way, its great! So, for a very longtime I had a crush on this girl and yesterday I went to her and straight up said, HEY ! whats up... she was so surprised because i have never ever talked to her at work, I'm always very quiet. She thought it was funny we had a conversation it went very smoothly, obviously nothing happened but i really do think that she might be wondering what has happened to me. I mean its crazy, even i didn't know what happened to me yesterday. I daydream a lot. Like all the time. because of that I lose attention talking to other people. but I'm a realist I always confess everything here on this journal, and I also think that girl, whom i talked to do not read this at all. Why I'm being so fidgety here I'm never like this. Lost in Thoughts. I'm so done with this College

blog

About these writing softwares i tried a few of them today to improve my writing like take Grammarly for a second here They’ve already found “3 writing issues”. Good thing that was free and now I’m done with it, forever, I'm like who the hell are you to tell me that you've found 3 mistake in my writing come on .!! i haven't listened to my editor in almost one and a half year about that, also someone dm'ed me that why i use "Like"so much in my journal. First of all, why're you even judging a journal ??? I'll do whatever i want you brat !' do not read, I don't give a damn about anything. There we go, back on my liberating, crap of the world blog. "Blog". Couldn’t they think of any other word to use for words on the internet? I have done some serious blogging in year 2016, 2017 and 2018 at once i was handling approximately 43 independent article websites and i do not even have a count of words and companies i have written for. In 2019 yo

FREE

It took me long enough to come to the realization that if your life is so cool you're fly or your websites and content are popping over internet. No one freaking cares people have so much interesting things to worry about. People always point out your weaknesses they comment over your dark skin. Seriously, talking i'm fed up with the dark skin slurs people pass everyday i mean really don't you have anything better to do with your time come on get over it there is a life over it. Last week when i was off from desk work due to personal reasons my very own editor rejected 17 proposal drafts sent by me so, About work the thing which bothers me the most right now is that i am not critical of my ideas. I need to change something with myself, write constantly create exclusive content which i was doing in the past and actually the work i did in the past is also paying me well so, i guess i just have to be genuine once again. I am rocking in the FREE world, Literally. Thanks

money

Yesterday, I read this article in the Fortune magazine titled "The World's most Admired Companies" it was a whole illustrated report to analyzing which Companies are really the World's Corporate Role Models with Apple Inc and Amazon LLC. toping the charts beating some of the greats in the game such as Berkshire Hathaway, Walt Disney, Starbucks and most importantly us the 'millenials' favorite clan right now Netflix reading that i was totally shocked to realize that it wasn't about how much capitals these companies were creating, it was actually about the morals and goals these companies are oriented towards because combining the capitals of Berkshire Hathaway, Netflix and Starbucks cannot even touch the capital made by the raging bull of everything Amazon. The list also consisted of the All Stars list suggesting Staying on Top isn't that easy as it seems with Google parent company Alphabet falling down in the rankings to record low of 7. so, coming

Key

Bad Dreams i don't know how to get them out of my head, my 15 year old self didn't wanted me to be a Writer, he must've thought it would be a hard life pay is not going to be good and you can't always come up with good stuff but now at the age of 21 I think I'm ballin even though i have less fortune but still it opened a great variety of branches for me and everybody knows that every career is hard in one form or other and if you find that one thing which you Love it than you just Love It. Getting into  what i love about writing  so much ??? is simple first and foremost i get to be free, i get to see people and change their character to anything i want. I wake up every morning with this same motto: Another day another story to tell life is running its course let the chips fall wherever they may. Writing taught me that life is a movie only time will tell what is going to happen next don't live in the past be here now don't worry about the future just get exc

vital times

this is a post for my friends and acquaintances from miles around, i know its been a long time since i've put a short post out, but i swear it won't be long now till the weird kid reappears, in the fall of 2018 you would see my words, yeah it's alright now, this dream of mine came true, i hope the sad posts i write means some more to you, yeah it's alright now, the time is here at last, i know it's long since overdue but, PG is back ! I'd rather pick flowers instead of fights - Adam Young Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:42 PM Delhi, India

of june

I'm typing this at the most random of moments of sit down and write something. I know myself, I have always been a procrastinator but this month of June is really good in terms of everything content, its fun and with a few adventure activities plus traveling makes it even more interesting. Last week i learned that when i focus on anything specific it really doesn't turn out good. Anyway one thing is really getting great this month we're almost finished in setting up our studio for both video and audio purposes and the good news is this that it will be free for everyone who needs a place to record something or finish up their final product. update: Next Month i will be on a lengthy break to focus on something else in other words live my life !.!.! More On That Later. Music Forever and Always. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:08 AM Delhi, India. Follow my blog with Bloglovin

Unfortunately

Dear Shipping Company, Do you even know ??? how hard it is to write something... All the thinking and planning and rewriting of everything you wrote for somebody important to read. All the nights and days spent thinking about the right words to put in and thinking about how to say them because the story you want to tell means so much to you. when you know that your next month expenses depends upon that work but your company can't do just one job which is to deliver on time, even though your customer has paid for everything you asked for and came by himself to drop the courier to your office 12 days before the date of delivery but you don't care about any of that other than yourself and now, he has lost that one gig because of you. Yes, you failed him to put in the script for the project in time, thanks for assisting me with the issue while you were just jumbling me at your consumer care service. Hope You Guys will do better next time. (not gonna put any names, you know who y

