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About these writing softwares i tried a few of them today to improve my writing like take Grammarly for a second here They’ve already found “3 writing issues”. Good thing that was free and now I’m done with it, forever, I'm like who the hell are you to tell me that you've found 3 mistake in my writing come on .!! i haven't listened to my editor in almost one and a half year about that, also someone dm'ed me that why i use "Like"so much in my journal. First of all, why're you even judging a journal ??? I'll do whatever i want you brat !' do not read, I don't give a damn about anything. There we go, back on my liberating, crap of the world blog. "Blog". Couldn’t they think of any other word to use for words on the internet? I have done some serious blogging in year 2016, 2017 and 2018 at once i was handling approximately 43 independent article websites and i do not even have a count of words and companies i have written for. In 2019 y…

heartbreak

Continuous train of thought that circulated in my mind while i stared at my laptop i was thinking of new ideas for my upcoming projects but couldn't really execute anyone of them because I had something on my mind. I want to talk about heartbreak and how devastated it can be, you know some people are more sensitive than the others its definitely not the millennial problem it has been going on for ages, like Shakespeare is proof that people kill themselves over heartbreak its definitely one of  the most real pain that human heart suffers. And I just wanna say if you’re going through some sort of heartbreak than just keep freaking going ! try keep bettering yourself. You will seem to notice that this person who broke your heart has actually done a lot good for your life in the long run of being in future relationships. I mean you have to understand that you cannot base your happiness on that one person at all, you need to find your happiness inside your heart.

Today when I was writ…

super cheat week

The longer you go without working out, the more muscle mass you loose, the more weight you gain, the less likely you’ll start working out again. Same goes with posting journals the longer you go without posting the more anxious you get about actually posting one, the less likely you’ll start posting again. It’s like living in a world full of everything and nothing.

So, my day started and i randomly decided that this whole week will be a super cheat week and is going to be filled with Fizzy Beverages, Beer, Burger King, and all the other poisonous things you can think of. Complete Freaking Freedom.

About Writing my manuscripts are almost at final stages and more on this subject is coming later, but once in a blue moon I always have a day like this where I seem to get my life in order in merely a few hours. I always think that this might transfer over to tomorrow but it rarely does. Right back to latency; it is perplexing.

I promise that i will achieve all these things one day: Structu…

Who was that Girl ???

I haven’t had any reason to write in a while. I’m in this weird, content state of indifference. Stable. A down-to-earth, “dumb” state of ‘happiness’. I don’t really have anything to complain about. Passion? I’m not passionate anymore. What’s fucked up is that I don’t care that I’m not passionate anymore. Maybe I was never passionate in the first place. Maybe all these years my pretentiousness & ego got the best of me and blinded me from what I really am: a Business Guy I mean i don't have a fancy list of accomplishments but i have done some things. Sometimes my pompous, irrational ego gets the best of me and I think of myself as this suffering artist with all this passion. Its like everyone’s got a plan until they get punched in the face right !? 
Also, I’m gonna wake up tomorrow and have a completely new, perspective on all of this passion thing.
Now coming onto the title of the post I have a lot of extra aimless and senseless material which is of no use, i will be throwing …

Things I want to tell my Teen Self

No matter how much we want to control our Life we can't always know what is going to happen. The Change is scary and Life will always surprise you with "Oh, this is your new truth Live It !" you cannot do anything you have to accept that. If i talk about myself and generally everyone my age we're so used to take so many things for granted like this blue sky, freedom, our home, our parents and much more. There is absolutely no harm in being yourself but if your personality is negative then some changes can be made ! so, there are few things i want to tell my teenage self . here we go:

* Embrace your introverted self.
* Do not take anything for granted.
* It is okay to be a late bloomer.
* People move on and so should you.
* Make friends who last beyond school.
* You don't have to do something just because all the cool kids are doing it.
*Always be optimistic about your future.
* People give far fewer sh*** about what you look like so don't bother.
* Its not a…

FREE

It took me long enough to come to the realization that if your life is so cool you're fly or your websites and content are popping over internet. No one freaking cares people have so much interesting things to worry about. People always point out your weaknesses they comment over your dark skin. Seriously, talking i'm fed up with the dark skin slurs people pass everyday i mean really don't you have anything better to do with your time come on get over it there is a life over it.

