Prateek Gupta

"Hey" it is needless to say this word here, I bet no one expects posts from a person who prefer daydreams over reality. So, actually there is nothing new with me I've been Avoiding boredom and Avoiding accountability. How did I get here? Everything hurts. My mind is foggy as hell. I hate everyone and everything. I need to bite my tongue and save face as best I can. Avoid people. Next Month I'm off to Mumbai for a few days Drinking lots of water because the trainer said so also I don't want myself to be turning into a Junk Food eating werewolf. I cleaned my room. Sweating and with drawling and hating myself. Shame and guilt flooding my thoughts. I should finally write that final excerpt for my client Will I ever learn? something is wrong with me. My place is clean now. I still feel stable. I’m gonna read now until I fall asleep. Keep chugging back some water. It’ll be about a week or so before I feel good again. That’s what I get. Atoning for my sins. 

Dear Shipping Company, Do you even know ??? how hard it is to write something... All the thinking and planning and rewriting of everything you wrote for somebody important to read. All the nights and days spent thinking about the right words to put in and thinking about how to say them because the story you want to tell means so much to you. when you know that your next month expenses depends upon that work but your company can't do just one job which is to deliver on time, even though your customer has paid for everything you asked for and came by himself to drop the courier to your office 12 days before the date of delivery but you don't care about any of that other than yourself and now, he has lost that one gig because of you. Yes, you failed him to put in the script for the project in time, thanks for assisting me with the issue while you were just jumbling me at your consumer care service. Hope You Guys will do better next time. (not gonna put any names, you know who y