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dreamy dilemma

Watched and Reviewed some movies on Rottom this past week, I guess it could be a new frontier, if i continue it. To add even more focus and less distractions I tried to cut unhealthy beverages this week fully So that’s one more easy way to shape your environment and thus shape your habits, Half of 2019 has gone by, there was literally nothing to do except read,write or for a change go outside. It was awesome. I am writing again out of sheer boredom, I am also changing the path aka trying conventional things for once in my life, and I think its fine if you’re actually getting something done. Just writing out these words counts as doing something in my future book. And since I got this buzz on, I’m having a fun time while I do it. The thing about alcohol, is that is takes us to this place of unlimited possibilities. I mean when you're on alcohol everything sounds like a good idea. It’s wonderful but completely irrational and you don’t realize that until the next day. For a brief mo…

Comfy

The Last Post was pretty disturbing right!? I woke up today and felt why did i post that, last night when i wrote it, I poured my heart out into that post because that's how I really feel about being dark skinned well, its another day, another story to tell let the chips fall wherever they may.

I'm being way too comfy with my life these days I should probably work more instead of finding different kind of excuses not to work everyday. Finding the perfect motivation is so hard because when you will find it maybe at that time your life would've moved on, but like the last post this is called LOSING THE HOPE and setting myself free I have a mini-micro-nano online Business, I have fun, I have friends and I am happy.

I am out here learning from every encounter and journey i had been a part of. This is what education and self improvement means to me questioning everything, being vulnerable,unnerving, uncertain and human.

One more thing Please do not judge me on the basis of my …

being darker

I am this dark ugly dude, you know what I'm saying I'm a realist. I see handsome boys its plain and simple I'm no handsome boy. But I got a kind of this uplifted average dark ugly male personality, most importantly regardless of this color i can do whatever the frick i want. Get some brands rolling and go all out that's my style. For me being darker is life, it's the truth, it's what God gave me, it's what i received from my parents and yes, generally people do not like dark skinned individuals in a room it disturbs them. Especially in India.

Indians have a nerve to be the racist, actually Indians are the most racist people on the planet, Indians berate their very own country mates from North East India, well that's a whole other topic. but as a Dark-Skinned guy myself I once conducted a study where i asked random people "why there was a need to remind a dark skinned guy/girl that he/she is dark ??" by passing dark skin slurs at him/her. I me…

Procrastination

hey people,

its safe to say that i've successfully ventured past my life of procrastinating things even though i'm posting this here after a whole month of my absence now i'm actually looking forward to keep my web ventures alive and focusing on my life more as a playwright, the way it should've all been in the month of August. Yeah, obviously i'm late, as i said "I'm a Serious Procrastinator" last month i even thought of to put a final farewell ramble here but dropped the idea because i was too lazy to even write that, I keep saying I’m writing a book and i am serious about it I’ve written a lot of chapters here and there but for some reason they do not tend to make any sense, there is still a lot of hardwork left to do on that .

In other news, the little notes in my diary always keep nagging me to add some discipline to my work. For which i've had some serious conversations with my editor but she said "you wanted to be free, you're fre…

Avoiding

There are some things and phases in life which you want to avoid and ignore as much as possible but because of that you think about those specific things too much and that hits you. After August 16th of this month my habit of procrastinating came to an end and i finally finished my manuscript and the web series which i was writing for well actually assisting someone in writing but its all good i'll get the credits the money never really mattered to me anyway.

Coming to Avoiding the things during the Last Weekend a psychiatrist diagnosed me with Minor Effects of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder(OCD) so, now i am a 'Little Bit of OCD'. I'll be honest i was avoiding the symptoms of it for a longtime whether it was during the convos with some people or getting into the little details of not so important things. I was out for some phonography today and i didn't know why i felt so unnatural and forced while i was taking pictures nothing turned out good enough to post on In…

13 Reasons Why

Hey, its been more than 2 months since i was here on this link. I don't know why but i just didn't felt the need to publish any journal, for the record I've been in a good place lately like everything is FANTABULOUS !.!.! working out a lot, eating healthy, cutting the sodas and fizzy beverages have really helped me both physically and mentally.

Today, May 15th  and this is the period where my college finals are going on so, i had a day off. Finally, in a really longtime i used my Netflix subscription to watch the Season 1 of '13 Reasons Why' my promotional email list was filled with netflix features last year and it was one of them, anyway who even looks at them. Until you hear someone talking about them, in my case it was my friend who said to me ?? "Did you saw the trailer of 13 Reason Why season 2???" I replied "what is that ??? i haven't even watched the season 1 yet..." tell me about it. His Words when i asked about it - "You Gott…

Positive

Oh ! Hello Its 28th March today and i go to college everyday to take lectures meet my friends and to laugh at my crew in Theater in short i just like to laugh and have fun... i take notes of everything happening around me my phone is filled with weird and random notes the only thing which runs in my mind is how i can i improve myself ? i want to STAY CONSISTENT with whatever i am doing not the wrong things though.... i do whatever i want i don't take myself seriously i am emotionally disconnected i want to be a PRO at whatever i am doing... I Don't know where this post is going or what its original purpose was but it feels good to be positive again.

YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE

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Prateek Gupta

12:03 AM

Delhi, India

and Remember to Keep Living because WE NEED YOU. #ItsOkNotToBeOk

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Small Acts of Freedom Review

Living with the knowledge of remembering the statistics of your work is a Reward. The Month of February is proving to be a manic month for me, the things aren't comfortable but they're fun for sure. Taking a break from commercial writing is actually a major Discomfort, but accepting this discomfort is a Reward. Starting to feel bore by now... I'm sorry these are the thoughts from a manic tuesday... okay ! let's get into the the title of the post:

"SMALL ACTS OF FREEDOM" by Gurmehar Kaur is her debut release which is all about the fierceness of love,the power of  family and the little acts that begets big revolutions - I pre-ordered the book back in January 2018, i kinda agree with most of her opinions about the whole system and the way she fought the battle on social media against ABVP last year was incredible. In her book starting with the Introduction on how it all started was a facebook post she uploaded after the Ramjas College Scuffle created by some me…

Valentines

Hello, Everyone ! Turned 21 years old last week, thank you for the wishes. It is Valentines Day and i felt that i should write to the most amazing feeling you can experience in life which is "LOVE"

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Dear Love,

My dear, it is not that i fear falling in love, i am in love with many things in this world. I love animals, i love my family, i love my friends, i love sunsets, i love Drew Barrymore(celebrity crush) 😉😉😉, i love a lot of things. what i do fear, however, is falling so deeply in love with someone and investing my life into theirs only to discover that they do not feel the same about me. To me, that is how you die while still breathing and you can never recover from that no matter how hard you try. The scariest part about that is that you're never going to know if you're falling for the wrong person. This is what i'm afraid of, Otherwi…

career

After lucking out on Internet, somewhere down the road you get all this pressure to better yourself and take your 'career' to the next level. So, a little question arises here... What's next ??? like in an increasing point of view everyone expects you to grow like crazy but it isn't as easy as they think it is. Inspiration for anything comes out after a lot of thinking and commercial writing these days is just all about clickbaiting and adding a nice thumbnail to your work. I am worried about the future of some prospects in the writing world but i will not follow this trending easy way of making good bucks through writing. I am gonna do things which will come naturally to me because the things that i could do the rest of my life without any dread are Writing, Journaling, Directing and Non-Fiction.
Work is fantastic
There is no honor in easy. There is no happiness in comfort
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Prateek Gupta
11:23 PM
Delhi, India

Humble

Before starting i just wanna say this: I Respect humble people to the fullest, that's a great trait to have. Seriously, keep spreading the positive vibes as much as you can. These days i am thinking a lot and I get really stressed out because I don’t tell anyone what I’m thinking. So to make everything feel a little better, I started to act more like an extrovert, and guess what it is really helping me, anyway Regarding the posts on this journal I’m just getting overwhelmed because I don’t know where to start anymore, my Confidence is like a Skyscraper for now... Work- GOLD, Studies- GOLD, Relationships- GOLD, Friendships- PLATINUM i am living like there are no worries at all. Finally, I am glad that i understood that its not easy to run away from everything, owning up to your mistakes is one thing and living the Good Life is other. One more thing your boy is more motivated than ever I've started to work on my Body.

Never Let Insecurities Run Your Life

Happy Republic Day !!!

Lucid Life

Highlight: A major "party plan" got canceled today. 

On a Positive Note:

Another day another story to tell life is running its course let the chips fall wherever they may. I am enjoying this ride and these days i am living the life to the fullest i've never been happier like this really all the good things are happening to me. For the first time it feels like everything is sorted out. The key to keep writing is to keep living i don't care anymore about the people who hate me for no valid reason i am doing my thing. I am happy and i am loving every bit of work i am doing plus getting excited about the future with no worries at all. It feels great that my mad past is over and glad that happiness is all around me. Last Year i did an experiment with my future and it turned out to be right i am hyped over everything haha!.!.! at last living that LUCID LIFE... I have finally learned that if you strategize something right than it will happen at the right time. You just need…

Bonfire Pottermore

I binge watched the whole Harry Potter series today, Saturdays are for the boys and when i woke up in the morning it was me, my laptop and a set of very interesting 8 parts special edition blu-ray quality movie collection of "The Boy Who Lived" Harry Potter, some of you may think what kind of a person am i ??? then i have only one answer for all of you "Judge Me! All You Want but I Don't Mind" because my theory on a addiction of this type is, When you get invested in something so much, you can't help it. It's all natural if its make you happy than it is perfectly fine and please do not took this the wrong way because obviously there are always more important things to do, i was only binge watching the whole movie series because i didn't had much work to do till the evening came where i had to go to my work temple to celebrate "Lohri" festival with them.

BONFIRE NIGHTS !.!.!

It does not do to dwell on our dreams and forget to live.

