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dreamy dilemma

Watched and Reviewed some movies on Rottom this past week, I guess it could be a new frontier, if i continue it. To add even more focus and less distractions I tried to cut unhealthy beverages this week fully So that’s one more easy way to shape your environment and thus shape your habits, Half of 2019 has gone by, there was literally nothing to do except read,write or for a change go outside. It was awesome. I am writing again out of sheer boredom, I am also changing the path aka trying conventional things for once in my life, and I think its fine if you’re actually getting something done. Just writing out these words counts as doing something in my future book. And since I got this buzz on, I’m having a fun time while I do it. The thing about alcohol, is that is takes us to this place of unlimited possibilities. I mean when you're on alcohol everything sounds like a good idea. It’s wonderful but completely irrational and you don’t realize that until the next day. For a brief mo…

blog

About these writing softwares i tried a few of them today to improve my writing like take Grammarly for a second here They’ve already found “3 writing issues”. Good thing that was free and now I’m done with it, forever, I'm like who the hell are you to tell me that you've found 3 mistake in my writing come on .!! i haven't listened to my editor in almost one and a half year about that, also someone dm'ed me that why i use "Like"so much in my journal. First of all, why're you even judging a journal ??? I'll do whatever i want you brat !' do not read, I don't give a damn about anything. There we go, back on my liberating, crap of the world blog. "Blog". Couldn’t they think of any other word to use for words on the internet? I have done some serious blogging in year 2016, 2017 and 2018 at once i was handling approximately 43 independent article websites and i do not even have a count of words and companies i have written for. In 2019 y…

Writing Down The Habits

Goals are byproducts of habits. Don’t write down goals. Write down habits.

“Write it down, make it happen.”

* Not drinking alcohol at all.
* Not smoking weed at all.
* Cutting OCD medication everyday to more smaller quantities.
* Not consuming bread, junkfood, fizzy beverages and any kind of non vegetarian diet at all.
* Consistently attending the classes and their respective practical sessions.
* Consistently Writing Night Pages and Morning Pages Everyday.
* Reading for at least One and a half hour every day.
* Exercising for at least half hour every day.
* Coordinating with the Team Everyday for the work.

As a result of the mental clarity achieved with the first 3 habits, I’ll have more energy and drive to ‘just keep working and preparing for other important stuff As the reading and writing goes I’ll have more ideas to execute. In other news Children knows nothing about what goes in the world, I mean just like me ! jk.

I saw it the most hyped movie ever after the "Infinity War…

Key

Bad Dreams i don't know how to get them out of my head, my 15 year old self didn't wanted me to be a Writer, he must've thought it would be a hard life pay is not going to be good and you can't always come up with good stuff but now at the age of 21 I think I'm ballin even though i have less fortune but still it opened a great variety of branches for me and everybody knows that every career is hard in one form or other and if you find that one thing which you Love it than you just Love It. Getting into  what i love about writing  so much ??? is simple first and foremost i get to be free, i get to see people and change their character to anything i want. I wake up every morning with this same motto: Another day another story to tell life is running its course let the chips fall wherever they may. Writing taught me that life is a movie only time will tell what is going to happen next don't live in the past be here now don't worry about the future just get ex…

Cathartic

The hardest part of being a writer is still the first read allowing yourself to be that vulnerable. well that was some way to start this post anyway someone asked me "Do you have Low Self-Esteem ?" and i was not even shocked because i took no time in replying by saying "NO !" to that person, I know that i have a resting depressed face but saying that i have Low Self Esteem is just the next level of Judging people especially when you don't even know me that well !.!.! We all feel nervous or afraid to do things at times but i'm pretty sure the decisions i have made have done a lot of good things for me. Achieving your goals always help to increase your self-esteem. I have always encouraged criticism about me and my opinions but saying the mean things like these causes so much low-confidence Seriously please don't say that to anyone. Negative things can bring people down so much. The only way to cope with these types of situations is by avoiding things an…

vital times

this is a post for my friends
and acquaintances from miles around,
i know its been a long time since
i've put a short post out,

but i swear it won't be
long now till the
weird kid reappears,
in the fall of 2018
you would see my words,

yeah it's alright now,
this dream of mine came true,
i hope the sad posts i write means
some more to you,

yeah it's alright now,
the time is here at last,
i know it's long since overdue but,
PG is back !


