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Lockdown #2: Discipline

Welcome to Prateek's Lockdown Diary again, how are you guys doing ??? The longer you go without working out, the less tone you get, the more weight you gain, the less likely you’ll ever start working out again. The longer you go without posting a journal, the more anxious you get about posting one, the less likely you’ll start posting again. Same paradox. Morning! woke up on the sofa. The TV’s on. because last night out of sheer boredom I started watching "The Vanishing of Sidney Hall" at an odd hour but let me tell you its a great movie ! It’s 5am. You turn the TV off and you sit there. You feel a little groggy, No bread and No sugar. did the same old breakfast and watched some News again about this demon Coronavirus. Took a shower. Clean up the room. helped my mother doing the laundry. Talked to my Life in Mumbai and she gave me few other things to think about, so I'd get my mind of this Pandemic because i just couldn't stop talking about this Covid-19

Stigma

Hey There ! 2019 you came. Its true we've come a long way by the way How's Everyone ??? please do tell me how you all are on the instagram ( @prattg63 ) my dm's are open for anybody who wants to talk about anything they want. Well, for me The Mumps canceled every plan I had to celebrate new year. For a whole week, My face was looking like Thanos(from Infinity War) face with a weird allergy to my jawline. Now, its totally fine but for that whole week i was so horrified of myself  like what the hell has happened to my face, till i researched  about it on google, atlast that was a good relief because my doctor was not even telling what it was. I get it, i should change my doctor but another reason why i was so afraid of it because i thought its a bad case of my OCD Medication reaction. It has never happened to me but I've heard that its the most probable case so, for that reason first time in 7 months Lexapro and Zoloft are on the shelves umm I've decided not to tak

Hey Alice

It's an expensive kind of feeling when you do something by yourself  I've been in a great place lately Competition,Life, Projects, Money and Confidence everything is on point. Six months ago i met this girl Alice on the internet she is a writer by profession. She helped me a lot in almost every single one of my projects, Yesterday we talked on the phone like always and she told me that her manuscript finally got a publisher, she said "I Feel Like I Could Fly, I am So Happy" !!! This is the best feeling anyone could ever have  this very moment you can say that a person is perfectly happy, because he/she does so much work to start from zero to create something amazing. Hey Alice, I am excited for all the good things which are about to come for you i simply do not have any words to convey on how much happy i am about your success. As They Say: DREAMS don't turn to DUST !.!.! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 2:19 AM Chandigarh, Punjab INDIA. btw I will

not Updated

The Dream which never lets you sleep is your greatest DREAM ever.... hello, there !!! once again i left this place not updated without any reasons, *taking a moment and asking myself ...were there any reasons at all ??? *mind replied via my fingers on the keyboard "no not at all just living my life !!!" DIWALI week ended yesterday ! it was great to have family and friends over, i consumed a lot of sugar this past weekend... watched FIGHT CLUB for the 200th time just before publishing this post - "CLASSIC" as always...  Things are happening around. LIFE is moving !.!.! "May I never be complete. May I never be content. May I never be perfect" - FIGHT CLUB Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:17 AM Delhi, India

Reward

To live with the Knowledge of remembering the statistics and reach of your work is a REWARD. I am getting so much compliments these days the latest one of them was given by a good friend he said "Prateek You're Insightful !!!" i said thank you lets get some fizzy beverages bro... he replied oh yes why not ??? The Experiences i lived are by far the most phenomenal moments of my life... sometimes the things aren't comfortable and fun... but you can learn from them thats your REWARD. Do The Work, Walk More, Read More, Eat More and Get Involved In Things .... LIVE LIFE !.!.!.! - Vital Beats Coming Soon On Soundcloud and YouTube........ Bring Your Mysterious Thoughts To Life Seriously, Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 9:03 PM Delhi, India

Babble

It took me long enough to come to the realization that if your life is so cool you're fly or your websites and content are popping over internet. No one f**king cares people have so much interesting things to worry about people will never care and now i accept this as a fact of my culture. People always point out your weaknesses they comment over your dark skin or babble about how they cannot believe what i am doing ?? i mean really come on get over it there is a life over it i am experiencing phenomenal things everyday Maybe my over thinking and insecurities are running my lifestyle.!.!.!.!.! anyway almost everything is complicated..... I am rocking in the FREE world. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:13 am Delhi, India

Mind Games

Everyone wants to be happy like i have a habit of wanting to go out everyday and live concept of happiness is so much complicated in itself because to feel it you have to be unhappy first which will lead you to depressive thoughts and i can tell there are people who can relate to this theory. It happens almost all the time with us it is like that you need a guarantee or a specific thing which will make you happy... Question: why can't we stay happy all the time???(reply in comments)  so i am being dramatic once again cuss me please !!! what is my problem really ??? is it happiness or my dumb state of fricking mind.... its is like when a Girl is Semi-Interested in you and you're like falling for her !.!.!.!.! sup again.... this is mind games !.!.!.! in the beginning, till the end. VITAL BEATS - Coming Soon... on soundcloud and youtube..... Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 1:15 am Delhi, India