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Lazy Simulation

2018 is driving me crazy, i am staring at my laptop screen for straight 40 minutes now and still there is no hint of inspiration which i am hoping to come out, i guess writing my journal makes me happy, you know getting that frustration out which came into existence because of not working for the past 4 days. I mean seriously, The Last String of holidays turned my work ethic into lazy excuses and some idiotic justifications. By the way college started so, a little hope of new Contentment is born even though i am still in that pain of going to college after a lengthy winter break but No Matter how i feel, i should get up, dress up, show up and Never Give Up ! in terms of work i think i need to:

Keep Up With The Pace Again Just In Case All The Magic Dies.

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Prateek Gupta

12:02 AM

Delhi, India.

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New Year

Dear New Year,

Hello, New Year minus the six days i know its really late to welcome you but i had something to say about the last revolution Mother Earth completed around the Sun i.e Year 2017, it was the greatest year of my life. In February of last year i turned 20 years old and created more Ventures which i am really proud of, In August i had my dream vacation on the Nicobar Islands, College life is absolutely fantastic, Made few bucks on my own co-founded a Team of Internet Enthusiasts, Assisted a Writer on her Debut Book, did some business trips for the DOM, wrote for some big Creators, In December finally started working on that Secret Contentment, Worked for Comic Con and most importantly i did loose some of my Social Anxiety !.!.! Almost Every Project i focused on in 2017 turned out pretty Incredible. On that Remarkable year 2017 note i want to start this year with more positivity and less laziness let me give a huge shout-out to you 2018 because i want to do more work, achie…

Affection

Looking back at some of the posts on this journal sometimes really embarrasses me it feels like that i should take all of them down and go hide somewhere for a while,  but Social Media controls my life and nobody cares statement most of the time makes that Reminiscent smile come to my face and it all cools down like i never had any of those thoughts. Anyway that's just me and my problems but today i am gonna tell all of you a short story of Affection, here how it goes:

An artist starts to fall in love with a girl he had met, He is trying hard to impress her, even if it takes up his time at work, but it'll seems like it's worth it. And before he knows it, the girl he is in love with is turning into someone famous. She leaves the town and she now lives in a Big City in her own Villa. 
Now that she is gone, he doesn't know what to do in life anymore, it's like the Inspiration inside him is gone but a year pass by, he does not see her anymore, despite the fact that she …

Stressed Out

Hello ! judging by the title i am assuming that you'll know this song by Twenty One Pilots called "Stressed Out".It came out in year 2015 if i'm right, the vibe from that song was on my mind today, i couldn't help it the lyrics from this song are very much Relatable and Logical. It presents a definite truth like when we were kids we used to dream of outer space but actually now it seems like they're all laughing at us. Those times when we used to ride our Bicycles to our friends home, having an uniquely awesome handshake of our own and not caring about what the world will think about us. This song really has a Meaning and i mean a good one a really good one. I really hate being a responsible civilian sometimes. nobody cares...

and

now we're STRESSED OUT !

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Prateek Gupta

12:08 AM

Delhi, India





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Reminiscent

"It's all over now and i'm standing pretty In the dust that is a city"

Hello to you all All things are bright and beautiful shoutout to all the dreams you're chasing because the journey which leads to them is so much fun. Back at it again here on short posts writing streak Today, got my old smartphone back and thankfully my collection of random written notes is backed up it feels like i found a long lost treasure. Big Goals are hitting the cerebrum of the brain, seriously a few moments ago i started thinking about why did i really got lazy when my links were in their prime of getting the traffic ??? suddenly, Sensory strip hit my brain back up with the Contentment which put that Reminiscent smile up on my face.

Habits can be changed.

Make it happen !.!.!

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Prateek Gupta

12:16 AM

Delhi, India


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BITCOIN

You're the best, we got going ! Yes, BITCOIN I'm talking about you. You were always there for my internet friends, even though for bit of  a time you got lost in the mix and your reputation took some heavy damage, but now you're back again with a positive Boom to your tail. I love Cryptocurrency  and seriously got nothing against it. But since this year is waving us goodbye in a matter of few days, Once again i am worried that the Crime wave of Cryptocurrency will rise again in 2018 like the Last time when BITCOIN and LITECOIN first came into existence. Financial Technological Bodies must be the most worrying set of people in the world right now, trust me it's no Merry Christmas for them. By the way, someone inboxed me last night asking "does your blog exist anymore ?" Sir my answer to you is YES, and Thank you so much for appreciating the posts. 
Everybody smiles with that invisible gun to their head - Fight Club
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Prateek Gupta
11:47 PM
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nothing

Here i am, i've been good you know Examinations, wandering around here and there, and freaking winter days are getting short literally, year 2017 is waving goodbye's to all of us faster than we think. Its December already and i haven't even started my secretively breakthrough contentment which i talk about a lot. Anyway, lets not touch that contentment topic again i've been happy with what i am doing ??? - as it is nothing. A lot of things have been new and great lately, I did some anxious interviews with strangers and after watching them i can say, S.A is getting its cure gently. Although, i am still finding different ways and activities to work on it. I know that i should post more here.!.!.! but my schedule isn't helping me at this point.

Walking with a friend in dark is better than walking alone in the light - Helen Keller

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Prateek Gupta

11:13 PM

Delhi, India