I'd rather pick flowers instead of fights - Adam Young

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Prateek Gupta

11:42 PM

Delhi, India

unflattering description

Words play an active role in everyone lives, well surely it does have a lot of importance in my life last week, i got reviewed by my editor and it was terrible. There is still a lot of work needed to be done, my editor; she is really good at what she does and always tells me if i'm going wrong that is actually what i admire the most about her. She wrote a one-liner about my unpublished manuscript stating "Writer is presenting an unflattering description !" and after i got the e-mail i saw UNFLATTERING DESCRIPTION was written in bold and my spirits went down. but, that is the thing you get down and some things come to cheer you up. The bad is the enemy of the best, I have a good life i got better since last year i remember when I was sad. I really don't like talking about being sad. I think the term "depression" is overused, If it’s circumstantial, then you’re just sad. And there’s so much more stigma about being sad than being depressed. obviously I didn&#…

Avoiding

There are some things and phases in life which you want to avoid and ignore as much as possible but because of that you think about those specific things too much and that hits you. After August 16th of this month my habit of procrastinating came to an end and i finally finished my manuscript and the web series which i was writing for well actually assisting someone in writing but its all good i'll get the credits the money never really mattered to me anyway.

Coming to Avoiding the things during the Last Weekend a psychiatrist diagnosed me with Minor Effects of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder(OCD) so, now i am a 'Little Bit of OCD'. I'll be honest i was avoiding the symptoms of it for a longtime whether it was during the convos with some people or getting into the little details of not so important things. I was out for some phonography today and i didn't know why i felt so unnatural and forced while i was taking pictures nothing turned out good enough to post on In…

Unfortunately

Dear Shipping Company,

Do you even know ??? how hard it is to write something... All the thinking and planning and rewriting of everything you wrote for somebody important to read. All the nights and days spent thinking about the right words to put in and thinking about how to say them because the story you want to tell means so much to you. when you know that your next month expenses depends upon that work but your company can't do just one job which is to deliver on time, even though your customer has paid for everything you asked for and came by himself to drop the courier to your office 12 days before the date of delivery but you don't care about any of that other than yourself and now, he has lost that one gig because of you. Yes, you failed him to put in the script for the project in time, thanks for assisting me with the issue while you were just jumbling me at your consumer care service. Hope You Guys will do better next time. (not gonna put any names, you know who yo…

Delirious - The Poem

Oh ! hey everyone i compiled something...

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Just a second, i'm gonna laugh because i'm delirious ,
I need to put my effort into something serious,
and i need another break from all this ghost writing please,
Stay fresh Stay the best and Stay quality.

Quit all these thoughts, that are really bugging me,
Meditate my way to the seniority,
Quit the xanax and other anti-depressants for real fam,
Bonnie wright will probably be single then,
Me at a party and we be friends,

Life is short and i'm not getting younger,
I wanna get rich like JP and Corden,
80 k a month , sounds pretty golden,
May be get a wife and kids for extra motive,

I will publish the book, please don't rush me,
I need to practice a little more, just trust me,
Are you mad ??? that i'm good with words,
Then I'm so sorry because you're second and I'm first.

!.!.!


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Prateek Gupta

12:29 AM

Green Park, Delhi, India

career

After lucking out on Internet, somewhere down the road you get all this pressure to better yourself and take your 'career' to the next level. So, a little question arises here... What's next ??? like in an increasing point of view everyone expects you to grow like crazy but it isn't as easy as they think it is. Inspiration for anything comes out after a lot of thinking and commercial writing these days is just all about clickbaiting and adding a nice thumbnail to your work. I am worried about the future of some prospects in the writing world but i will not follow this trending easy way of making good bucks through writing. I am gonna do things which will come naturally to me because the things that i could do the rest of my life without any dread are Writing, Journaling, Directing and Non-Fiction.
Work is fantastic
There is no honor in easy. There is no happiness in comfort
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Prateek Gupta
11:23 PM
Delhi, India

Lucid Life

Highlight: A major "party plan" got canceled today. 

On a Positive Note:

Another day another story to tell life is running its course let the chips fall wherever they may. I am enjoying this ride and these days i am living the life to the fullest i've never been happier like this really all the good things are happening to me. For the first time it feels like everything is sorted out. The key to keep writing is to keep living i don't care anymore about the people who hate me for no valid reason i am doing my thing. I am happy and i am loving every bit of work i am doing plus getting excited about the future with no worries at all. It feels great that my mad past is over and glad that happiness is all around me. Last Year i did an experiment with my future and it turned out to be right i am hyped over everything haha!.!.! at last living that LUCID LIFE... I have finally learned that if you strategize something right than it will happen at the right time. You just need…

MUSIC

Hey! Everyone....

