Prateek Gupta

monologue 63 Inner Voice: You better complete all these assignments before the Diwali week !! Me: I'll do it in the night. Inner Voice: Okay ! I believe you. 7 hours later Inner Voice: So, its 11 PM now where your assignment at ? Me: Shut up ! you are such a pain in the tush aren't you ? Stop bugging me ! Inner Voice: Hey ! language...  It's your goal not mine. Me: Okay, I will do it ! after finishing my night pages. Inner Voice: Well I haven't recorded any night pages work from you in Weeks. Which pages are you talking about ??? Me: Oh ! let's talk about that... You haven’t been around for Months and now you're back at it again Interfering and stuff ?? Inner Voice:  I’m always here. You just don’t always hear me. Me: just go away !.!.! in the morning Inner Voice: Where are you headed ? Me: Yo, you're back i finished 3 of the assignments last night. You Happy Now ??? ' Inner Voice: Just 3 your goal was to do

After lucking out on Internet, somewhere down the road you get all this pressure to better yourself and take your 'career' to the next level. So, a little question arises here... What's next ??? like in an increasing point of view everyone expects you to grow like crazy but it isn't as easy as they think it is. Inspiration for anything comes out after a lot of thinking and commercial writing these days is just all about clickbaiting and adding a nice thumbnail to your work. I am worried about the future of some prospects in the writing world but i will not follow this trending easy way of making good bucks through writing. I am gonna do things which will come naturally to me because the things that i could do the rest of my life without any dread are Writing, Journaling, Directing and Non-Fiction. Work is fantastic There is no honor in easy. There is no happiness in comfort Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:23 PM Delhi, India

Looking back at some of the posts on this journal sometimes really embarrasses me it feels like that i should take all of them down and go hide somewhere for a while,  but Social Media controls my life and nobody cares statement most of the time makes that Reminiscent smile come to my face and it all cools down like i never had any of those thoughts. Anyway that's just me and my problems but today i am gonna tell all of you a short story of Affection, here how it goes: An artist starts to fall in love with a girl he had met, He is trying hard to impress her, even if it takes up his time at work, but it'll seems like it's worth it. And before he knows it, the girl he is in love with is turning into someone famous. She leaves the town and she now lives in a Big City in her own Villa.  Now that she is gone, he doesn't know what to do in life anymore, it's like the Inspiration inside him is gone but a year pass by, he does not see her anymore, despite the fact t

"Flow" is the most magical word  in my opinion, I mean you can use flow with almost every kind of activity, work, errand and topic. Like Music. Forever and always. Flow gives a self-identity to the work you're doing. If i talk about myself I Focus on everything, my day consists of many moods and activities(laziness included) and i do everything with the FLOW, sometimes i get Outraged about specific things like doing an application mathematics numerical or arranging my cupboard which is full of nerdy stuff and textbooks. yet, you shouldn't forget doing something without the FLOW. Get Lost In The Oblivion !.!.!.! “The lower you fall, the higher you'll fly.” Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 1:09 AM Delhi, India. --------

The Dream which never lets you sleep is your greatest DREAM ever.... hello, there !!! once again i left this place not updated without any reasons, *taking a moment and asking myself ...were there any reasons at all ??? *mind replied via my fingers on the keyboard "no not at all just living my life !!!" DIWALI week ended yesterday ! it was great to have family and friends over, i consumed a lot of sugar this past weekend... watched FIGHT CLUB for the 200th time just before publishing this post - "CLASSIC" as always...  Things are happening around. LIFE is moving !.!.! "May I never be complete. May I never be content. May I never be perfect" - FIGHT CLUB Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:17 AM Delhi, India