Last week when i was off from desk work due to personal reasons my very own editor rejected 17 proposal drafts sent by me so, About work the thing which bothers me the most right now is that i am not critical of my ideas. I need to change something with myself, write constantly create exclusive content which i was doing in the past and actually the work i did in the past is also paying me well so, i guess i just have to be genuine once again.

I am rocking in the FREE world, Literally.

Thanks For R…

Writing Down The Habits

Goals are byproducts of habits. Don’t write down goals. Write down habits.

“Write it down, make it happen.”

* Not drinking alcohol at all.
* Not smoking weed at all.
* Cutting OCD medication everyday to more smaller quantities.
* Not consuming bread, junkfood, fizzy beverages and any kind of non vegetarian diet at all.
* Consistently attending the classes and their respective practical sessions.
* Consistently Writing Night Pages and Morning Pages Everyday.
* Reading for at least One and a half hour every day.
* Exercising for at least half hour every day.
* Coordinating with the Team Everyday for the work.

As a result of the mental clarity achieved with the first 3 habits, I’ll have more energy and drive to ‘just keep working and preparing for other important stuff As the reading and writing goes I’ll have more ideas to execute. In other news Children knows nothing about what goes in the world, I mean just like me ! jk.

I saw it the most hyped movie ever after the "Infinity War…

money

Yesterday, I read this article in the Fortune magazine titled "The World's most Admired Companies" it was a whole illustrated report to analyzing which Companies are really the World's Corporate Role Models with Apple Inc and Amazon LLC. toping the charts beating some of the greats in the game such as Berkshire Hathaway, Walt Disney, Starbucks and most importantly us the 'millenials' favorite clan right now Netflix reading that i was totally shocked to realize that it wasn't about how much capitals these companies were creating, it was actually about the morals and goals these companies are oriented towards because combining the capitals of Berkshire Hathaway, Netflix and Starbucks cannot even touch the capital made by the raging bull of everything Amazon. The list also consisted of the All Stars list suggesting Staying on Top isn't that easy as it seems with Google parent company Alphabet falling down in the rankings to record low of 7.

so, coming o…

Diligent March

Its been over a month now since i last posted a excerpt from my life here... actually i was really busy this whole time. I pursued professional writing during this time, traveled a bit, celebrated Holi and most importantly: Lived my life. Back in February of this year I was at an improv class of my theatre where we were working on different techniques of improv acting obviously i am not an actor or an on screen performer i am more into the scripting and writing stuff but its a class so you have to do what your mentors tells you to do... they gave me a task to present a weird situation at a public bus terminal... It was Comedic in Genre and everyone knows i have resting depressed face. so i took a quick minute to thought about it and did my gig... it wasn't too bad our theatre coach said "Sometimes it is good if you're not leading a performance to a comedic ending" means it is okay if you're not funny sometimes just focus on doing your part right forget about audi…

Anyway

Hey, Everyone its been a very Longtime Welcome to my world it's a psychedelic trance.

