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Realist

I want to live on the other side, I want to live on the edge, man. Looks like fun, Everything is so happy and seriously, talking I don't how long I am going to feel this way, its great! So, for a very longtime I had a crush on this girl and yesterday I went to her and straight up said, HEY ! whats up... she was so surprised because i have never ever talked to her at work, I'm always very quiet. She thought it was funny we had a conversation it went very smoothly, obviously nothing happened but i really do think that she might be wondering what has happened to me. I mean its crazy, even i didn't know what happened to me yesterday. I daydream a lot. Like all the time. because of that I lose attention talking to other people. but I'm a realist I always confess everything here on this journal, and I also think that girl, whom i talked to do not read this at all. Why I'm being so fidgety here I'm never like this. Lost in Thoughts.

I'm so done with this College …

Who was that Girl ???

I haven’t had any reason to write in a while. I’m in this weird, content state of indifference. Stable. A down-to-earth, “dumb” state of ‘happiness’. I don’t really have anything to complain about. Passion? I’m not passionate anymore. What’s fucked up is that I don’t care that I’m not passionate anymore. Maybe I was never passionate in the first place. Maybe all these years my pretentiousness & ego got the best of me and blinded me from what I really am: a Business Guy I mean i don't have a fancy list of accomplishments but i have done some things. Sometimes my pompous, irrational ego gets the best of me and I think of myself as this suffering artist with all this passion. Its like everyone’s got a plan until they get punched in the face right !? 
Also, I’m gonna wake up tomorrow and have a completely new, perspective on all of this passion thing.
Now coming onto the title of the post I have a lot of extra aimless and senseless material which is of no use, i will be throwing …

Writing Down The Habits

Goals are byproducts of habits. Don’t write down goals. Write down habits.

“Write it down, make it happen.”

* Not drinking alcohol at all.
* Not smoking weed at all.
* Cutting OCD medication everyday to more smaller quantities.
* Not consuming bread, junkfood, fizzy beverages and any kind of non vegetarian diet at all.
* Consistently attending the classes and their respective practical sessions.
* Consistently Writing Night Pages and Morning Pages Everyday.
* Reading for at least One and a half hour every day.
* Exercising for at least half hour every day.
* Coordinating with the Team Everyday for the work.

As a result of the mental clarity achieved with the first 3 habits, I’ll have more energy and drive to ‘just keep working and preparing for other important stuff As the reading and writing goes I’ll have more ideas to execute. In other news Children knows nothing about what goes in the world, I mean just like me ! jk.

I saw it the most hyped movie ever after the "Infinity War…

Reminiscent

"It's all over now and i'm standing pretty In the dust that is a city"

Hello to you all All things are bright and beautiful shoutout to all the dreams you're chasing because the journey which leads to them is so much fun. Back at it again here on short posts writing streak Today, got my old smartphone back and thankfully my collection of random written notes is backed up it feels like i found a long lost treasure. Big Goals are hitting the cerebrum of the brain, seriously a few moments ago i started thinking about why did i really got lazy when my links were in their prime of getting the traffic ??? suddenly, Sensory strip hit my brain back up with the Contentment which put that Reminiscent smile up on my face.

Habits can be changed.

Make it happen !.!.!

Thanks For Reading

Prateek Gupta

12:16 AM

Delhi, India


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