Delirious - The Poem

Oh ! hey everyone i compiled something... *----------------------^63^--------------------------------* Just a second, i'm gonna laugh because i'm delirious , I need to put my effort into something serious, and i need another break from all this ghost writing please, Stay fresh Stay the best and Stay quality. Quit all these thoughts, that are really bugging me, Meditate my way to the seniority, Quit the xanax and other anti-depressants for real fam, Bonnie wright will probably be single then, Me at a party and we be friends, Life is short and i'm not getting younger, I wanna get rich like JP and Corden, 80 k a month , sounds pretty golden, May be get a wife and kids for extra motive, I will publish the book, please don't rush me, I need to practice a little more, just trust me, Are you mad ??? that i'm good with words, Then I'm so sorry because you're second and I'm first. !.!.! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:29 AM

Hot Day !

"Life isn’t about someday or yesterday. It isn’t about what could have been or what may someday be. It’s about today, right now, this very moment. It’s about falling in love with the world around us every day." - Nope, the lines written in the inverted commas aren't true by the way today was a very hot day and i had to do some very important work on a project outside my man cave, by this i mean i love to do the work but i can't take those hot air slaps and the level of humiliation this warmth season is giving me. Other reason i don't like working outside in the summer is that i am SUPER SWEATY. My body produce so much sweat that i could fill a bucket of it everyday, oh yeah... it is that disgusting and all of this happens even if i'm standing in the shed of a tree or something else. It was a very disturbing day for sure and i don't like to blame consequences but today it was 1000 %  this hot day's fault. Reflection is a Wonderful Friend and Let

Moreover

beer and fizzy sodas and gatorade and water and coffee and green tea and brown bread and cookies and chips and popcorns and baked biscuits and orange juice and smoothies and oatmeal and pistachios and cashews and almonds and apricot and hazelnut and yogurt and bananas and apples and carrots and kale and broccoli and butter and fries and toast and cheese and pasta and cereal and chocolates and weed and adderall and xanax and aspirins and pain killers and becosules and cellulose and bourbon cookies and daily dairy and supplements and protein powder and shake mix and vitamins and minerals and nutrients and energy and calories and fat and cholestrol and blood and pressure and force and momentum and power and work done and confidence and lifestyle and fun and money and writing and phonography and loving and self care and sex and pleasure and personality and happiness and sadness and anxiety and depression and confusion and drama and crying and sleeping and waking up and walking and reading

Lucid Life

Highlight: A major "party plan" got canceled today.  On a Positive Note: Another day another story to tell life is running its course let the chips fall wherever they may. I am enjoying this ride and these days i am living the life to the fullest i've never been happier like this really all the good things are happening to me. For the first time it feels like everything is sorted out. The key to keep writing is to keep living i don't care anymore about the people who hate me for no valid reason i am doing my thing. I am happy and i am loving every bit of work i am doing plus getting excited about the future with no worries at all. It feels great that my mad past is over and glad that happiness is all around me. Last Year i did an experiment with my future and it turned out to be right i am hyped over everything haha!.!.! at last living that LUCID LIFE... I have finally learned that if you strategize something right than it will happen at the right time. You just

Bonfire Pottermore

I binge watched the whole Harry Potter series today, Saturdays are for the boys and when i woke up in the morning it was me, my laptop and a set of very interesting 8 parts special edition blu-ray quality movie collection of "The Boy Who Lived" Harry Potter, some of you may think what kind of a person am i ??? then i have only one answer for all of you "Judge Me! All You Want but I Don't Mind" because my theory on a addiction of this type is, When you get invested in something so much, you can't help it. It's all natural if its make you happy than it is perfectly fine and please do not took this the wrong way because obviously there are always more important things to do, i was only binge watching the whole movie series because i didn't had much work to do till the evening came where i had to go to my work temple to celebrate "Lohri" festival with them. BONFIRE NIGHTS !.!.! It does not do to dwell on our dreams and forget to live. Th

BETTER

"Hello ! You're Awesome great to see people in our generation still enjoying writing, reading and compiling words. Keep it up. man !!!" these were the golden words from a stranger's mouth when we had a conversation around 2 months back at an event for some Content Company. Conversations like this helps you get "BETTER" in your work and most importantly you feel "BETTER" from the inside. As most of the people just criticize people so much and they pass hatred to other people all the time... huge shout out to that stranger for helping me getting Better... from today let's appreciate everyone on all the good things they do. here's to being BETTER from now on. I like getting BETTER Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:59 AM Delhi, India --------------------- BETTER

Flow

"Flow" is the most magical word  in my opinion, I mean you can use flow with almost every kind of activity, work, errand and topic. Like Music. Forever and always. Flow gives a self-identity to the work you're doing. If i talk about myself I Focus on everything, my day consists of many moods and activities(laziness included) and i do everything with the FLOW, sometimes i get Outraged about specific things like doing an application mathematics numerical or arranging my cupboard which is full of nerdy stuff and textbooks. yet, you shouldn't forget doing something without the FLOW. Get Lost In The Oblivion !.!.!.! “The lower you fall, the higher you'll fly.” Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 1:09 AM Delhi, India. --------