Hey! Everyone.... "MUSIC" - what kind of music or who is your favorite band that you guys listen to ??? (Comment down below). I Love music and I want to thank music for always clearing my mind when it was needed to be cleared the most... I am a big Professional Wrestling buff and i love Entrance themes/Pay Per View songs because they're always so catchy... My Favorite wrestling theme will be Jay "Christian" Reso theme song "JUST CLOSE YOUR EYES" the lyrics of this track is MAJESTIC and kind of relate to every phase of your life experience.... other than wrestling themes i like OWL CITY's stuff so much and also EDM is an integral part of my daily MUSIC playlist with the beats and tracks of Independent Artists and Popular Names such as Lindsey Stirling, Dave Days, Zara Larrson, Story of the Year and more....One great thing about MUSIC is that when it hits you, you feel no pain. Tonight I didn't had anything to write about so, i just tried to

Boredom, My Own Thoughts and My Imaginations are the reason why i get distracted so easily yesterday another one of those nights No Sleep aka "INSOMNIA" another session of a good flix with my hp Generation 7... this time i saw a not so good movie namely "Role Models" not funny thoughts came into existence it is a comedy movie but i didn't get it and i don't know why ??? There was something odd with the comedic timing of all the characters actually they were same like every other movie of Comedy genre.... resulting in increasing of BOREDOM.... then i thought about how my day was.... it was freaking same... so, i realized i need to go out again... I am DEEP I am being me.!.!.!.! You're free, you're able, you're capable so do what you want !!! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:38 AM Delhi, India

I read somewhere Necessary fact of Life - "Hope" but I don't agree with it here is my different perspective-->>> So, Hope is like the cousin of Expectations and when you're expecting things to happen then you're literally setting yourself up for failures. In past i used to hoped a lot like I hoped my day will go better or i hoped that my work will get more hits and so on the HOPE list didn't stop. Now i prefer to go with the flow and just live my life - Get Money Get Paid I force myself to work harder on my own terms. It's working like a Gold Making Machine for me.... Lose The Hope and set yourself free !!!! plug- Vital Beats Coming Soon on Soundcloud..... Go With The Flow, Be Insightful ! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta Delhi, India

The power of your thoughts takes no time to turn against and because of this it can be extremely weird sometimes speculating our past life. Cure to control your power of thoughts is consuming Good LITERATURE. Many of us used to hate Literature in our school time but as they say there is always a phase for everything Literature and Fiction came back in my life and changed it for good. umm.... ( i don't have much to write about) Someone Commented on Medium that i should go to a psychiatrist my post are heavily focused on Social Anxiety and Depression may be he is right but i don't think so because thats how i am since day one. I know all of this doesn't makes any sense..... !.!.!.!.! But this is the most realest thing i do.... being awkward and weird !!! Compiling Words Just For Fun ! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 1:19 am Delhi, India

It took me long enough to come to the realization that if your life is so cool you're fly or your websites and content are popping over internet. No one f**king cares people have so much interesting things to worry about people will never care and now i accept this as a fact of my culture. People always point out your weaknesses they comment over your dark skin or babble about how they cannot believe what i am doing ?? i mean really come on get over it there is a life over it i am experiencing phenomenal things everyday Maybe my over thinking and insecurities are running my lifestyle.!.!.!.!.! anyway almost everything is complicated..... I am rocking in the FREE world. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:13 am Delhi, India

Everyone wants to be happy like i have a habit of wanting to go out everyday and live concept of happiness is so much complicated in itself because to feel it you have to be unhappy first which will lead you to depressive thoughts and i can tell there are people who can relate to this theory. It happens almost all the time with us it is like that you need a guarantee or a specific thing which will make you happy... Question: why can't we stay happy all the time???(reply in comments)  so i am being dramatic once again cuss me please !!! what is my problem really ??? is it happiness or my dumb state of fricking mind.... its is like when a Girl is Semi-Interested in you and you're like falling for her !.!.!.!.! sup again.... this is mind games !.!.!.! in the beginning, till the end. VITAL BEATS - Coming Soon... on soundcloud and youtube..... Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 1:15 am Delhi, India