"MUSIC" - what kind of music or who is your favorite band that you guys listen to ??? (Comment down below). I Love music and I want to thank music for always clearing my mind when it was needed to be cleared the most... I am a big Professional Wrestling buff and i love Entrance themes/Pay Per View songs because they're always so catchy... My Favorite wrestling theme will be Jay "Christian" Reso theme song "JUST CLOSE YOUR EYES" the lyrics of this track is MAJESTIC and kind of relate to every phase of your life experience.... other than wrestling themes i like OWL CITY's stuff so much and also EDM is an integral part of my daily MUSIC playlist with the beats and tracks of Independent Artists and Popular Names such as Lindsey Stirling, Dave Days, Zara Larrson, Story of the Year and more....One great thing about MUSIC is that when it hits you, you feel no pain. Tonight I didn't had anything to write about so, i just tried to Go…

Relate

"I know i just wanted to make some money but now its much more than that" me looking in my past and thinking was this really me ??? Being philosophical about this situation my mind wasn't expanding itself as it should have suppose to be.... I was caught in petty small things with myself. Someone responded to me on twitter last night he said "I can relate to every word in every post of yours.. good work mate !" I said "thank you so much for reading" and Seriously, Thank you to each and everyone of you... who come here everyday and support me !.!.! Ending this on a Polarizing note....
Accept The Discomfort.
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Prateek Gupta
12:17 AM
Delhi, India

Build Up

My documentary skills need some serious build up Epiphany: its not about how good your idea stands it is about how you're presenting the idea among your Audience.The Last Content Documentary i worked on didn't even cleared the beginning stages of documentary making One of the collaborator pointed out the big mistakes I did. He said its Unfocused and I am rushing things too fast.... I kinda agree with him it was really bad but we will work it out and maybe soon it will be out.!.!.!.! Someone DM'ed me saying Dude... You're an Observant.... i laughed and replied "Observant" nope i am not but thanks for the feedback... Observing the Situation i want that feeling.... i am not bitter!.!.!

Anyway Keep Up The Good Work Everyone.

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Prateek Gupta

12:52 am

Delhi, India.

Opposite

I've been in a great company lately trust me everything feels nice and structured when i speculate the few past days many of my projects are in works and i am not even that busy because everything is sorted out and I am grateful to have great team mates seriously thank you guys.I am gonna keep my journaling going aha... my depressed life...!! alas! getting my normal work routine going READ WALK WRITE FOOD MONEY.... I am over that Semi-Interested Girl..... well maybe  !!!! Tomorrow I am gonna wake up and will have a totally opposite Opinion.!!!! I won't lie but i am Sensitive!.!.!.!
be insecure in peace it will help you a lot.
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Prateek Gupta
1:10 am
Delhi, India

Realest

The power of your thoughts takes no time to turn against and because of this it can be extremely weird sometimes speculating our past life. Cure to control your power of thoughts is consuming Good LITERATURE. Many of us used to hate Literature in our school time but as they say there is always a phase for everything Literature and Fiction came back in my life and changed it for good.
umm.... ( i don't have much to write about)
Someone Commented on Medium that i should go to a psychiatrist my post are heavily focused on Social Anxiety and Depression may be he is right but i don't think so because thats how i am since day one. I know all of this doesn't makes any sense..... !.!.!.!.! But this is the most realest thing i do.... being awkward and weird !!!
Compiling Words Just For Fun !
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Prateek Gupta
1:19 am
Delhi, India

Obesified

Another day passed i am right back to latency oh my god it is perplexing another one of those days where i asked myself what's up ??? how's it going.... my inner self answered i don't know i wanted to go out so badly today but i couldn't maybe because i am the most laziest person on earth... i always think why my hardworking days never repeat themselves in February of 2017 i was talking about how i am always on grind till my gig is perfect... well that spirit is long gone i need to find it back !.!.! my lifestyle includes heavy junk food and veggies with lots of fizzy beverages & still at this point i think that i will hit the GYM someday and will work on my obesified(new word) body.
Thats About it... READ WALK WRITE CODE FOOD MONEY !!!!
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Prateek Gupta
12:27 am
Delhi, India

Fidget Life

Easiest way to not feel guilty about your bad habits is to just work and find something attractive in working and always be humble to people around you i found happiness in working so i do all this just for fun there is this famous saying  "You Only Live Once" so in my personal opinion everyone should try his/her best to do it all. Story Time: yesterday i was on this continuous train of thought that circulated in my mind while i stare at my laptop i was thinking of new ideas for my upcoming projects but couldn't really execute anyone of them because of continuous stressful thoughts then i took a break and went on to play with the Fidget Spinner i bought the other day trust me ! it really is a stress buster it helped me with the continuous anxiety i was getting from working late nights and long days i recommend Fidget Spinner to every person of any age group it is a stress buster and fun to play with at the same time !.!.!.! LONG LIVE THE FIDGET SPINNERS !!!

#TheFidgetLi…

Ways

Life is so amazingly better these days everything i am doing is opening new ways for me i am glad that i started writing and it made me so much confident and knowledgeable. 21 Months back i didn't had any passions i wasn't sure what to do with myself that was one of the loneliest and negative period of time for me but thanks to inspirational and entertaining podcasts who were there to support me during that time my motivation came from those podcasts and Now Today Work is Beautiful i kind of have an online business i have friends i have important things to do..... this is life !.!.!.!.!
Enjoy Your Struggle While You're in it Because One Day You will Miss It So Much....
making world a special place with one short post at a time... :)
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Prateek Gupta
11:58 PM
Delhi, India