Prateek Gupta

“The first draft of anything is shit.” - Ernest Hemingway To me, the reason I have trouble sitting down and writing is because I have nothing to write about. I'm forcing myself, i should just live life and write when I want to. When it comes naturally. I'm just a human being. Fucking true facts right here. the daily sequence of events is spot on. Endless circles of “but this first…” Depression is just this phase everyone goes through in life, either short or long, severe or mild, and can be a result of many different things, circumstances, brain chemistry, nature, nurture, negative thoughts, diet, drug abuse, etc. and can usually be treated with clean living (exercise, diet, sleep) and cognitive behavioral therapy (fancy term for attitude adjustment) and/or medications, as well as a healthy balance of work (that you’re preferably proud of and at least don’t hate), family, and friends. Wow I should write a textbook or something. That is if I did write regularly. What’s it be

Hey There ! 2019 you came. Its true we've come a long way by the way How's Everyone ??? please do tell me how you all are on the instagram ( @prattg63 ) my dm's are open for anybody who wants to talk about anything they want. Well, for me The Mumps canceled every plan I had to celebrate new year. For a whole week, My face was looking like Thanos(from Infinity War) face with a weird allergy to my jawline. Now, its totally fine but for that whole week i was so horrified of myself  like what the hell has happened to my face, till i researched  about it on google, atlast that was a good relief because my doctor was not even telling what it was. I get it, i should change my doctor but another reason why i was so afraid of it because i thought its a bad case of my OCD Medication reaction. It has never happened to me but I've heard that its the most probable case so, for that reason first time in 7 months Lexapro and Zoloft are on the shelves umm I've decided not to tak

hey people, its safe to say that i've successfully ventured past my life of procrastinating things even though i'm posting this here after a whole month of my absence now i'm actually looking forward to keep my web ventures alive and focusing on my life more as a playwright, the way it should've all been in the month of August. Yeah, obviously i'm late, as i said "I'm a Serious Procrastinator" last month i even thought of to put a final farewell ramble here but dropped the idea because i was too lazy to even write that, I keep saying I’m writing a book and i am serious about it I’ve written a lot of chapters here and there but for some reason they do not tend to make any sense, there is still a lot of hardwork left to do on that . In other news, the little notes in my diary always keep nagging me to add some discipline to my work. For which i've had some serious conversations with my editor but she said "you wanted to be free, you're

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Hello, Everyone ! Turned 21 years old last week, thank you for the wishes. It is Valentines Day and i felt that i should write to the most amazing feeling you can experience in life which is "LOVE" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Love, My dear, it is not that i fear falling in love, i am in love with many things in this world. I love animals, i love my family, i love my friends, i love sunsets, i love Drew Barrymore(celebrity crush) 😉😉😉, i love a lot of things. what i do fear, however, is falling so deeply in love with someone and investing my life into theirs only to discover that they do not feel the same about me. To me, that is how you die while still breathing and you can never recover from that no matter how hard you try. The scariest part about that is that you're never going to know if you're falling for the wrong person. This is what i'm afraid of, Ot

I recorded myself on a camera for the first time in a while, everyone here will now think how is that a big deal now ??? trust me, its a big deal for me, Anxious folks will understand that better. I watched it afterwards and i fell asleep because of my voice tone but my friendly therapist said "its a good progress, atleast you did a little effort this time around to work on your introverted attitude" I laughed during the whole conversation with him that video is really funny to me who knows ??? maybe i'll put it on Youtube. Anyway its the season of joy "Its Christmas Time" on December 24th , i went out and had a great time, Energy Drinks, Fizzy Beverages were absolutely amazing and The cafe where we had food was incredible, Overall an evening of giddy fun. Just so to let you all know that I am writing this post in a Car and my buddies are playing loud music right now because we're stuck in the middle of highway with this massive gurugram traffic jam. MERR

That moment where you think you're making a clever decision but in reality that is actually an embarrassing moment building itself to hit you back in the future. Haha, not funny its story of my life and most of the people can relate to it pretty accurately - So, i think everyone knows those smarty pants people who're not actually the clever person in real, this one guy in my college said to me "Hey, you should join the dumb guys club !" a total a**hole move, at the very same moment his girlfriend came into the picture and she said to him "OH !!! the club you started !!!" Everyone laughed so hard  at him including me... they instantly got into a verbal fight in front of the whole lobby filled with our college mates... now, this is a supreme example of dumb things you start with people  just because someone isn't interested in supporting your total douche baggery at the college. I just want to say that You Only Live Once, Go For It !!! (It here means GOAL

It was nice all day. waking up after a good night nap having a great lemonade in the morning, sometimes it feels really good to take a break from everything you're doing to make yourself busy. Right now its after 1 am in the night and my INSOMNIA kicked in again really i just can't help it. A past negative reel from my life is on my mind again.... writing my thoughts out here is making me happy. I want to sneak out of the house tonight which is not really a good thought to be having right now, Mind is jaded but still i don't have any idea why i can't sleep !.!.!.! Double Thoughts for a quick 24 hour session of the life -What a GREAT day.... and at the same time What a Shi**y night.... We Live We Love We Lie Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 1:09 AM Delhi, India

I compile words for different people to support myself in day to day life. Amount of CONVERSATIONS i go through with different strangers is enormous but i am sure of myself that most of the time the conversations i had were AWKWARD and its not normal AWKWARD it gets seriously super AWKWARD because of me. Yes, i am the reason behind these AWKWARD Convos and i have mentioned this problem a lot in the previous posts of this blog. Please do not judge me on the basis of my grammar i am out of touch. By the way I will be attending International Conclave, Chandigarh this weekend because i need to grow my business horizons. in short, its time to GET MONEY GET PAID !.!.! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:01 AM Delhi, India.