I Couldn't Sleep tonight just another one of those nights its 2:02 am and i am on my computer writing this post i don't really know whats happening i am not even trying to sleep haha !! dumb state of happiness clings on again i am thinking a lot been lately so many ideas and weird imaginations are taking me into another realm where i can say that there is a soulful projectile peace of mind after midnight... Theory: Do More -> Get More !!!! documentaries cracking up minds been running from reality and the truth so am i good ??? umm yes !! maybe not i need to spent more time with real people from now on.!.!.! Emotional Roller Coaster is Another Amusing Ride It will be Over Soon. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 2:09 AM Delhi, India

What You Gonna Do ? What You Gonna Do ???? the only question everyone is asking me and sometimes i ask this very same question to myself again and again too what i am really gonna do !!! what the future beholds for me.... then i go back to my dumb state of happiness which is really annoying because the truth is i am losing pageviews things aren't right i am also suffering from this big dilemma which has taken over all the internet and it is called "ADPOCALYPSE" but i shouldn't talk about it much because i get depressed too easily these days my irrational ego is getting in the way of my life those so-called mates always says 'aww he is so passionate ! no i am not so please don't overrate me. I am fine with my studies and i am gonna continue my ventures like this.... plus T****a  i repeat again i am not bitter i just miss you b....!.!.!.!.!.! Bringing Ideas To Life. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:27 am Delhi, India

Don't take yourself too seriously it will ruin the project you're working on and it kind of did yesterday one of the collaborator don't want to work with us anymore and that is a huge low blow to the inaugration of the network seriously f**k off !!! it was my idea i did all the hardwork and i am not gonna ruin my 2 years of hardwork because of that d bag... it will come without him i was being patient with the situation that aroused during the work/i was thinking about the long term but that was a real buster... anyway i am being real and doing my best !~!~!~! "Read Write Code Money Repeat"  Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 6:03 PM Delhi, India.

Sometimes i really wish that i wasn't as dramatic as I am, but whatever !!! i am extremely happy i am busy i have multiple gigs but this is just the beginning i am not even a consistent performer right now thats why i am working hard on my network i will only release it if i am supremely confident and satisfied with it because i did take so much wrong decisions with my other unsuccessful gigs so it might drop next month or maybe it could take 2-3 months of time i am investing so much in that network so let's hope for the best !.!.!.! and i'm not bitter i miss you T***a...... Anyway  Better Yourself  Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta' 9:17 PM Delhi, India.

What's up? Prateek here Nothing is really new with i've been writing poetry, short stories and what not i started my day with sticking onto my No Caffeine routine which is good and i feel proud of myself for doing that than i went to college took the classes and came home on usual time like most of the days. At home after scrolling through my social media feed and getting bored of writing i spent better half of my evening watching another movie ( movie: GOON) Sean.W.Scott starrer a canadian serious comedy movie based on a real life story of an Ice Hockey player which was pretty good as i was watching it for the first time so, after doing all the usual stuff i am writing all of that here.... If you really want to Live your dream life make the sacrifices now and follow your plan. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 8:12PM Delhi, India

It's a secret to the fast paced life of mine ahah !! "caffeine" is playing an important role in my life from these past few months when I joined college back again last year in August I knew it that a lot of solid work is coming with handling websites, studies, theatre and much more which means Less Sleep, Long Nights and Unhealthy Eating and Drinking Habits. To work this body of ours one of the most essential thing is food but was I really eating healthy food when my body desperately needed it ??? No I wasn't !!! I was Consuming Unhealthy Amount of Coffee, Energy Drinks, Margaritas, Cold Drinks, Sugar Beverages and Whatnot All these were best friends with "Caffeine" and was helping me to stay active & being productive all the time to excel in my life day by day !!! But the FACT here is: this is all bad and I really need to change myself there is a desperate need for me to put some efforts into healthy eating and drinking. Trust Me I'm Trying....