So, What do you want to do? If you don’t know then you don’t get to complain about your job. I should add this only applies to single people without any dependents. If you have a family to feed, then you should feed them the best way you can.  Anyway, you quit your job. figure out what you wanna do. As my favorite person in the world my Editor put it, “the playing field is level.” I watch a lot of movies. I eat. I sleep. I code. I read books. I exercise. I hang out with my friends. I help my friends with their projects.  I go to the malls for shopping. I write. I listen to music. I scroll through my socials. Time is actually very easy to “waste”. But i don’t understand that concept. John Lennon said that any time enjoyed isn’t wasted. I really do enjoy most of the time that I "waste". So, why don’t I work more? Because burn out is real. There’s a balance in all things. Most people &quo…

Stigma

Hey There ! 2019 you came. Its true we've come a long way by the way How's Everyone ??? please do tell me how you all are on the instagram (@prattg63) my dm's are open for anybody who wants to talk about anything they want. Well, for me The Mumps canceled every plan I had to celebrate new year. For a whole week, My face was looking like Thanos(from Infinity War) face with a weird allergy to my jawline. Now, its totally fine but for that whole week i was so horrified of myself  like what the hell has happened to my face, till i researched  about it on google, atlast that was a good relief because my doctor was not even telling what it was. I get it, i should change my doctor but another reason why i was so afraid of it because i thought its a bad case of my OCD Medication reaction. It has never happened to me but I've heard that its the most probable case so, for that reason first time in 7 months Lexapro and Zoloft are on the shelves umm I've decided not to take t…

Boxing Day

When you get invested in something so much, you can't help it but do that thing again and again. Well, this Christmas I stayed at home and slept my way through boxing day took a break from everything i was doing, watched a lot of netflix and movies. Guess what ??? i have a lot of stuff to recommend now Go Watch: The Fix, Maniac, Ozark(Season 2), Jonah Hill's directorial debut mid90s and Karen Gillan directorial debut The Party's Just Beginning all of these are incredible and are of different genres so, pick one of them or watch everything. Also I realized there are always some disadvantages of your passion, i like writing aimlessly as you all know lot of my stuff doesn't even make sense but i just wanna write, i like it too much. I've been reading stack of some old writing notes these days, it is allowing me to gather my thoughts again. The things that i could do the rest of my life without any dread are Writing, Journaling, Directing and Non-Fiction. Haha that…

Accurate

Hey Everyone... Longtime No See... well I've been busy the last 15 days. 15 days is actually a really longtime in journal days, its like a whole fad has gone by or something. anyway, Inspiration doesn't come easy as you think it does, I had some experiences in the past where i learnt this in the hardest way possible. The Time when all of my ideas fell apart sometimes i feel happy about that time because i knew that i was only letting myself down,  i totally hate it when i let other people down. I’m in a good place right now, and to answer why i am not with my commercial writing clan anymore because: Rather than express whatever angst and malaise that gets dealt my way by writing profane drafts, scripts and posts littered with curse words and crude allegories. I'd rather love to spend time imagining how immensely beautiful this life has the perfect potential of being. Sincerely, I'm done with those people who always tried to take credit of the work i did in my unaccoun…

traits

I had the best sleep this morning I woke up feeling great. It was exactly 7:18am, perfect timing to start the day and get back on track. As I go through these motions and fill up my day after my Communication Exam i had this thought: People who say "I don't give a f*#k what other people think about me" usually care about it the most its so easy to say that one sentence but the fluid inside the cerebrum of your brain experience a heavy storm of hurt thoughts during that time and leaves an impact to live with. Inevitably, human nature requires a feeling of belonging. Noone wants to feel that way ever. Luckily as I've gotten older I’ve slowly learned to care more about the important character traits in people. The Important Ones are: Honest, considerate and kind and these traits are totally winning over the funny, famous and hot ones. Because all these funny, famous and hot ones always want more attention, more followers and more fame today was one of those days where …