Today i am going to talk about something really serious. So, if you do not know me and you want to make a opinion about me regarding my writings and work than its perfectly fine.... and please for the last time i am telling that i am not on drugs !!! I don't do drugs.... ofcourse i have a informative knowledge about drugs but seriously i have never done drugs except medicinal or prescribed drugs. I am totally against the DRUGS it ruins every part of your life....<done>. and one more thing I am going to binge watch EXTINCT the whole season in one night last time it was pretty fun !!!! and believe me its better than GAME OF THRONES !.!.!.!.! Check It Out on: byutv.org/EXTINCT Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:13 PM Delhi,India

Just so you know 2 years back I was filled with depressed thoughts all the time in 2015 before all of this blog life In every situation I used to think about the negative aspects of all the things I do. In High school i always thought about making more money, be rich someday and then just run away from everything. I guess now i understood that its not easy to run away from everything, owning up to your mistakes is one thing and living the Good Life is other.  Now about achieving things First, I don't want to be the greatest second, if i didn't make enough money in the future then its fine. Third, Making sure that i'll Just do my own Favorite things ! and make happiness my profit of living the life. There is always a balance in life. Taking It Easy, Since 2016 !!!! DEUCES...... Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 11:09 PM Delhi, India

I never had much issues with ANGER in the past because at every point of my life there were people(they still are) who bullied me because of my dark skin tone but whenever there was a need to prove myself right, I have tried my best to follow the problem and have taken the actions according to it.... Lessons learned They use to hate me but now I am dealing with the foreign clients, now today looking back at all the incidents happened with me in the past lead me to this conclusion: "ANGER isn't my thing I just cannot be Angry at someone who just doesn't like me or my work that's totally their opinion in the end their is nothing to whine about or to complain about" Success requires sacrifices and suffering You gotta want it !!! DEUCES !.!.!.! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:02 AM Delhi, India

Back in April of this year I was at an improv class of my theatre where we were working on different techniques of improv acting obviously i am not an actor or an on screen performer i am more into the scripting and writing stuff but its a class so you have to do what your mentors tells you to do.... they gave me a task to present a weird situation at a public bus terminal... so i took a quick minute to think about it and did my gig... it wasn't too bad our theatre coach said "Sometimes it is good if you're not leading a performance to a comedic ending" means it is okay if you're not funny sometimes just focus on doing your part right forget about audience for a moment and don't try to think what your audience perspective will be.... only then you can only be perfect at a Gig. Always be interesting not funny.!.!.!.! Do The Work, Commit & Stay Foolish. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:08 am Delhi, India

Since I Couldn't Sleep tonight again or nor do I have any important work that is needed  to be done i decided to watch a flix. "FALLEN" i put on my headphones with the laptop on my lap... it turned out to be good 74 Minute break from my Insomnia and Complicated life coming back to FALLEN this movie is soulfully beautiful if you're an avid reader of mystery and bible stories then this movie will definitely get your attention... Satan ,The God, the purpose, love, hate and care for each other this movie is heartfelt fictional thriller. Based on Lauren Kate novel (same name) FALLEN is a fantasy and a story of Paranormal Romance i loved how all the characters were really getting the attention without missing the plot of the storyline. This movie is a must watch..... You will never be one Clever Person... so, just be insightful !!! Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 1:44 am Delhi, India

"I know i just wanted to make some money but now its much more than that" me looking in my past and thinking was this really me ??? Being philosophical about this situation my mind wasn't expanding itself as it should have suppose to be.... I was caught in petty small things with myself. Someone responded to me on twitter last night he said "I can relate to every word in every post of yours.. good work mate !" I said "thank you so much for reading" and Seriously, Thank you to each and everyone of you... who come here everyday and support me !.!.! Ending this on a Polarizing note.... Accept The Discomfort. Thanks For Reading Prateek Gupta 12:17 AM Delhi, India

My Life depends on my 15 Minutes Work a Day Schedule so, let me tell everyone what's my 15 Minutes of Work a Day actually consist of Almost 3 years ago when i didn't knew what i should do with my life I mean - ZERO hopes sometimes i still ask this question but at that time everything was going wrong for me... nothing really seemed to interest me at all .... I was Broke with myself.... I was like the King of Problems where i decided to go with my Love of Wrestling and Sports Entertainment  writing which after 6 months of its existence did pretty good(aka i made some internet money)  after that one deal after other and between all of these it actually turned into a team leading it to more views and more business now we do promotions and have over 80 blogs independently inside our network which really is a milestone for myself..... In Other Words I put my team in position and now they're killing it !.!.!.! its all about the team work....(vital beats coming soon on soundcloud.