Key

Bad Dreams i don't know how to get them out of my head, my 15 year old self didn't wanted me to be a Writer, he must've thought it would be a hard life pay is not going to be good and you can't always come up with good stuff but now at the age of 21 I think I'm ballin even though i have less fortune but still it opened a great variety of branches for me and everybody knows that every career is hard in one form or other and if you find that one thing which you Love it than you just Love It. Getting into  what i love about writing  so much ??? is simple first and foremost i get to be free, i get to see people and change their character to anything i want. I wake up every morning with this same motto: Another day another story to tell life is running its course let the chips fall wherever they may. Writing taught me that life is a movie only time will tell what is going to happen next don't live in the past be here now don't worry about the future just get ex…

unflattering description

Words play an active role in everyone lives, well surely it does have a lot of importance in my life last week, i got reviewed by my editor and it was terrible. There is still a lot of work needed to be done, my editor; she is really good at what she does and always tells me if i'm going wrong that is actually what i admire the most about her. She wrote a one-liner about my unpublished manuscript stating "Writer is presenting an unflattering description !" and after i got the e-mail i saw UNFLATTERING DESCRIPTION was written in bold and my spirits went down. but, that is the thing you get down and some things come to cheer you up. The bad is the enemy of the best, I have a good life i got better since last year i remember when I was sad. I really don't like talking about being sad. I think the term "depression" is overused, If it’s circumstantial, then you’re just sad. And there’s so much more stigma about being sad than being depressed. obviously I didn&#…

accord

When I'm at Writing workshops, watching movies or at general public conventions i observe people and their relationships in like how do they carry it ?  after a Lot of observing and roughly studying There is one thing that i kind of have a grasp upon, that you can't make somebody feel the way you do about them that's impossible. I know that its heartbreaking and rough but it is actually a Cold-Hard Fact. You always have to be honest with the other person and most importantly you have to be honest to yourself its all about the Honesty, thats how we can all really be. Don't lie right!? and at sometimes its okay to lie because its the important things that matter, if we talk about relationships some people who come into our life could really bring the different side in ourselves it can be bright or dark it doesn't matter the thing is that this side exists and it was inside you for all these years you don't have to hate it, it came out for the betterment of your s…

regardless

'Decisions' we make them everyday, decisions leads us from one day to another, decisions change our way of living but most of them goes unnoticed like 'what should i wear today ?'  'what route should i take today to reach work and also to get a glimpse of my crush while heading to work ?' or 'what should i have for dinner ?' then in weeks or maybe months an important decision knocks at your door which can change your life forever. 
Hello, we're in the month of september already this means autumn season is just around the corner, Trees will be shedding their leaves at this fall of the month which is a perfect reminder of the nature to us that we should get ready with our cameras because we're all in a treat for some great captures. My Phone Camera will be busy this month *cheap plug please follow @gallery63photography on Instagram.
As a Playwright everything is going great and thanks to all of you for sending me positive thoughts about my OCD co…

Avoiding

There are some things and phases in life which you want to avoid and ignore as much as possible but because of that you think about those specific things too much and that hits you. After August 16th of this month my habit of procrastinating came to an end and i finally finished my manuscript and the web series which i was writing for well actually assisting someone in writing but its all good i'll get the credits the money never really mattered to me anyway.

Coming to Avoiding the things during the Last Weekend a psychiatrist diagnosed me with Minor Effects of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder(OCD) so, now i am a 'Little Bit of OCD'. I'll be honest i was avoiding the symptoms of it for a longtime whether it was during the convos with some people or getting into the little details of not so important things. I was out for some phonography today and i didn't know why i felt so unnatural and forced while i was taking pictures nothing turned out good enough to post on In…

The Comeback

Since the dawn of the recorded human history, something like 115 billion people have been born into this world, And not a single of them Made it except the two men who invented Soft Drinks and Telescope(because i love both of these things). There are approximately 7.4 billion people on this Earth right now and around 65 million people die every year. there is this quote i read once in a book:

"We live alone, We die alone and Everything around us is just an Illusion"

the above quote still keep me up at night thinking if We all die alone, Why am i supposed to spend my life Working, Sweating and Struggling ? just to create an illusion. Because no amount of friends, no Girl, no college assignments about writing journalized reports or finding an answer of a physics numerical going to do anything for me to avoid my fate. I think i have better things to do with my time and three of my friends agreed with me on this. END (but we never really capitalized on any of this)

Oh I Forgot t…